young and inaction

Chapter 50

The atmosphere of the breakfast was very depressing, with only the sound of Aunt Zhang walking around. This situation has been going on for almost a month, almost from the time the two separated to signing the contract with Lu Yang.

Liu Yun sat at the table, the porridge in front of her was already cold, and the sun shone on her head, exposing a few white hairs.Lu Xichou can still get up and have breakfast at this point of hangover, for fear of angering Lu Yang, in case Lin Xingxiu is sent abroad again.

He had naively thought until yesterday that Lin Xingxiu would be able to go back to school after his injury healed. He didn't know how much of what Fang Chuan said to him was true and how much was false.

Now the three words "Lin Xingxiu" are like sensitive words.

Lu Xichou was drinking porridge, and asked Lu Yang in a low voice: "When will Lin Xingxiu be discharged from the hospital?"

Liu Yun and Lu Yang looked up at Lu Xichou almost at the same time.Lu Yang looked at Lu Xichou with interest: "It has nothing to do with you, does it?"

Lu Yang mentioned it to him, and re-examined Lin Xingxiu. After signing the contract, he studied like crazy, and he had long forgotten about it.If Fang Chuan hadn't mentioned it to him, he still thinks that's what he thinks in his heart.

"Show me his medical records." Lu Xichou said.Now he desperately wants to know, wants to know the so-called truth.He couldn't believe that Lu Yang was so cold-blooded that he would do such a terrible thing to an outsider.

The breakfast was not very harmonious at first, but now Lu Xichou mentioned Lin Xingxiu again, and the gunpowder smoke filled the air again, Liu Yun coughed and persuaded Lu Yang: "Xichou should have done well in the exam this time, and it will be a reward for showing him."

"Hmph, he's not a primary school student, and whether he does well in the exam depends on himself." Lu Yang said coldly.

The porcelain spoon hit the bottom of the bowl and made a bumping sound, as if it was unintentional, Lu Xichou said: "Just take a look and you will..." Will you die if you take a look?As long as there is anything about Lin Xingxiu, he will always lose control.

Lu Yang roughly guessed what Lu Xichou was going to say, put down the newspaper and walked towards the study.In the huge house, the air pressure instantly dropped to zero.Liu Yun raised her forehead and looked at Lu Yang's back. She couldn't figure out how stubborn Lu Yang was.

"Come up." Lu Yang said standing on the second floor, then turned and pushed open the door of the study.From that day on, Lu Xichou began to reject the study room, this place was comparable to hell, which made him very uncomfortable.

He followed without saying a word, if it doesn't work, he should live on campus, Lu Xichou thought.

"Look for yourself." Lu Yang looked at the document without raising his head, and said to Lu Xichou who was standing in front of him.Lu Yang was too calm, he couldn't detect anything on his father's face with the hair dye.

Another transparent storage bag, Lu Xichou looked at the hospital logo and the text on the cover, he was sure it belonged to Lin Xingxiu, he wanted to drop the bag and open the door to go out in the next second.

He was escaping, and opened the first page, which was the "old medical record" from last time. Just when he believed that Fang Chuan was lying to him, there was obviously a thicker cardboard at the end, which was obviously a reminder. These are two separate medical records.

The heating was not turned on in the study, Lu Xichou's fingertips felt cold, and he prayed in his heart—it was all fake.But everything in black and white was placed in front of him, everything was true, and everything he dared not accept.

With his fingertips, he repeatedly rubbed the three bold and black Song typefaces of "depression", but he couldn't erase them no matter what.

"Look, he's seriously ill again." Lu Yang seemed to be in a very happy mood, looking at Lu Xichou with his fingers crossed.He was also surprised that Lin Xingxiu had depression, but the surprise was only a second, a flash, and the rest was only complacency.

"Are you happy?" Lu Xichou asked coldly, he gritted his teeth when he saw the obvious expression on Lu Yang's face, he couldn't be so impulsive, no matter what the result was, he had to bear it himself.

Lu Yang was very surprised. He shrugged and said, "I'm sorry." He really felt very sorry that Lin Xingxiu had such a good mother.

On the second day after Lu Yang met Lin Xingxiu, he found Zhang Rui. Zhang Rui saw that Lu Yang was full of style, and he looked like the leader of some company. He nodded and bowed. As long as Lu Yang put forward any conditions, she would agree. promise.

Lu Yang gave her two contracts, one was to give her a sum of money for Lin Xingxiu's medical expenses, and the other was to let Lin Xingxiu live in a nursing home, plus the " "Medical expenses", this "medical expenses" Zhang Rui can freely distribute.

He has many plans for everything he does, Liu Yun can't figure it out, let alone others.Zhang Rui resolutely chose the second one. Not only could he get rid of Lin Xingxiu, but he could also get a sum of money. She felt that it would take no effort at all.

Lu Xichou still put the medical records in front of him: "How long do you want to torture?! How can you let him go? Dad... He was a good person before, but now?"

