young and inaction

Chapter 42

The evening wind can't stop, it can only keep blowing and blowing...

Lin Xingxiu walked away, took a bottle of wine and started to drink, Lu Xichou looked at him helplessly, but luckily he replaced the wine in the bottle with water in advance.

He took a sip and didn't feel that the taste was wrong.Then he staggered towards Lu Xichou, almost lost his footing, Lu Xichou wrapped his arms around his waist.

Damn it, he had to enlighten himself again, he gave a low voice and said, "It would be great if I could restore the factory settings." Lin Xingxiu turned his head beside his neck, looked up at him and asked, "Would you like , what the fuck?"

I fucked Miber County's third grandfather, he cursed in his heart, and then said softly: "What dirty words are you talking about, you are so cute!"

After a long time of fooling around, Lu Xichou struggled to find an electric light, which was even more difficult than finding clues in the escape room.With barely any light, Lin Xingxiu put the empty wine bottle to his mouth, swayed his body and began to sing.

"It old you something safe

Something I've ever said before

And III can't keep my hands off you

While you're lying awake

Covered allinthenightbefore

I'm high high high no one's got mequitelikeyou

I want you all to yourself

Don't leave one for nobody else

Iamaanimalwithyou

Noangelscouldbeckonmeback

And it's shotter than hell where I'mat

Iamaanimalwithyou”

Lu Xichou sat on the stage and looked at him, his eyes were full of smiles, a very familiar song, when he sang the first line, he felt it was very familiar, he racked his brains and didn't remember it until Lin Xingxiu got close to him , hooked his neck, and said again in his ear——Iamananimalwithyou.

Being teased again, Lu Xichou gritted his teeth and persisted. He remembered, and asked in a low voice, "Is it "Animal"?" Lin Xingxiu stood on tiptoe, touched Lu Xichou's forehead, and said "Yes".

They were so close that they could feel each other's messy breathing, Lu Xichou was going to give up sticking to his principles, who made his little boyfriend too cute.

Lu Xichou pressed Lin Xingxiu's shoulder, Lin Xingxiu stood still, still a little confused, Lu Xichou stared at the bead of Lin Xingxiu's thin lips, already ready to move.

He lowered his head slowly, close at hand.

"I love you China, I love you China.

I love your vigorous spring seedlings.

I love your golden autumn fruits..."

Lin Xingxiu suddenly pushed him away, and sang again through the raised platform.Lu Xichou was completely hung up by his divine operation... and this operation? !Can it work?

I have to say that Lin Xingxiu's singing is really good, and he is worthy of being a top student. I guess he has no shortcomings except for his drinking capacity.

Lu Xichou also looked at him and smiled, and asked, "Did you go to see me practice the piano?" "I Love You China" was practiced by him and Li Yi in the complex building, and he didn't mention it to Lin Xingxiu when he thought about it carefully, unless he I went to see it myself.

"That's right, I went secretly!" Lin Xingxiu said happily, raising his eyebrows.Lu Xichou couldn't see him raising his eyebrows, so he wanted to laugh.He walked up to Lin Xingxiu, leaned on the stage side by side, and asked, "Does it sound good?"

"As long as it's you, it sounds good." Lin Xingxiu said with a thumbs up.

"Then let me listen to you alone, okay?" Lu Xichou grabbed Lin Xingxiu's hand on the table, his fingertips felt a little cold.

"Okay!" Lin Xingxiu replied with a smile.

He looked at Lin Xingxiu smiling a little distractedly, he kept stuffing himself into a small shell, he was so good at disguising, that he even forgot the original self, just smiling like this, every year there is wind, a smile blooms.

"Then call me brother again." Lu Xichou imitated him and raised his eyebrows, asking for conditions.Lin Xingxiu stood up straight, hooked his fingers with a serious expression: "Come closer."

After Lu Xichou received the order, Lin Xingxiu called him "Brother", that feeling was wonderful!Wonderful!Mickey Mouse Clubhouse is amazing and addictive.He stood in front of Lin Xingxiu: "Is this okay?".

