Insincere

Chapter 039

What does it mean to be recognized with great difficulty?Didn't you see Director Wang's wonderful face?Are you almost thinking about the grievances of the rich and powerful?The more you explain, the more chaotic you get!

Liang Rui had no choice but to stand up and said with a smile, "Hi Director Wang, I am the child's father."

"Oh...then this is..." Director Wang was still a little dizzy.

"It's like this. Jiang and I are always good friends. A few days ago, we discussed with him about letting Xiao Yuan be his son, but this matter has not been settled yet, and the child has not been told, so the child is still unclear. , I made you laugh." Liang Rui smiled.

Director Wang looked at the wary friend Liang Xiaoyuan, then at the young and energetic Jiang Ming, and then at the mature and stable Liang Rui, and still felt that Liang Rui's words were the most credible.So he smiled and nodded: "It's okay."

Liang Xiaoyuan was unhappy now, pouted: "I don't want to be his son."

Jiang Ming turned on the coaxing mode with a big smile on his face, such as taking you to a big meal every day, taking you out to play every weekend, and promising all kinds of things that children like.

Liang Xiaoyuan was a little moved, but he has absolute principles in recognizing his father, his father is only Liang Rui!So no nodding.

Liang Rui was actually quite happy in his heart, he coughed twice, and after entrusting the child to Director Wang, he forcibly pulled Jiang Ming out.

Jiang Ming looked depressed, "Why don't you let me finish?"

Liang Rui glanced at him: "You shouldn't have talked nonsense just now, otherwise nothing would happen."

"Why do you call it nonsense?" Jiang Ming came over with a playful smile and put his arms around Liang Rui's waist: "When we get married, your son will be my son, so what's wrong with me recognizing him as my son first? When I woke up, I felt like him when I saw him..."

"Like it?" Liang Rui sneered.

"It's true..." Jiang Ming's voice became weaker.

It's okay not to talk about it, but Liang Rui felt angry when he said it, and he didn't bother to talk to Jiang Ming, so he said directly, "Go and do your work, I'll go back first."

Jiang Ming hurried up and said, "Don't be busy, I'll take you back."

In the end, it was Jiang Ming who sent Liang Rui home, but this time he didn't leave honestly, but squeezed in behind Liang Rui, pressed Liang Rui against the wall and kissed him, the kiss was so distracted... ...Then, Liang Rui punched him in the stomach, and he finally regained consciousness.

Jiang Ming did not dare to fight back, but frowned with a pitiful expression, and said in a coquettish tone, "You are willing to hit me now."

Liang Rui pulled the skirt of his shirt, and said with a half smile: "Do you want to try again?"

Jiang Ming's eyes became more and more resentful, "You were not like this before. Someone bullied me before, and you have to help me bully me back."

"Oh? Is there anyone who can bully you now?" Liang Rui asked back.

"Then you can't do this either." Jiang Ming said unhappily.

Liang Rui looked up and down Jiang Ming, who was now a tall man with a big nose, a tall nose, and deep eyes. Feeling disobedient, he sneered, "Don't pretend to be pitiful, it looks disgusting."

Jiang Ming: "..."

Liang Rui couldn't drive Jiang Ming away, so he acted as if he didn't exist and went about his own business.

Jiang Ming circled around Liang Rui, but he didn't dare to be too presumptuous, so he had no choice but to play softly. When Liang Rui surfed the Internet, he pinched Liang Rui's shoulders from behind. When Liang Rui drank water, he poured water beside him. Squatting at the door looks like a watchdog.

Liang Rui's patience was almost running out, "What do you want?"

Jiang Ming just looked at him, "I haven't seen you for a few days, I'm afraid you will get angry."

"Oh, then what?" Liang Rui raised his eyebrows.

"I miss you very much, I want to see you, I want to hug you." Jiang Ming blinked: "I can't sleep alone every night, afraid that you will disappear."

Liang Rui felt as if a hand was pulling hard on his heart, and it was numb with pain, but he touched his wrist and felt calm again, "Don't worry, you can catch me back after I run away, It won't be far."

