hope for redemption

Chapter 65

After Jiang Xi finished speaking, the two of them remained silent for a long time, not knowing what to say.

In fact, Jiang Xi didn't want to be so provocative, but he felt that Lin Wang had said so and he couldn't help but respond. In addition to the incident in the office before, he also wanted to take this opportunity to show Lin Wang that he really Let him know that he also loves him deeply.

"Hey, you... don't make it look like we're beating mandarin ducks," Lao Zhang's eyes were a little red, and he rubbed his sore nose, "I... oh, let's do it... oh, old Let me tell you."

"Ah...oh," Cheng Chuan reacted immediately, looked at him and cleared his throat, "Well... I know you both know what to do and what not to do, since you do Once you have made a decision, then work hard to persevere. I also... don't have much to say, just tell us if you have any difficulties and conflicts, and don't resist."

"Okay," he said in unison.

"No more?" Old Zhang asked in surprise.

Cheng Chuan blinked, and tentatively replied: "No...no more..."

"Why is it gone!" Lao Zhang jumped up, pointed to the lubricant on the table and said, "Just...don't you talk to them about this?"

"Eh..." Cheng Chuan's expression was cracked, "Is this a matter..."

"Oh, no need," Lin Wang said at this moment, waving his hand at Lao Zhang, "Teacher Cheng told me."

"Have you said it? When did you say it? Why did he tell you this?" Old Zhang asked suspiciously.

"Oh, just last time..."

"Lin Wang!" A trace of panic flashed across Cheng Chuan's face, and he immediately interrupted Lin Wang, "I never told you, you fucking misremembered."

"You told me," Lin Wang's eyes flashed a hint of slyness, "Didn't you tell me on New Year's Day not to use brute force to do a good job..."

"Cheng Chuan! Did you fucking know it a long time ago!" Lao Zhang reacted immediately, angrily pointing at Cheng Chuan's nose and questioning.

"Oh!" Lin Wang pretended to be surprised, "Mr. Cheng, you didn't tell Lao Zhang, I thought..."

"You fucking..." Cheng Chuan angrily tied his tongue, he stared at Lin Wang in disbelief, he couldn't believe he would do this.

"Sure enough, I just said, why are you so calm. So you fucking knew it a long time ago!" Lao Zhang slapped Cheng Chuan directly on the back, and Jiang Xi felt his flesh hurt when he heard the muffled sound.

"Brother..." Jiang Xi secretly pulled Lin Wang's hand, and called out with the corner of his mouth, "We..."

"Shhh," Lin Wang made a motion of silence, "just watch."

"No, baby, listen to me, that day was like this..." Cheng Chuan grinned and rushed over to hold Lao Zhang's waving hand.

But Lao Zhang was obviously very angry by the news, he threw off his red neck and shouted: "Listen to what you say! You have reason to lie to me, right?"

"I didn't. I wanted to tell you. Didn't I just forget about it?" Cheng Chuan explained with wrinkled eyebrows.

"What are you busy with, what are you busy with during the Chinese New Year? This little bastard has brought people home, so I didn't see you talking to me," Lao Zhang roared, and then he reacted suddenly, "Oh! I'll just say it , Why are you so wrong during the Chinese New Year, so you put it here!"

Thinking of this, he sprang up from the sofa, pointed back and forth at Lin Wang and Cheng Chuan, and shouted angrily: "You two are in a nest of snakes and rats now, come and hide from me together." Then he turned and pointed at the coffee table The thing on it: "Look at it, look at it, what is it called... the upper beam is not straight and the lower beam is crooked, you two are just alike!"

"I'm not, I'm not, I'm different from him, don't confuse us." Lin Wang denied a series of denials, and hurriedly pulled Jiang Xi to the side, trying to stay away from the battlefield to avoid the flames of war burning on both of them.

Cheng Chuan was no longer in the mood to argue with Lin Wang, and hurriedly took off his glasses and stood up and grabbed Lao Zhang's wrist: "Calm down, please, let's settle the children's matter first, I will go home soon." Slowly explain to you."

"Didn't you solve all the children's problems? Didn't you always do what you should teach and talk about? Why don't you solve it?" Lao Zhang said eccentrically.

"No, I told Lin Wang that it's up to me to tell him, you have to say something to Jiang Xi." Cheng Chuan said cryptically.

"I told him..." Lao Zhang rolled his eyes and was about to refute, but in the middle of the sentence, he suddenly remembered something and suddenly weakened his aggressive aura. He blinked and looked at Cheng Chuan sitting down with a thoughtful face and muttered. , "Yeah, I need to talk to him."

"Really," Cheng Chuan heaved a sigh of relief when he saw that Zhang's attention had been diverted, and sat back holding Zhang's hand.