Lin Xingxiu nodded, took a small step forward, and completely narrowed the distance between the two of them. He stood on tiptoe again, everything was too similar.

He didn't wait for the thought-provoking "brother", but a kiss with lemon cider.

Just a light kiss, comparable to a superficial touch.But in Lu Xichou's opinion, this made him understand that "a single spark can start a prairie fire".

The moment Lin Xingxiu left, Lu Xichou pressed the back of his head and kissed him again, everything changed, it was no longer that dragonfly-like kiss.

The wind at night, the heartbeat that cannot be calmed down.

Evening wind, unadjusted breathing.

The headache after a hangover can be clearly felt before he wakes up, and the back of his neck is also sore. He has never felt so thirsty.Lin Xingxiu rubbed his eyes, sat up, and found that there was still an arm around his waist...

It belonged to Lu Xichou, he knew it, but last night, he seemed to have done a lot of things, and his throat felt a little uncomfortable.He gently put down Lu Xichou's arm, put on his shoes, took out a bottle of mineral water that he didn't know if it had been opened, took a big gulp and sat down on the chair.

He couldn't remember anything about what happened last night.I just remember that he planned to tell Lu Xichou the whole story of his mother, he also drank, he sang, and he... called Lu Xichou "brother"...?return……

He touched his mouth subconsciously, it's over, it's over, it's over.

The two of them huddled together in this small bed last night, and now seeing Lu Xichou, who is "rich" and made offerings like Jia Baoyu at home, is now frowning, sleeping on a broken bed in the suburbs, it is very uncomfortable.

He drank a bottle of water, choked on the last gulp, coughed for a long time, and finally covered his mouth as much as possible to stay as quiet as possible, but Lu Xichou still woke up.

"Cough...wake up?" Lin Xingxiu covered his mouth and asked.

Lu Xichou brushed his somewhat messy hair, he has a chestnut head, and it can't be messed up, but he has to pay attention to his image, and he is still in front of his little boyfriend.

He felt guilty, inexplicably guilty, and didn't go to see Lu Xichou, as long as he looked at Lu Xichou, he could roughly recall how they rolled into bed last night.

Lu Xichou probably also had a stiff neck, he rubbed his neck a few times: "When did you wake up? Are your ears so red?"

It’s okay if you don’t mention it, which pot doesn’t turn on and which pot you lift, and pick one that overflows with boiling water, which is scalding.

Seeing that Lin Xingxiu ignored him, Lu Xichou got off the bed and put on his shoes, turned to him, looked down at him with his hands behind his hands, and asked jokingly, "Hey, are you shy?"

Lin Xingxiu turned around, turned his back on him, and scolded him in his heart.Lu Xichou seemed to be triumphant, he raised his voice and said: "Brother's voice is really nice, brother ~ haha, it can make people think like crazy."

He described what happened yesterday like a comment. Lin Xingxiu couldn't listen anymore and covered his ears with his hands.Lu Xichou said gloatingly while observing Lin Xingxiu.

Somehow, it reminded me of "The Man in a Cover" in the text. He pulled Lin Xingxiu over with too much strength, and Lin Xingxiu fell into his arms unprepared.

Lu Xichou looked down at him, raised his chin to look at himself, even if he was forced to look up, Lin Xingxiu would not look at him.

There was a laugh from above his head, not a serious laugh, and before he realized something was wrong, Lu Xichou had already kissed his lips.

Consciousness may not be remembered, but the fresh memory of the touch is still there. My mind is like a revolving lantern, turning around and around, and every frame is the scene of him actively kissing.

If he could do it all over again, he... so what if he could do it all over again?Ask yourself, he doesn't want to do it all over again, it's just an excuse for him.

His earlobe was red enough to bleed, and he was panting heavily on Lu Xichou's shoulder. At this time yesterday, he was still reciting a book in the classroom. At this time today, tsk tsk tsk.