Jiang Ming fell silent. He twitched the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't speak in the end.

After a long while, he returned to the study, and came out with a box in his arms.

Liang Rui actually lived here for a while, and found that this is indeed Jiang Ming's home. There are many Jiang Ming's things here, and even a lot of documents, but since Jiang Ming wanted him to live here, he didn't say anything. Occupying the magpie's nest is a matter of course.

But he didn't find such a box in the study.

Jiang Ming stood in front of Liang Rui with the box in his arms: "There is a safe in the study. The password is your birthday. I put all my most important things in it."

Liang Rui knew about the safe, but he wasn't curious, and he didn't try it.

Jiang Ming's lips were pursed straight, and he stared at Liang Rui with deep eyes. He seemed to hesitate for a while before putting down the box, and said in a low voice: "In the days when you left, I often thought of you, but after much deliberation, we There wasn’t much left between them.”

He opened the box, and inside was a photo album and a charred watch.

Liang Rui's expression finally changed.

Jiang Ming stared at the watch, the pain in his eyes seemed to overflow, "I gave you such a gift, and you didn't take it away, but left it on a charred corpse. I don't care about that scene. I can't forget it."

I can't forget that moment of despair...waking up from the dream again and again, regretting and sad.

"I really want to say that you are too stupid to punish me with death. I am the one who deserves to be damned..." Jiang Ming stroked his shapeless watch and laughed softly, "I only have this thing, only this... ...So I will take it out to have a look from time to time, I am afraid that it will be too long, and I won’t remember what you look like.”

Even if every recall is painful, it is better than nothing.

Jiang Ming raised his head suddenly, his dark eyes were full of pleading, "I really know I was wrong."

The wrong person has always been him. He clearly loves to the bone, but he still doesn't know it. He obviously can't let go, but he doesn't mean it.

Liang Rui rolled his eyes. He always knew that his original decision was cruel, but now when he saw the horrible burnt watch, he seemed to truly realize the horror of that scene, and this was the last thing he left for Jiang Ming. memories, if - Jiang Ming hadn't met him.

"Don't look." Liang Rui said softly, he knew he shouldn't be soft-hearted, but he is not a mean person, so he couldn't face Jiang Ming like this, and continued to say those heartless words, thousands of words came to his mouth Side, there are only these three words left.

Jiang Ming's eyes were like bottomless whirlpools, and he said hoarsely, "If the me at the beginning could have understood my intentions earlier and trusted you a little more... If the me in the future could forget those jealousy and anger, and be able to Be more honest, will we not become like this? Will we be able to be together well?"

Liang Rui felt that his throat was a little hard. This question seemed difficult to answer, but it was actually very simple.

"I never assume." Liang Rui said.

"But I will think, I will keep thinking, I will always think." Jiang Ming's eyes were slightly red, and he looked at Liang Rui stubbornly, "I can't change the past, but I can change the present and the future, and I will never Suspicious of you, will not doubt you, will not hurt you, I will do my best to love you."

"But I don't need it anymore." Liang Rui closed his eyes. He thought it would be difficult for him to say this sentence, but it was actually very simple, so he just blurted it out.

Jiang Ming moved his lips, and a faint look of despair appeared in his eyes.

A few seconds later, as if he hadn't heard Liang Rui's words, he took out the photo album from the box and said with a smile: "By the way, these are our photos. I put all our photos together. , and your photos were found, and then organized into a photo album, so that when I want to see you, I can see you anytime, but it's a pity that there are not too many..."

He grabbed Liang Rui's hand, and the two of them sat on the sofa together, just like many years ago, leaning on Liang Rui's shoulder intimately.

"Look at this, it's what you look like at work. I took it secretly when I went to the company to find you. Don't you know?" Jiang Ming opened the album, the first page was Liang Rui's profile sitting at his desk, serious and serious He smiled triumphantly: "It's so beautiful. I later realized why I like to look at you so much. I often lose my mind when I look at you. It turns out that I like it... I have never even seen the girls in the class like this. It's a pity. At the time I didn’t understand what it meant.”