Jiang Xi, who was suddenly cueed, immediately became nervous, sat up straight on the sofa like a child who just started kindergarten, and stared at Lao Zhang motionlessly.

"Well...do your parents know about Jiang Xi?" Old Zhang was a little worried.

"I don't know yet, but I will tell them after the college entrance examination." Jiang Xi thought for a while and replied.

If Lao Zhang didn't mention it, he would almost forget that he still has his parents. He would tell Jiang Tiancheng about this, but not now, he doesn't have so much energy to deal with them now.

Jiang Xi could imagine how they would react when they found out. Jiang Tiancheng was fine. After all, when he followed An Sheng, he had already explained that he would only pay child support until he became an adult, and let him know that he was gay. There is nothing else but to make him more determined that giving up on himself was the right thing to do.

Mainly Zhou Ping, she hates homosexuality and she is studying with her, if someone finds out that her son is gay, she will lose face, she will definitely come over and make a fuss, Jiang Xi really doesn't want to deal with it.

"Well...I think you still..."

"Old Zhang, you should know a little bit about my family's situation. It's fine for me to make decisions on many things," Jiang Xi said.

He knew what Lao Zhang was worried about, and falling in love was falling in love, but once they had sex and decided to live with each other for the rest of their lives, their parents still needed to meet and talk at such a young age.

But Jiang Xi's family situation is different. For him, his parents are just a decoration, and he can decide many things by himself.

"Your family... well, okay, I'm just worried about this, in case you suffer some disadvantages..."

Jiang Xi believes that Lao Zhang, as his head teacher, must have some understanding of his family situation. In addition, during the Chinese New Year, Lao Zhang once asked him in a subtle way whether the tutoring for top students was related to his family situation. Jiang Xi had already realized that Lao Zhang must have known something.

"Hey, Lao Zhang, what you said is wrong. I will let him suffer. Don't make me look like a scumbag." Bao, I can't even hurt him in time."

"Hey, speaking of which," Lao Zhang suddenly thought of something, pointed at Lin Wang with a serious face and said, "Lin Wang, let me tell you that Jiang Xi chose to follow you, so you should treat him well. , if you mess with me like those scumbags outside, I will break your legs, you know."

"What can I mess with? Hey, what kind of image do I have in your mind, Lao Zhang?" Lin Wang asked helplessly.

"What do you care about the image, anyway, I feel that Ren Jiangxi has suffered a loss if he followed you... A flower stuck in cow dung," Lao Zhang rolled his eyes, "I didn't kid you, do you understand? Is there any?"

"I understand," Lin Wang squeezed Jiang Xi's hand tightly when he said this, "I won't let him suffer any grievances."

Jiang Xi didn't know how to describe his current mood. The feeling of being protected by his family was amazing. He hadn't experienced it for a long time. Today, this feeling suddenly rose from the back of his head and warmed his whole body.

At this time, he suddenly understood the phrase "native family affects a child's life" that he read a while ago. Only such a warm native family can raise such a warm person as Lin Wang.

Jiang Xi felt that her good luck was not only meeting Lin Wang, but also meeting Lao Zhang and her mother-in-law, all of whom brought warmth to him in every detail of life.

"Well," Lao Zhang nodded, and turned his attention to Jiang Xi, "Jiang Xi, I can guarantee Lin Wang's character, he can't do those things that are sorry to you, you are with him You can rest assured. But if you are wronged in any way, you can tell me or Lao Cheng, we will definitely not protect him."

"Well," Jiang Xi rubbed his sore nose, "I believe him."

Lao Zhang smiled, pointed to the things on the table and said: "You should do less of this kind of thing now. After all, you are still students and focus on your studies. The two of you live together now.. Well, it's best to separate Sleeping in the room, it is impossible for me and Lao Cheng to come and watch you, you still have to restrain yourself."

"I...I know, we didn't do that when we were in school." Jiang Xi replied with a blushing face.

"Cough, uh...then you two have a plan," Lao Zhang rubbed his nose shyly, "um... Jiang Xi, you... that's... as the next one, you have to take good care of yourself, that's... um ..Sometimes the measures that should be done must be done well. This person's body structure is the most fragile inside, and it is easy to get injured if you force things into it without being prepared."

"Well, I hurt myself, you know...sometimes this person has to learn to refuse, don't get used to it, some people let him...he's used to push an inch..."

"Old Zhang, who are you cursing around the corner? Can you stop provoking here?" Seeing that Lao Zhang was talking more and more, Lin Wang hurriedly interrupted, fearing that if Lao Zhang said something else, Jiang Xi might not let him go to bed. up.