Lu Xichou smoothed his hair, and said, "Do you know that you were so active yesterday and ruined my plan." Lin Xingxiu didn't want to talk at all, and kept lying on his stomach.

"Lin Xingxiu, look at me." Lu Xichou whispered, the person in his arms might have sensed something, so he slowly raised his head and looked at him.

He let out a sigh of relief first, with a serious expression but a smile in his eyes.He said, "Let's get out, shall we?"

Lin Xingxiu looked at him silently, came over for a while, and he said, "I don't understand what you said." After speaking, he pushed Lu Xichou away.

Lu Xichou simply let him go, obviously Lin Xingxiu didn't expect it, he put his hands on his shoulders, and said without rebuttal: "You understand, you are just escaping, Lin Xingxiu, you have been there too much It’s been a long time, come out and have a look, huh?”

Escaping, he was escaping, not daring to face the traumatized wound, now the wound was festered, bloody and bloody, in the dark and narrow space, without sunlight, and finally turned into a swamp, at first he tried to struggle, Trying to escape from here, the result is getting deeper and deeper.

He had been defeated, had resigned himself to letting the swamp consume him, until now the foul filth lay at his throat.

"I don't know what to say..." Lin Xingxiu turned his head and looked at the sun, although it was dazzling.Lu Xichou stretched out his hand and forced him to look at himself: "You don't need to talk, you just need to nod, the past is over, you can also laugh, and you don't have to blame yourself in the crowd, you have your ideals and life, and you can Will bloom with a smile."

"You don't understand, Lu Xichou, you don't understand." Lin Xingxiu's tears slipped from his right eye, and then the tears from his left eye slipped out.Lu Xichou found that Lin Xingxiu's tears would always slip out of his right eye first.

"How do you know I don't understand?" Lu Xichou raised his voice, like an old father persuading his son, he continued: "No one cares about your life, except for those who love you, this society is not what you think, you Open yourself up and watch the fireworks on earth at this time, you will fall in love."

"Have you ever experienced watching your loved ones dying, and dying in front of you? You haven't! I hate alcohol, or rather, fear, because I stand in front of the cold and dead door of the operating room, watching Seeing my dad smelling of alcohol, lying on the bed with his eyes closed, he really left me at that moment! My dad...if it wasn't because of me..." Lin Xingxiu pushed Lu Xichou away, and almost shouted out. Finally squatted on the ground choking.

Unexpectedly, it would be so bad, Lu Xichou knelt on the ground sadly, and hugged Lin Xingxiu tightly in his arms: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He blamed himself, he has always been self-righteous, facing other people's kind advice, he never Didn't take it to heart, but this time it was different.

The two broke up at the stop sign, Lu Xichou watched the car leave after getting off, Lin Xingxiu never looked out the window, but at the moment the car started, Lin Xingxiu kept staring at Lu Xichou's leaving back until he disappeared around the corner place.

Lu Xichou is his light.

Dingling, push open the glass door, Liu Yun is repairing flowers, Su Yize's mother at the side saw him first: "Xichou is back, how did you play yesterday?"

How did you play yesterday?He said: "It's okay." Liu Yun put down the tools in his hand, walked over and said, "If there is a party, don't call to let me know. If Yi Ze hadn't called your aunt, your father would probably scold you again. "

It was only then that Lu Xichou remembered his mobile phone, and touched his trouser pocket, it was not there, he found it in his bag, he thought it was left on the table, it was a bit unsatisfactory, he patted his forehead, and sighed helplessly.

"The phone is out of battery and turned off, Mom, I'm going home first." Lu Xichou said weakly.Liu Yun pouted and said, "Go back, play all night again? You look listless."

He pushed open the door and didn't go out, but stood at the door and asked, "Mom, am I a failure? Whether it's a son, a friend, or a student, no matter what your status is, you are a failure..."

