Insincere

Chapter 040

Jiang Ming felt his heart beating very, very fast.

Once a certain guess is born, it will grow like a weed and cannot be restrained.

He drove all the way to school, and he didn't even care about running a few red lights!It caused a lot of scolding from the side of the road, but when Jiang Ming finally parked the car at the school gate, he suddenly became timid again.What answer does he want to know?Will he know the answer when he sees it?

No, that's not the case. At a time like this, he had to calm down even more.

Ten minutes later, Jiang Ming made a U-turn and drove to the hospital where Liu Huai was.

It turned out that after going there, it was discovered that Liu Huai just had an operation today, so Jiang Ming sat in the car and waited at the entrance of the hospital.

After waiting for seven or eight hours, until it was dark, I saw the tired-looking Liu Huai walking out of the hospital. Jiang Ming's thoughts were like a computer running at high speed, and he suddenly woke up from a dormant state. , drove the car directly in front of Liu Huai: "Get in the car."

Liu Huai was startled, looking at Jiang Ming's dark eyes and stern expression, hesitated for a moment, and got into the car anyway.

Jiang Ming wasn't in the mood to find another place either, so he found a secluded place and stopped the car, then turned to Liu Huai and said, "I have something to ask you."

Liu Huai didn't really want to talk to Jiang Ming at first, but he looked at Jiang Ming's face, and finally he couldn't help becoming serious, and said, "What do you want to ask?"

"Liang Yuan is my child, you know about it, right?" Jiang Ming said bluntly, staring closely at Liu Huai's eyes, not letting go of any change in his expression!

Liu Huai's heart skipped a beat, and he was about to be cheated out, but he remembered what Liang Rui said before, and directly denied, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Jiang Ming snorted coldly, "This matter is easy to verify."

Liu Huai had nothing to say. Just as Jiang Ming said, as long as he had this idea, it would be easy to prove it, and it would be pointless to deny it.But he promised Liang Rui not to tell.

Jiang Ming looked at the silent Liu Huai, his heart was beating violently... This incident is true, this guess is true.

If not, why didn't Liu Huai deny it?

He took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and said in a steady voice: "Liang Rui didn't let you tell me, right? He didn't want me to know about it."

Liu Huai looked at him and finally sighed, "You shouldn't have asked me."

This sentence is equivalent to the answer. Jiang Ming didn't know how he was feeling at the moment. After a while, he was happy, shocked and sad. He finally understood the meaning of what Liu Huai said last time.

It's a pity that I only know now.

Jiang Ming squeezed his fist and drove away in silence.

When he returned home, he stood in front of the door. As long as he went in at this time, Liang Rui would probably still be at home. He could ask Liang Rui this question face to face...he could hear the answer from Liang Rui himself.

But how should he ask?

How to ask the export.

Liu Huai's ridicule and accusations towards him are still vivid in his memory, and all the things that he couldn't understand before suddenly became clear at this moment.

Yeah, only he doesn't understand.

Everyone understands things, but he doesn't understand.

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Liang Rui looked at the time, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon, and it was time to go to pick up the child.

He opened the door, and saw Jiang Ming standing at the door, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he asked, "What are you doing?" Did he think that pretending to be pitiful would soften his heart?How childish.

Jiang Ming came back to his senses when he heard the sound of the door opening. He moved a little, only to realize that his legs were numb from standing in one position for a long time. He looked at Liang Rui, and there seemed to be endless words in those eyes Thousands of words, but in the end only turned into a soft sigh: "I'm just here too."

Liang Rui glanced at him, turned around and continued walking.

Jiang Ming followed in silence.

An hour later, Jiang Ming parked the car at the school gate, and the two sat in the car.

Liang Rui's eyes fell on the outside, and he didn't look at Jiang Ming. Xiao Yuan came to the new school for the first time and was unfamiliar with the place. He didn't want to miss the child because of his negligence.

Jiang Ming looked at Liang Rui's profile, his Adam's apple moved, and said in a low voice, "Liang Rui..."

At this time, the school gate just opened, Liang Rui opened the car door and got out of the car.

Looking at Liang Rui's back, Jiang Ming had no choice but to shut his mouth, a look of pain flashed in his eyes.

As soon as Liang Xiaoyuan saw Liang Rui, he happily ran over with short legs.

Liang Rui looked at his son with a gentle smile in his eyes: "Are you not used to it?"

Liang Xiaoyuan smiled: "No."

Liang Rui patted his son's head, "Congratulations to you for coming to the new school, today dad will take you out for a big meal."

"Oye." Liang Xiaoyuan's friend was very happy.

Jiang Ming had no intention of leaving, and Liang Rui didn't say anything to chase him away. He couldn't be driven away anyway, so he simply let Jiang Ming arrange it.

A few people were sitting in the hotel, Jiang Ming looked at Liang Yuan with complicated eyes, this face...why had he never thought of it before?He had never thought of such a shocking answer.

Jiang Ming turned his eyes away. He was afraid that if he continued to watch, he would lose his composure, so he quickly lowered his head to order.

Liang Xiaoyuan sat next to Liang Rui, pursing his lips unhappily: "Why does he want to be together?" He just wanted to have dinner with his father.

Liang Rui smiled: "Be patient, Dad will take you out to eat alone next time."

"Okay..." Although Liang Xiaoyuan was unhappy, he was a sensible and good boy and would not embarrass his father.

Jiang Ming held the menu tightly with his hands, and looked down, as if he wanted to see a hole in the paper.He clenched his teeth tightly, his lips were pursed into a straight line, without much blood.

