hope for redemption

Chapter 64 Being Firmly Chosen

These words were like a huge thunderstorm thrown in Jiang Xi's mind, and the loud bang of 'boom' wiped out all the dregs of his thoughts.

It turned out that Lin Wang knew all along, and he always knew about the things he was hiding.But he never poked through or even forced himself to say those things. Instead, as he promised at the beginning, he gave himself time to talk to him slowly.

But what about him, what did he do, he never thought of telling Lin Wang about it, he even wanted to keep it from him for the rest of his life.He even...somewhere deep in his heart still retains his distrust of Lin Wang, this distrust only needs a slight hint to be infinitely magnified and occupy his entire mind.

Just like today.

At this moment, Jiang Xi's soul seemed to be taken away from the whole world, watching the little things that happened between him and Lin Wang like an outsider.

Only then did he realize that his so-called love and Lin Wang's love were different and unequal.

Just as Lin Wang said, my love will only be more than yours, never less than yours.

Lin hoped that he... did everything he said.

But what about myself?After repeated temptations and suspicions again and again, Jiang Xi didn't understand how he had the face to stand in front of Lin Wang today and ask him these questions. What did he do!

"Brother..." Jiang Xi tremblingly climbed onto Lin Wang's shoulder, and pressed his lips together.

He is terribly scared now, he is afraid that Lin Wang will disappoint him, he is afraid that his repeated temptations and suspicions will wear away Lin Wang's love and patience for him.He knows that he has made a mistake, and the child who made the mistake must apologize and make up for it.

He chose the most clumsy but also the most direct way.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be like this. I'm sorry..." Jiang Xi held Lin Wang's face, crying and apologizing to him while sticking to his lips.

Lin Wang didn't respond at first, but finally couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed the back of Jiang Xi's head and turned over, pressed his lips down without hesitation and began to grind and bite, his arms like iron clamps tightly restrained Jiang Xi His upper body seemed to embed him inside him.

Jiang Xi knew that he was venting his anger on himself.

There was a sharp needle-like pain in his lips, and the bloody smell spread on the tip of his tongue in the next second. Jiang Xi grabbed some of Lin Wang's clothes and endured it forcefully. Instead of pushing him away, he used his strength to push him away. Pulling down, he arched himself up to meet.

Cheeks touch cheeks, the tip of the nose slides over the tip of the nose, the lips of the two are grinding each other, and the lips and teeth are rolling.

"You really killed me." Lin Wang's voice whispered in his ear, causing his skin to tremble.

Before he could reply, Lin Wang propped himself up, stretched out his hand to caress his lips, and asked with dark eyes, "Does it hurt?"

"It hurts," Jiang Xi pursed his lips on purpose, looking at Lin Wang with his peach blossom eyes, with indescribable grievance and tenderness in his tone.

He knew that Lin Wang couldn't stand him like this, he couldn't care so much now, he just wanted Lin Wang to cherish and love himself more, and make up for all the love and patience he had worn away.

"Give you a longer memory." Lin Wang wiped off the blood on his lips with a little force, "Get up, clean up."

Only then did Jiang Xi realize that the two of them were in the teacher's office, and his face turned red when he thought of the scene just now.

This... such a blatant kiss in the teacher's office, and kicked the teacher out... I guess it's hard to find a second pair besides them.

Both of them tidied their clothes, scratched their hair and tried to pretend nothing happened, then opened the door and called Lao Zhang to come in.

"The talk is over?" Lao Zhang glanced between them, and Jiang Xi looked away guiltily, not daring to meet his gaze.

It was all out of anger just now, and I didn't care about it so much, Lao Zhang knew it when he knew it.But now that his anger has subsided and his rationality has returned, when he thinks of what he did just now... he feels ashamed.

What is this called... a face-to-face showdown?

"Well," Lin Wang didn't feel any embarrassment, and replied very calmly, "Let's go back to class first."

"Wait, who allowed you to leave?" Lao Zhang raised his tone in astonishment, "You two finished talking, and the three of us haven't finished talking yet, sit back for me!"

Jiang Xi shrank like a quail now, and hurriedly took Lin Wang's hand and sat back, his body tensed and neatly sitting on the chair, like a primary school student being trained.

"Which of the two of you is chasing who? When did it start? Where has it progressed?" Lao Zhang asked three times in a row, each hitting the vital point.

"Um...I..."

"I chased him," Lin Wang interrupted Jiang Xi, "We were together on New Year's Eve last year."

Lao Zhang digested it for a while and then asked: "Where is the progress?"

