young and inaction

Chapter 55

Lu Xichou took out a crunchy shark from his bag and gave it to Lin Xingxiu: "I'm going to laugh later, brother rewards you with a crunchy shark."

"Ah...so sweet, so sweet! This is a novel, Jimei, hurry up, hit me up, tell me this is not a dream!" Shark, Lu Xichou is coming back again, open it for him before giving it to Lin Xing again.

The ball-headed girl supported her forehead and sighed heavily. She shook the camera to tell Lu Xichou to hurry up, lest her sister faint from excitement.

The sun showed a line in front of the horizon, and the afterglow couldn't wait to jump out from there. The sky was no longer red, but red, blue and purple.

The girl with the ball head pointed to the guardrail beside it. There were several big stones beside the guardrail.Lin Xingxiu was standing on the rock, and Lu Xichou was sitting on the guardrail. The night had already fallen, and there was only Polaroid flashlight.

"Hey, little brother in blue clothes, look at the camera." The ball-headed girl handed the photo to Lin Xingxiu and said, "Remember to look at the camera next time."

This time, both of them were leaning on the guardrail, with the sea breeze blowing, and in the night sky in front of them, there was the brightest star, Lu Xichou touched Lin Xingxiu with his elbow and said softly: "I love you, little prince. "

"1, 2, 3, laugh!" The girl with the ball head pressed the shutter, and when the photo came out, she squeezed it in her hands and shook it. It was not bad. Lin Xingxiu looked at Lu Xichou with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, while Lu Xichou He looked at the camera with a happy smile.

From the photos, it can be seen that these two people are not afraid of the world, they are very happy, in their own corner, they are very happy.

After taking the photo, the radical girl asked Lin Xingxiu for WeChat. She reluctantly calmed down and said to Lin Xingxiu, "Brother, you look very well dressed. Are you wearing Forrest Gump shoes? Wow, I can't play these shoes well, can I add you on WeChat? Can you teach me?"

"Weibo, Instagram, and Xiaohongshu can be searched for outfits. I made his clothes, why don't you add me?" Lu Xichou said standing in front of the girls.

"It's okay!" The girl immediately showed the QR code: "Do you scan me or I scan you?" It's true that all comers are welcome.

The ball-headed girl was completely speechless, she stretched out her middle finger and poked the girl's forehead: "What are you thinking about? You were so excited just now? Don't tell me you didn't see it."

"Hey, I just want to smack the CP in real life~" the girl said aggrievedly, and was almost kicked away by the ball-headed girl.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my best friend has a mental problem and was just discharged from the hospital." The ball-headed girl smiled and explained to the two people in front of her.

When she mentioned "spirit", Lin Xingxiu was obviously taken aback, then turned and left. The ball-headed girl thought that Lin Xingxiu was angry, and grabbed the girl's ear to ask her to apologize to Lin Xingxiu.

"It's okay, my brother is not in a good mood today, thank you for today, see you when you are free." Lu Xichou went after Lin Xingxiu after finishing speaking.

Lin Xingxiu stepped on the soft sand, he almost forgot that he also had mental problems.

"What's wrong?" Lu Xichou grabbed Lin Xingxiu's hand and walked side by side.Lin Xingxiu broke free from his hand and said, "I'm tired, let's go back."

Let's go back... He actually wanted to say go home, but is it really his home?His real home is in the east of the city. This home is like a synonym. If you find out its relationship, it has nothing to do with Lin Xingxiu.

Lu Xichou probably knew what was going on, he put his hands on Lin Xingxiu's shoulders, like an adult coaxing a child: "Look at me, brother told you, you're fine, don't you think you're fine now?"

"Have you ever heard the story about the fish that were stranded on the beach and were thrown into the sea one by one by the little boy?" Lin Xingxiu looked at Lu Xichou and asked.

Of course I have heard this story, and I have also done reading essays in primary school Chinese.

Lu Xichou leaned on the railing and said: "I heard that you are the blue fish that was stranded, and I am the little boy. I put all the other fish into the sea... I fell in love with you, so I put you Brought it home."

"That's fine." Lin Xingxiu sighed after hearing this.Lu Xichou stroked his hair and said, "Wait for me here, I'll go pick up the car."

Lin Xingxiu looked at the running back of Lu Xichou. Lu Xichou's imagination was so beautiful that Lin Xingxiu didn't dare to imagine. He felt that he was the fish that was forgotten by the boy on the beach.

Back home Lu Xichou left early, and Lin Xingxiu was left at home.There is an extra photo frame on his window sill table, which is a photo taken at the seaside today, and this photo of Lin Xingxiu is smiling.

Lu Xichou parked the car in the garage and took a taxi to the nursing home.Lin Xingxiu's situation is not very optimistic. Lu Xichou slammed his forehead on the window of the car. Even if Lin Xingxiu was stranded on the beach, Lu Xichou would definitely take him home, for fear that Lin Xingxiu would insist on returning to the sea. .

The attending physician hadn't finished get off work yet, and the nurse took him into the office, which smelled of printers and alcohol.Lin Xingxiu is such a person who hates alcohol, how did he stay here for so long?