"Did I talk to you?" Lao Zhang rolled his eyes angrily, "I don't know what virtues you have, time and time again. I told you Lin Wang, can you hold back if you hear me? I found out that you were overdoing it, so I asked Jiang Xi to move to live with me."

"Hey, You..."

Jiang Xi immediately held back Lin Wang, who wanted to come forward to argue, and nodded to Lao Zhang with a blushing face, and replied, "Yes, we know how to measure, we won't... we won't overdo it."

"Well...well, that's all..." Lao Zhang cleared his throat, thought for a while and turned his head to look at Cheng Chuan and asked, "Do you have anything else to add?"

Cheng Chuan shook his head: "No."

"Well..." Old Zhang bit his lip and hesitated for a while, "Well, Jiang Xi, you... came from that place too?"

Jiang Xi knew that the place Lao Zhang mentioned was Noah's Ark.

"Well, yes," Jiang Xi replied.

"Why did you quit? You also have mental problems?" Lao Zhang asked cautiously.

"No, I didn't," Jiang Xi glanced at Lin Wang, who was wondering what he was thinking with lowered eyes, "I quit on my own initiative."

He didn't elaborate on the reason. Lao Zhang is a smart person, so he could tell that he didn't continue to ask in detail, and skipped this topic.

"It's good to get out from that place, it's not a good place." Lao Zhang said, his eyes wandered around the two of them, and a gleam flashed in his eyes, "Well...then you two are destined Yes, they are all ability users, maybe they can go to participate in the ability special..."

"Old Zhang," Lin Wang lowered his head and interrupted him loudly, "I won't go, you don't need to say any more."

Hearing what he said, Lao Zhang was obviously anxious, and he leaned forward suddenly: "Why don't you go, it's such a good opportunity, and there are professional doctors there for you..."

"Old Zhang!" Lin Wang suddenly raised his head and shouted in a warning voice, "I won't go, this matter ends here."

"You fucking obviously..."

"Hey, Old Zhang," Cheng Chuan hastily held down Old Zhang, and shook his head at him, "It's getting late, and today is a rough day, let's calm down first."

After speaking, he looked at the two uncles and nephews who were staring at each other, shrugged helplessly at Jiang Xi and asked, "Are you still going to school?"

Jiang Xi looked at the time and it was almost seven o'clock, and the first evening self-study was almost over, and with so many things happened today, he was not in the mood to go back to school, so he shook his head and said nothing.

"Where's Lin Wang?" Cheng Chuan asked.

Lin Wang glanced at Jiang Xi and said, "No return."

"That's fine." Cheng Chuan glanced at his phone and patted Lao Zhang on the shoulder. "Come here first, and we'll talk about the rest. You have an evening self-study in Class 23."

"Tsk, I forgot," Lao Zhang scratched his hair irritably, and gave Lin Wang a meaningful look, "That's fine, then you two should rest early today, remember to come to school tomorrow."

"Okay," Jiang Xi replied, and suddenly he remembered the application materials and hurriedly called to Lao Zhang who was walking out the door, "Old Zhang, I left the application materials for the English competition in the office before, you can fill them out when you go back Well, Teacher Yang said that you need to sign some documents."

"Oh, that," Jing Jiangxi said, Lao Zhang suddenly remembered, and took out a stack of folded papers from his coat pocket, "I saw it when I was sitting outside, and I filled everything in. Well, Teacher Yang also communicated with me about the specific situation, and I understand everything."

"Well, okay, thank you." Jiang Xi took the stack of materials.

Lao Zhang's evening self-study was probably in the second quarter, and after a few hasty confessions, he dragged Cheng Chuan away in a hurry.

After sending them away, Jiang Xi finally felt relieved, walked quickly back to the living room, took all the things on the table into his arms, and stuffed them into Lin Wang's basket for socks.

"There's nothing else to hide, just look at it all," Lin Wang said while leaning against the door.

Jiang Xi glared at him: "In the future, someone else must come. What if they see it? I don't think these things should be displayed outside so blatantly."

The two of them were indeed negligent, thinking that no one would come and put the lubricant on the bookshelf. Today, Lao Zhang and the others can find the things directly without looking through them.

At that time, Jiang Xi thought that if someone else came in the future, it would be embarrassing to see these things. It would be better to hide them when they are not in use or when they are used up. It is not called hiding them, right? , anyway, it is to put things where they will not be seen so directly.

"That's true," Lin Wang squatted down behind Jiang Xi, and asked, wrapping his arms around his waist from behind, "What game?"

"An English competition, next month in Beijing." Jiang Xi put the lubricant in one by one, and covered it with a sock.

"Well, that's pretty good. There should be extra points if you win the prize." Lin Wang asked.

"I don't know, I didn't ask carefully," Jiang Xi said, "There should be."