Lin Wang knew that there was no way to avoid it, and he deliberately didn't answer this question just now in order to get away with it, but he didn't expect Lao Zhang to be fooled now.

"Um... honey..."

"Lin Wang! You fucking tell me the truth!" Lao Zhang yelled, staring at Lin Wang with anger in his eyes.

Lin Wang gritted his teeth and replied as if going to die: "I did, I did both."

"I hate your mother! Is your fucking brain flooded!" Lao Zhang stood up and slapped Lin Wang on the head, followed by another heavy kick, kicking him off the seat .

Jiang Xi hadn't reacted from the shock yet, but his body was already one step ahead. He hurried over to protect Lin Wang and shouted at Lao Zhang: "I am willing! I am willing! He didn't force me!"

This roar stunned Lao Zhang, as if he didn't expect Jiang Xi's reaction to be so intense.

Seeing that Lao Zhang stopped beating people, Jiang Xi knew that what he said was useful, so he continued to blame himself, since Lao Zhang couldn't do anything to him anyway.

"He didn't force me, yes... I did it voluntarily! Yes... I seduced him! Yes, I seduced him!" Jiang Xi said firmly with a righteous face.

Anyway, it's just one thing: insist that you are the little goblin who seduces people to bed.

Don't ask Jiang Xi how he came up with the idea, sometimes he can't stop the inspiration when it strikes.

Not to mention Lao Zhang, even Lin Wang, who was guarded by Jiang Xi, had his brain shut down and stood there in a daze, he couldn't believe his ears.

Oh my god what did I just hear?seduce?What is he talking about...

Lin Wang completely forgot the existence of Lao Zhang, and immediately retorted: "What nonsense are you talking about! You didn't seduce me! I..."

"I seduced you, I seduced you! It's because I seduced you that you couldn't control it. It's not your fault." Jiang Xi was still immersed in the world just now, firmly maintaining the self-imposed A set of goblin characters.

"No," Lin Wang didn't care about the pain, and immediately got up from the ground, grabbed Jiang Xi's arm and explained to Lao Zhang, "No, he really didn't seduce me, we both..."

"I was the one who seduced it. It's not his fault." Jiang Xi tried to explain, protecting her behind her like a hen guarding her cubs.

"Old Zhang, don't listen to his nonsense, things are really not what he said, he didn't..."

"I have! I took the initiative that night, I..."

"you have not!"

"I have!"

"you..."

"Okay!" Lao Zhang waved his hands irritably, "What are you two doing, showing your affection in front of me?! Heh, heh, it looks like no one else."

After finishing speaking, Lao Zhang immediately took out his cell phone and started making a call. The call was connected within a few seconds. How did such a heartless dog thing come out..."

Outside the window, flocks of birds are standing on the branches that have just taken out the delicate green leaves. The warm orange sunlight is spread on the blue-gray concrete floor in patches, and the warm spring scent of green grass floats in the air.

Different from the beautiful spring scene outside the window, the atmosphere in this room is terribly quiet. The four of them are sitting in two pairs, with four or five bottles of lubricant and a box of unopened condoms on the coffee table in the middle .

Jiang Xi looked at Lao Zhang and Mr. Cheng opposite, his heart beating, his fingers kept twisting the hem of his clothes, not knowing what to do.

After Lao Zhang finished calling Mr. Cheng, he escorted the two of them back to the rented house in Mr. Cheng's car, then searched out the lubricant and condoms from their room, and told Mr. Cheng It was placed on the coffee table like a testimony.

Since Lao Zhang looked at these things, he fell straight on the sofa, holding his forehead with a look of lovelessness, and it has been more than half an hour without saying a word.

Cheng Chuan coughed lightly at the side and gave Lin Wang a wink, asking him to say something to appease Lao Zhang.

After receiving the message from Cheng Chuan, Lin Wang also felt that it was okay to be so stiff, and he had to have a good time if he wanted to kill or cut.

Lin Wang pondered for a moment, then tentatively opened his mouth: "Uncle..."

"I'm not your uncle, I don't have a nephew like you," just as he uttered a syllable, Lao Zhang interrupted him. He withdrew his hands suddenly, straightened up and stared at Lin Wang, and shouted angrily, "Aren't you fucking Your brain was kicked by a donkey, how old is Jiang Xi, you just do this kind of thing."

"Hey, how about you? Don't make me look like an old cow eating young grass. I'm 18 and he's 17. I'm about the same age." Lin Wang wrinkled his eyebrows and gestured back and forth.

"You!" Lao Zhang was dumbfounded by his anger, turned his head and patted Cheng Chuan and shouted, "Look at him! Look at him! Shameless!"