"Excuse me." Lu Xichou said in English.The attending physician had a chat with him and said that Lu Xichou's English was not bad.

"My man... my friend's situation is not very optimistic. He seems not interested in anything. He didn't talk much before, but now he talks even less." Lu Xichou said.

The attending physician found out the routines of previous patients from the cabinet, and said, "Such symptoms are normal, but as for Lin, he can now be diagnosed with severe depression...because he has suicidal tendencies."

When he came out of the hospital, it started to rain, and Lu Xichou hated the rain now.

Lu Xichou stayed at home with Lin Xingxiu all day on Sunday, watching movies, listening to music, reading, sleeping, and doing homework.During the lunch break, Lin Xingxiu checked the symptoms of depression while Lu Xichou was fast asleep, and found that he was in perfect agreement with the above... He felt that he would not live long, like a scum.

At dinner, Su Yize, Gu Yi, Mi Bojun, and Li Yi all came, and they brought a lot of things, as well as the crunchy shark gift box.Gu Yi looked at Lin Xingxiu and didn't know what to say, so he patted Lin Xingxiu's hand when he handed the Crispy Shark to him.

After dinner, Mi Bojun proposed to play board games, Lin Xingxiu went back to the room silently, he didn't want to play, and he couldn't get interested, the noisy atmosphere would only make Lin Xingxiu doubt himself even more, what's the use of being alive?

Lu Xichou pushed open the door without turning on the light, only saw Lin Xingxiu sitting on the bay window with his head buried in his knees, Lu Xichou walked over and hugged Lin Xingxiu.

"I'm sorry..." Lin Xingxiu choked up softly and said sorry.Lu Xichou felt very sad, but dimples still appeared on the corners of his mouth, and he said, "Do you still remember the first time you cried in front of me? I told you so, so I don't need to say I'm sorry."

The party ended very early, Su Yize pulled Lu Xichou before leaving and said: "My dad knows some good doctors, why not..." Lu Xichou took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it to Su Yize: "If you don't go to the hospital, this way It will only make him more sure that he is sick, why not accept it?"

"I promised Gu Yi and quit smoking." Su Yize patted Lu Xichou's shoulder, and said earnestly: "Smoking less, or you will be infertile in the future."

"Hurry up and get out," Lu Xichou said.

It was Monday, and the seats in Lin Xingxiu’s class were still empty, and the test papers on the desk were piled up like a mountain. His front and rear desks would not help him fold the test papers and stuff them into the desk. They all knew that Lin Xingxiu was mentally ill.

A week passed like this, and the bracelet on Lin Xingxiu's wrist was still purple.On Sunday evening, Secretary Lin with the note of 187cm sent him a message. Lu Xichou said that he had thought about this note for a few days. He was the secretary of Lin Xingxiu's 187cm and was on call.

Lu Xichou asked Lin Xingxiu to take the three-way bus to the beach where they went that day.Lin Xingxiu got dressed and went downstairs.

"Here!" Lu Xichou waved to Lin Xingxiu from the opposite side of the station.Today Lu Xichou went to a banquet with Lu Yang, and he was still wearing a decent suit.

His hair has grown long and is now fixed with hairspray, revealing a smooth forehead, wearing a black suit with an apron, like an adult.

"Handsome?" Lu Xichou asked, holding Lin Xingxiu's hand.Lin Xingxiu nodded, and Lu Xichou said, "Take you somewhere."

Xiao Hu was waiting for the two of them in the car. The two of them were sitting in the back seat. Lu Xichou said, "The one in front is Uncle Hu. He is a good man and good driving skills." Lin Xingxiu greeted them politely. Didn't say a word.

The car stopped under the lighthouse. This is a scenic spot, but there was no one there.After Lin Xingxiu got off the car, there was a sea breeze blowing, he asked, "Where is the person?"

"Whoever you want, the two of us are enough." Lu Xichou took Lin Xingxiu and ran up to the lighthouse. Lu Xichou took Lin Xingxiu's hand and ran all the way to the top floor, where the afterglow of the sun reflected against the sea.

Seagulls circle around them.Only then did he realize that Lu Xichou had a bag in his hand, watching Lu Xichou take out the bread from the bag, he was a little puzzled.

"Didn't you say they were hungry last time? How about feeding them this time?" Lu Xichou handed the bread to Lin Xingxiu.

It turned out that Lu Xichou understood that sentence clearly.

Lin Xingxiu unwrapped the plastic package, tore off a piece of bread, held on to the railing, and lifted the bread. The first seagull approached him, hesitated for a while, and took the bread away.

"I'll feed some too." Lu Xichou also tore off a piece of bread, and stood side by side with Lin Xingxiu. From the corner of his eye, he saw a faint smile on the corner of Lin Xingxiu's mouth.

Lin Xingxiu was standing on the railing, biting a piece of bread in his mouth, leaning his neck slightly, closing his eyes, waiting for the next seagull.Lu Xichou took a photo, standing behind Lin Xingxiu and surrounding Lin Xingxiu, just like the Titanic.

He re-added Lu Xichou's WeChat, and before going to bed, he took the initiative to send a message to Lu Xichou for the first time - good night.

He didn't take sleeping pills tonight, although it took him a long time to fall asleep.