There was only Lu Xichou's voice in the study, he said in a suppressed voice, it was different from shouting in the past, the previous him would only make Lu Yang feel like a shrew.

"Get out." Lu Yang frowned, and said helplessly.After Lu Xichou slammed the door and went out, he put away the medical records, leaned on the chair and laughed loudly.

Holding the keychain, Lu Xichou thought, he thought too much.In the dead of night, it's not like he wouldn't want to take Lin Xingxiu's private account with him, but he doesn't have that ability, Lu Yang's power is too great, he can't escape Lu Yang's net at all.

I don't know how long he slept, but when he woke up, there was no one at home.Just woke up, Lu Xichou sat in the empty house after washing, watching the sun fall on the ground, he remembered something, put on his coat, took a taxi and went out.

"Mr. Lin, please cooperate with the treatment." The foreign nurse said in awkward Chinese. She stood outside Lin Xingxiu's ward and said it countless times.

From the night before that day, Lin Xingxiu always felt that Lu Xichou had been here, even though he took a few extra sleeping pills that night, he could not sleep well at night because he dreamed of Lu Xichou.

In the dream, Lu Xichou stood under the moonlight, looking at Lin Xingxiu through the wall of the nursing home, and it happened that Lin Xingxiu was also standing there, facing Lu Xichou through the wall... The moon was covered by dark clouds, and it started to rain. The wall of the nursing home fell down, and there was no one outside, only a voice said in his ear-that person would never come back.

Everything was different from what he thought, another night of insomnia, Lin Xingxiu scratched his hair, obviously felt that his eyes were sore, but his mind was very clear, this feeling made his life worse than death.

The high-end wards in single rooms are like five-star hotels, with complete facilities and everything you need.The heavy curtains were closed tightly, even the decorative veils were closed, for fear that a glimmer of light would come in.

Lin Xingxiu was wearing a hospital gown, leaning against the end of the bed and sitting on the cold floor, the neckline was wide open, it fit him well when he first arrived, but now he was wearing it like a size up.

He actually fell asleep at night. When he woke up, he saw the dim light still in front of him. He felt that he should be dead, why he was still alive.The current life is meaningless to him, and it is better to die early than to live like this.

The door of the ward was knocked again, this time it was not the little nurse, but his attending physician, who was also a foreigner, maybe Lu Yang was afraid that others would know something.

"Lin, please open the door. The weather is fine today. May I push you to take a look?" The doctor repeatedly tried to open the lock in fluent Chinese: "Lin? Are you sleeping? Auntie made you fresh soup today , it’s great, do you want to try it?”

The doctor did not give up, he whispered in the little nurse's ear, asking her to go to the staff in charge of the door locks in the courtyard, then turned to the door and said patiently: "Lin, today I am mainly here to check your legs, Fully healed and you won't need a wheelchair anymore..."

Lin Xingxiu tore off the quilt, covered his head, and pinched his neck with his hands through the quilt. He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure it out, why he was useless, living like a waste, and why was he ignored even so?

Breathing slowly became short of breath, he frowned tightly, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, and he smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, it might be over.

"Lin Xingxiu!"

Just when he thought he couldn't breathe anymore, he suddenly heard a familiar voice calling him again. This time he didn't choose to believe it, because he was dead and Lu Xichou was still alive.

"Lin Xingxiu, what are you doing!" Lu Xichou knelt beside Lin Xingxiu, pulled off the quilt, and hugged Lin Xingxiu into his arms.

Lin Xingxiu raised his head suddenly, looked up at Lu Xichou's face, trembling uncontrollably, opened his mouth and said something softly, Lu Xichou took off his coat and put it on Lin Xingxiu, pressed his head, and killed him He hugged him tightly in his arms.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Lu Xichou whispered in his ear, as if comforting, but also as a promise.

The emergency personnel who rushed to the door were stopped by the attending physician, and a group of people looked inside with their heads stretched out.Lin Xingxiu gradually stabilized in Lu Xichou's arms, and bit Lu Xichou's shoulder.

Lu Xichou bowed his head and kissed Lin Xingxiu's Faxuan, and said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm late, I'm sorry." The two sat by the bed, Lu Xichou hugged Lin Xingxiu until Lin Xingxiu's breath After calming down, the attending physician signaled for Lu Xichou to be put on the bed by Lin Xingxiu.

This was the most peaceful sleep Lin Xingxiu had in the past few years.Not dreaming, just sleeping.

"Are you awake?" Lu Xichou looked at Lin Xingxiu's eyes that had nowhere to rest, touched his forehead and asked, "I'm here, the real Lu Xichou."

The lights in the ward were on, and the warm light fell on Lu Xichou's face, which looked very good-looking, and he could directly take a set of photos.As if to prove it, Lin Xingxiu stretched out his finger and poked Lu Xichou's face.

Lu Xichou smiled and grabbed Lin Xingxiu's finger, held it in his hand and kissed it: "Do you believe it now?" Lin Xingxiu looked at Lu Xichou, and nodded after a while.