"Yes, yes, yes," Cheng Chuan bared his teeth and grabbed Lao Zhang's shaking hand, turned his head and roared at Lin Wang, "Why are you talking to your uncle, please speak well."

Lin Wang shrugged helplessly: "Oh, uncle, let me tell you..."

"What are you talking about? I don't want to tell you. I get angry when I see you," Lao Zhang roared, "What a good boy Ren Jiang Xi is, how could he be beaten up by this pig and eaten dry by you?" I will count the money for you after wiping it off. What about you? What about your sense of responsibility and responsibility as a man? Have you fed all the things I taught you to the dog?"

What Old Zhang said made Jiang Xi dumbfounded, and he blinked and froze in place. He... did he misunderstand something...

No, I and Lin Wang obviously did it because they love each other, but how come it came out of Lao Zhang's mouth that Lin Wang was deceiving me with ill intentions, and I was deceived like that adolescent ignorant girl bed.

Obviously...it's obviously not like this!

Jiang Xi has not realized until now that his looks and his usual disguise have formed the image of a good student and little milk dog in the eyes of the public, while Lin Wang, with a big cut and a resolute body, has a bit of a ruffian air Anyone who saw the two of them together would feel that Lin Wang forced him to drag him into the water.

"No, Lao Zhang, have you figured out the situation?" Lin Wang hurriedly grabbed Jiang Xi's hand and clasped his fingers tightly, and raised their hands in front of Lao Zhang, "We really love each other. Do you understand that things are hard to control and will happen naturally?"

"Yes, yes, that's right." Jiang Xi added in a daze, and followed Lin Wang anyway.

"That's right!" Lao Zhang glared at Jiang Xi resentfully, then turned his head and glared at Lin Wang, "You are still so young, you know what true love is, you..."

"Don't you and Mr. Cheng decide to spend the rest of your life with each other at this time?" Lin Wang said with a cold expression, "I don't understand why, you are not questioning our relationship, you are questioning your relationship."

"I..."

"Lin Wang," Cheng Chuan called out warningly, "speak well."

"Okay," Lin Wang curled his lips, and then sat on the sofa with Jiang Xi's hand tightly clasped, as if he was holding a national leaders' meeting, seriously, "Old Zhang, I'm going to tell you what I want to say to you today." Yes, Jiang Xi was brought back by me with all my might. I brought him back to the quilt for no other reason than simply wanting to occupy him. It's a lifetime thing and I'm not kidding."

"You think I'm a beast or a scumbag, but I just can't change the fact that people occupy it first. Don't talk about my age. I am 18 and an adult. I can take responsibility for my actions and know what it means to be an adult. Take responsibility, I understand all the responsibilities that I should bear, and I will do well, and I will not let him suffer any grievances."

"You all watched me grow up, and you all know me. Once I make up my mind, I won't change it. Old Zhang, that's the only one, there won't be another one."

Jiang Xi stared blankly at Lin Wang who was firmly holding his hand tightly. He felt as if he drank a whole bottle of whiskey now, his head was dizzy, and small bubbles popped up in his head one after another. They' Puba' burst open, softening all thoughts and filling the whole brain.

The surrounding scene began to blur, and he couldn't see anything except Lin Wang's side face, which was besieged by the orange light.

Yes, he can hear his own heartbeat now, just like the fireworks they set off on New Year's Day, the sound of exploding and crackling, one bunch after another rushing upwards as if they had been injected with accelerating potions. People buffer time a little bit.

This is the first time in his life that the two concepts of home and the future are vivid and full of expectations in his mind at the same time.

And all these—explosive sense of happiness, firm sense of being chosen, sense of longing for home and future were all brought to him by the same person, that person was sitting next to him, clasping fingers with his. His family spoke of his deep love for him.

After hearing Lin Wang's words, Lao Zhang and Cheng Chuan looked at each other in silence, not knowing what to say for a moment.

"Mr. Zhang, Mr. Cheng," Jiang Xi, who was sitting silently beside him suddenly, opened his mouth. He shook Lin Wang's hand vigorously, and said firmly with red eyes, "all my good luck used to meet him."

He paused, licked his lips and continued to say with a choked voice; "I know, our age is too ridiculous for a novel or a lifetime, but what I want to say is that I may not have the ability to make this promise now, but I do want to I want to fulfill it. I will take this heart and grow up as time goes by to become an adult who can bear it. Please have a little confidence in me and Lin Wang, and believe that we will also be like you in the green years Falling in love and holding hands together to walk through each other's only life at the end."

The author has something to say:

Lin Wang: That conscienceless dog must not be talking about me...

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