Liang Rui just glanced at it and remembered that it was his office. Jiang Ming came to him after school that day, and he was dealing with an urgent document, so he was busy all the time. He didn't expect Jiang Ming to secretly take pictures of him.

Jiang Ming continued flipping through the photo album, and said with a smile, "This is the Mid-Autumn Festival, we had dinner together, and the photo taken by the photographer is a rare family portrait."

"And this, you give me homework, I just pestered you to take a selfie..."

"and also……"

Every photo of Jiang Ming is like a treasure, he can tell what they were doing at that time, his state of mind and thoughts at that time, some even Liang Rui has forgotten, but Jiang Ming remembers every moment.These photos span a large span and are intermittent. I don't know how Jiang Ming sorted them out.

The thin photo album was quickly turned over halfway. When Jiang Ming turned to the last few pages, he suddenly flipped through two pages with a finger, sandwiching the middle page and skipping it.

Liang Rui's eyes moved. It is impossible for Jiang Ming to make this kind of mistake. Jiang Ming must not let him see the inside. He reached out and pressed, "You missed it." Liang Rui didn't give Jiang Ming time to react at all. , Turn that page directly.

Liang Rui's eyes turned red with anger at the sight, and the inexplicable nostalgia just now disappeared immediately.

In the photo, his hands were tied on the head of the bed, revealing his slender neck and scarred chest, his eyelashes drooping sideways, and his white body inlaid on black silk, which was both seductive and evocative.

Jiang Ming didn't have time to stop him, his face turned red.

"So you keep this too?" Liang Rui's tone suddenly became sarcasm. At that time, their relationship had become tense, and Jiang Ming could do whatever he wanted whenever and wherever he wanted, and he had no room to resist.There was an important banquet that night, and he had no choice but to reject Jiang Ming. As a result, he was arrested and messed around all night, which directly led to him not attending the banquet. Unexpectedly, Jiang Ming even took a photo.

Jiang Ming flipped through the photo album in a hurry, and explained in a lack of confidence: "You have too few photos, I can't bear to have one..."

How could Liang Rui listen to his explanation, he threw the photo album on the ground and said with a sneer, "Your bad taste really hasn't changed for many years, you can keep such good things if you like them, don't show them to me. "

After speaking, he turned and entered the room, and locked the door with a bang.

The heavy wooden door isolated Liang Rui's figure, and the photos scattered all over the place were like a farce that ended, tragic and desolate.Jiang Ming stood still for a long time before carefully picking up the photo album and holding it in his arms like a treasure.

Every frame and painting here accompanied him through the eight years without Liang Rui.

Jiang Ming's fingers pinching the photo album were so hard that they turned white. No one knew how important this was to him.

From Liang Rui's point of view, this was a humiliation that could be discarded at any time.There were so many good things in the past, but they were all given up just because of one mistake, and he couldn't be unwilling, because he really wasn't worthy of forgiveness.

Time is like a big wave washing away the sand. In Jiang Ming's memory, only Liang Rui's kindness is left, and for the hurt person, the only thing left is hatred.

This is probably fair.

Sitting alone on the sofa, Jiang Ming reopened the photo album, reminiscing about the past like many times before.But the only difference is that this time, he knows that the person he loves so much is less than ten meters away from him, and he still has a chance to touch him.

The photo album is not thick, so it quickly turned to the end. The last page is a group photo of them together when they were young. At that time, he was only eight years old, but Liang Rui was already 17 years old.Liang Rui held his little hand, smiling politely and reservedly.

Jiang Ming's fingers gently brushed across Liang Rui's face in the photo, and finally landed on himself next to him.He was a kid then...

Jiang Ming looked at it, and suddenly an inexplicable sense of familiarity came over him.

In fact, he hasn't paid attention to his childhood appearance for a long time. Why does he not feel distant and strange when he sees it now?It's like... I often see...

Jiang Ming's pupils shrank suddenly, then he hugged the photo album tightly in his arms, and rushed out before even packing his things.