This time it was not a dream, Lu Xichou really came, the person he had been thinking about day and night finally came.

"Want to eat crunchy shark?" Lu Xichou took out a crunchy shark from his coat pocket and waved it in front of Lin Xingxiu's eyes: "Huh?"

Crunchy Shark, he is not interested in anything, no matter how delicious food is in his mouth, it will be tasteless, even if it is the delicious soup made by his aunt, he will drink it like plain water.

"En." Lin Xingxiu nodded and replied.He watched Lu Xichou peel the crispy shark open to his mouth, and then he opened his mouth, but Lu Xichou put the crispy shark away, put it in a packaging bag and stuffed it into his pocket.

Lu Xichou spoke in the tone of a teacher criticizing a student: "You can't eat today, do you want to know why?" Lin Xingxiu frowned and asked, "Why?"

"Because you were disobedient and didn't receive proper treatment." Lu Xichou sat up straight on the chair, with the posture of a teacher: "Is this reason possible, Lin?"

How long has it been since he smiled, Lin Xingxiu smiled and said, "It's possible."

During the period, the little nurse came to remind Lin Xingxiu to take medicine, and the two returned to "normal".

Lu Xichou looked at the back of the nurse leaving, and asked, "What medicine do I want to take?" Lin Xingxiu lay on the bed and wanted to get up, but Lu Xichou stopped him, and said, "Where did you say it is? I'll find it for you."

"Many, and some of them I don't understand." Lin Xingxiu smiled helplessly.He sat by the bed and opened the bedside cabinet for medicines, and the medicine bottles inside were neatly stacked.The caps of medicine bottles of different colors, such as white and black, are all labeled with the number of pills taken each time.

"The water is too hot, let me blow it down for you." Lu Xichou held a transparent glass and began to blow it.Lin Xingxiu sat there motionless as if time stood still, looking at the person in front of him, the hand holding the water glass was still so pretty.

Lu Xichou took a sip lightly, the water was not too hot, so he handed it to Lin Xingxiu: "Okay, just right." Lin Xingxiu divided the medicine bottles into three parts according to the order of the medicine bottles. One glass of water is not enough, and the last one is left. When he took one, he looked at the medicine in his hand and refilled it into the medicine bottle.

"A good boy must take his medicine on time." Lu Xichou thought he was playing tricks, and warmly reminded him: "Otherwise, the crunchy shark will be gone."

"You're so stupid." Lin Xingxiu looked at him and said, "That's a sleeping pill...I don't want to take it."

Sleeping pills, Lin Xingxiu himself gave up relying on drugs to fall asleep, and the attending physician would praise him all day long and encourage him to strive for a good night's sleep every night in the future.

"Sleeping pills? What am I thinking? We don't take this medicine. Okay, how can such a small child take sleeping pills?" Lu Xichou said jokingly.

Lin Xingxiu checked the watch on his wrist, and it was time on the hour. He glanced at the time, and it was almost ten o'clock before he noticed how Lu Xichou came.

"Why did you come here?" Lin Xingxiu asked.He knew what Lu Xichou would say.Lu Xichou raised his eyebrows and said, "Of course I will apply to my dad, and then I will get his approval."

really.Lin Xingxiu glared at him and said, "Fart, you sneaked here." Since he was exposed, there was nothing to hide, so he showed Lin Xingxiu all the cards.

Tell him what he thought of Lin Xingxiu when he woke up, and how he made up his mind to sneak over here, together with Lu Xichou's vivid and interesting language and body movements, he amused Lin Xingxiu before he left.

The frown between his brows also unfolded today, making Lin Xingxiu even more exhausted.

Lu Xichou was still talking endlessly, Lin Xingxiu paid attention to the time, put his finger on Lu Xichou's lips and said, "You should go."

"If you don't leave, your father will find out." Lin Xingxiu stared at Lu Xichou, and said to let him go, but he was 1 reluctant in his heart.Lu Xichou stuck out the tip of his tongue in a tricky manner, licked Lin Xingxiu's fingertips, and retracted his fingers conditionally.

"Then I'm leaving." Lu Xichou got up, stood by the bed, looked down at Lin Xingxiu: "Are you willing for me to go?"

Of course I can't bear it!Lin Xingxiu looked up at Lu Xichou and said firmly, "Let's go." Lu Xichou walked to the end of the bed thoughtfully, looked back at Lin Xingxiu, ran back, and kissed Lin Xingxiu's forehead, He pecked lightly on his lips before paying attention and said: "I'm really gone, you must trust me this time."

Lin Xing didn't reply, and watched Lu Xichou's back leaving, he stood in front of the window until he could no longer see Lu Xichou's back.

There was no moon tonight, he let out a sigh of relief, went back to the bed, poured a few sleeping pills, and swallowed them in one gulp.Today he was pretending during the day, in order to reassure Lu Xichou, he pretended to fall asleep, how could he fall asleep so quickly, Lin Xingxiu turned off the light, sat in the corner, and smiled softly.