Sitting in front of him was the man he loved the most, and the child born to him by that man.

This is the most cherished existence in his life. He should have protected them well, but he was naive back then, and finally forced Liang Rui to leave.

Liang Rui should be so disappointed in him that he didn't want to tell him this fact, and would rather feign death and leave.

He doesn't believe in himself.

Jiang Ming knew this deeply in his heart, but every time he thought about it, his heart ached and he had nowhere to confide in.Everything is fair, and if you make a mistake, you will suffer for yourself.

So God punished him, lost the person he loved the most, and didn't know his own children.

Such a happy scene of family reunion is like a phantom contained in the bubbles, but such a phantom is already the only consolation he can get.

Jiang Ming slowed his breathing and remained motionless. He was afraid that if he said a word, he would blow everything in front of him away with a breath.

He is reluctant.

"Do you want to order?" Liang Rui's slightly low voice sounded, his fine brows furrowed, and he looked at Jiang Ming dissatisfied.

Jiang Ming raised his head in a daze, and looked at Liang Rui in a daze. In those black eyes, there seemed to be the sadness of a shattered dream, helpless and helpless.

Liang Rui's heart trembled when he saw it, and he looked away for a moment, pulled the menu out of Jiang Ming's hand, turned his head to Liang Xiaoyuan and smiled gently: "Order what you like."

Liang Xiaoyuan didn't know the undercurrents, but since his father told him to order, it should be fine.

Liang Rui kept staring at Liang Xiaoyuan, with a smile on his lips, and he didn't even give Jiang Ming his eyes.

If you don't look, listen, or ask, you won't be soft-hearted.For him now, nothing is important except Liang Yuan. Humans always like to find troubles for themselves... But Liang Rui is not a person who likes to find troubles for himself. His heart may hurt, but his will is as firm as iron.

This will, as hard as iron, is his best shell, and it has been with him to survive until now.

The two of them didn't know the taste of this meal, but Liang Xiaoyuan ate it happily, a child is just at an age that doesn't know how to worry.

Every time Liang Rui sees his son, he feels that life is still beautiful and he is treated kindly, and he is willing to do whatever it takes to maintain this beauty.What he can't have, his son can certainly have, and more and better.

"Father, I'm full." Liang Xiaoyuan patted his round belly with a satisfied face.

Liang Rui took out a tissue and wiped the corner of Xiao Yuan's mouth, then smiled: "Let's go back when we're full."

"Hmm!" Liang Xiaoyuan grinned.

Jiang Ming's gaze slowly moved from Liang Rui's face to Liang Xiaoyuan's. This cute interaction was so touching, but he was excluded.There seemed to be a voice in his heart shouting, as if there was an urge to tear his heart and break free, wanting to hug the person in front of him.

But he can't.

Jiang Ming looked at Liang Xiaoyuan, and said in a soft and sincere voice as possible: "Xiaoyuan, can I be your father too?"

The smile on Liang Xiaoyuan's face disappeared immediately, replaced by vigilance, and he said loudly: "No! I have a father!"

"I didn't intend to rob your father." Jiang Ming quickly explained: "I mean, how about one more father? One more father, one more person to love you, accompany you and take care of you. Uncle will love you as much as your father .”

Liang Xiaoyuan knew that he didn't want to take his father away, so he didn't react so violently, but he was not very interested in this proposal, "No need."

"Why not? Don't you want a complete family?" Jiang Ming was persuasive, but there was a hint of urgency in his tone that he didn't realize.

Liang Xiaoyuan curled his lips and looked at Jiang Ming with an idiot's eyes. He didn't expect adults to be so stupid. He pointed out the mistakes in Jiang Ming's words seriously in a soft and cute voice, "I don't lack a father, what I lack is a mother .”

Jiang Ming's eyes lit up, and he said, "I can be your mother."

The veins on Liang Rui's forehead twitched, and he gave Jiang Ming a stern look, "Enough."

Hearing Liang Rui's voice, Liang Xiaoyuan nodded his head like a chicken pecking at rice, "I only want a father, and I only listen to what my father says. My mother is only as long as my father likes it!"

Jiang Ming hit a hard nail, and looked at Liang Rui dejectedly, with a pleading look in his eyes.

Liang Rui was not such an easily impressed person, he stood up without changing his face, and held Liang Xiaoyuan's hand, "We're going home."

..............................

Jiang Ming sent them back with a sullen face, and saw Liang Rui put the child to sleep, and still refused to leave.

Liang Rui gently closed the door of his son's room, turned to Jiang Ming and said, "Why, you don't want to leave? If you must stay, I can't help you. Let's leave. Anyway, this is your house."

Jiang Ming felt that his throat was hard, as if something was stuck in it, and he smiled reluctantly: "I will only stay for a while, and I will leave in a while."

Liang Rui didn't think he had this credit, so he said coldly: "I'm sorry, I'm getting ready to rest, and Xiao Yuan has to go to school tomorrow, if you don't leave now, then let's go." As if to push the door .

Jiang Ming suddenly stretched out his hands and held Liang Rui tightly in his arms.

Liang Rui was furious and struggled immediately.

Jiang Ming refused to let go no matter what, he was hit on the abdomen a few times, and it hurt, but it was nothing compared to the pain in his heart.He exerted so much force that it seemed that he had exhausted all his strength, trying to pull Liang Rui into his own flesh and blood.

He buried his head on Liang Rui's neck, greedily breathing the breath that belonged to Liang Rui, his voice was slightly hoarse, "Xiao Yuan is my child, right?"