"I'll ask Lao Zhang when the time comes," Lin Wang followed him and got up, "How long will it be?"

"I don't know either," Jiang Xi spread his hands helplessly, "I just talked about signing up today, why, can't bear it?"

Lin Wang smiled, and pulled him into his arms: "Yeah, it's not good to be alone in an empty room."

"It won't be long," Jiang Xi patted him on the back, hugged him for a while and asked tentatively, "Do you want to talk about mental violence?"

Lin Wang was silent for a while and replied: "...I don't want to, I have nothing to say."

This answer made Jiang Xi frowned uneasily. If Lin Wang simply said that he didn’t want to, he would think it was nothing, but he added that there was nothing to say at the end, which was a bit of a cover-up. His intuition told him that this matter was not so serious. Simple.

"Brother, you don't want to say it's okay, but we have to treat this disease." Jiang Xi said.

Lin Wang held Jiang Xi's hand for a moment, then let go immediately, and after saying something unnecessary, he immediately turned and walked to the window.

"How could it be unnecessary?" Jiang Xi frowned and chased after him, "Once there is a riot, your mental power will start to be chaotic, and your entire nervous system will gather and fluctuate, which will do great damage to your ability. You can't have no idea."

"I don't have seizures very often." Lin Wang took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, vaguely bringing up the topic.

"It's not a question of frequency, it's a question of your own brain health. Once this ability in the brain of people like us is developed, we'll be hooked on it for the rest of our lives." Jiang Xi eagerly Said, "No, why do you not want to go for treatment? Have you seen a professional doctor before?"

"I've seen it, but there's no cure." Lin Wang looked at the night scene outside the window, and took a puff of smoke between his cigarettes.

No, Jiang Xi frowned and looked at him, Lin hoped that he was lying to herself.

After being together for so long, Jiang Xi could tell whether Lin Wang was telling the truth. When he said this just now, his eyes were empty without any fluctuations, and his speech was very fast, like... like It looks like it has been rehearsed countless times in advance.

"Lin Wang, look at me," Jiang Xi stretched out his hand to pull him back, "Have you seen a professional doctor, have you..."

"No!" Lin Wang flung his hand away, and shouted hoarsely with his eyes wide open.

Jiang Xi was in a hurry to ask about his condition, but he didn't know that he would have such a big reaction, and he was thrown to the ground in a daze.

This hand shake was really sudden, he was thrown to the ground by the force before he could stand still, and fell heavily on the white porcelain floor tiles. Dull pain.

But Jiang Xi didn't notice the pain, his mind was buzzing, and he looked at Lin Wang who was running towards him with eyes full of astonishment.He didn't understand why Lin Wang had such a big reaction, and he didn't seem to say anything radical.

"Baby, are you okay?" Lin Wang hurriedly dropped the cigarette and helped Jiang Xi's upper body to bring him up, and said with self-blame, "I'm sorry...I lost my strength all at once, sorry, sorry. Where did you fall No?"

At this moment, the pain was transmitted to the brain, and there was a burst of burning pain in the upper arm, as if someone had thrown an iron rod.

"No," Jiang Xi stood up with his eyes downcast, "I'm a little tired, I'm going to take a shower first."

Before he could turn around, Lin Wang pulled him into his arms. He could feel the slight trembling of the hands holding him, and he could also feel the fear of the person behind him. It was these tiny details that made him twitch. The anger that had arisen dissipated in an instant.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to treat you like this," Lin Wang gently kissed Jiang Xi's ear tip, with endless self-blame in his low and hoarse voice, "I'm sorry baby"

Jiang Xi bit her lip and turned around, put her arms around his waist and said, "It's okay, I know you're tired today, I'll put some bath water for you, let's take a good bath and relax, and sleep together again, okay?" Well, you haven't hugged me to sleep for a long time."

"Okay," Lin Wang suppressed the mixed emotions of sadness and emotion in his heart, patted Jiang Xi's head and followed him to the bathroom.

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Summary of the next chapter: Jiang Xixi is going to use his mysterious power again, Lin Wang's past will be revealed.

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I dreamed last night that a lot of people commented on me, some were good and some were bad, but the bad ones mostly said that my writing was not good and the plot was poorly written. It scared me to death. I read the comments together this morning, and sure enough. Dreams are the opposite of reality. Mr. S said that maybe I subconsciously feel that my writing is not good, so I have such a dream.

I got the bad news early this morning that our school is going to conduct an online exam.... I can take the exam, but I can't do anything. The problem is that he is still taking the exam on my birthday!I'm really...mmp

Finally, let’s talk about Jinjiang’s review.. It’s really slow.. I’ll post it sooner in the future...