Liu Yun came over and touched his head, Lu Xichou was much taller than him, Liu Yunde looked up at him, and said softly: "You were a smart child when you were young, now you are an excellent student, and you will be a perfect man in the future .”

"Yes, yes, the violin player is also very good!" Su Yize's mother gave a thumbs up.

A perfect man, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he hugged Liu Yun: "Thank you, Mom."

"This kid is nervous all day long. Go home and get some sleep. He just finished the exam and stayed up all night." Liu Yun accompanied him to the door and stopped a taxi.

He was sitting in the passenger seat. The driver kept wanting to chat with him. Lu Xichou was not in the mood. While waiting for a traffic light, he borrowed a charging cable from the driver.

"Hey, I have all kinds of cables here, you can see what model you need." The driver opened the storage box in front of him and motioned for him to see.

He found a cable of the same model, charged it, and found that the battery was still 56% left. He smiled, really sick and inexplicable.Now that you've borrowed it, let's use it.

Opened WeChat and found that the group of three people has been 99+ for a long time. At first, it was planned by Su Yize and Mibo County. How can we help him hide it? In the end, Su Yize called his mother and said that he was going to a party, an activity in the class , don't go home tonight, let his mother tell Liu Yun by the way.

Sure enough, the brothers are reliable, and they are really blessed and share the same difficulties.He typed a message—thanks, guys.

For the two people standing in front of the phone, the message was returned in seconds.

Miber County: I just sent Li Yi home yesterday.

Su Yize: Yesterday, I just went to a bookstore with Gu Yi and held hands.

The meaning is obvious enough - tell me, did you and Lin Xingxiu do something exciting last night?

Lu Xichou also compiled the information in their form.

Lu Xichou: I just finished school with Lin Xingxiu yesterday, bought dinner together, went to the secret base together, ate together, kissed and slept together.

As soon as the news came out, the two of them completely exploded.

Mibershire: Kissing?sleep? !

Su Yize: Damn it?One step faster than me...

Miber County: More than that... a hundred steps faster than me!

Miber County: 999999

Su Yize: 666666

Lu Xichou: ...

Lu Xichou: What are you thinking!It's just a simple kiss and sleep.

He rubbed his eyebrows and laughed out loud, the driver also laughed and asked, "What are you laughing at?" Lu Xichou pointed to the neighborhood in front of him, motioned to get off, and said, "It's okay."

He got off the car at the gate of the community, and he greeted the security guard as usual. The security guard who was on shift today was an elderly grandfather, the captain of the security team.Although old, but senior.

Grandpa greeted Lu Xichou with his hat, and he stopped Lu Xichou: "Hey, little Lu! Come here." Lu Xichou walked over with a smile, touched his trouser pocket, and if the cigarette was not in his trouser pocket, it must have fallen on the table.

"Master, I didn't bring any cigarettes today." Lu Xichou walked over and shrugged helplessly.Grandpa put on his hat and stared at him with his mouth curled up: "Cut, who cares about your cigarettes? Why are you still wearing a school uniform?"

"I attended the class reunion yesterday and didn't come back. What's the matter? Did you find something interesting recently?" Lu Xichou leaned against the wall and said.The old man likes to collect some calligraphy, paintings and tea leaves, and if he has any good treasures, he will show them off to him.

Grandpa waved his hand and said, "Last night, a middle-aged woman came to our community to look for you. He said her son was with you." Lu Xichou raised his eyebrows and asked him, "Looking for me? Looking for his son? What's her son's name?" ?”

"Hmm...what's the name, it seems that the surname is Lin... Lin..." Grandpa squinted his eyes and thought hard.Lu Xichou quickly said, "Lin Xingxiu?"

"Yes, yes, Lin Xingxiu. Is it your friend? Why haven't I heard you talk about it?" Grandpa said.

Lu Xichou found Lin Xingxiu's wrong question book from his bag. Lin Xingxiu's wrong question book was written by Lin Xingxiu. He memorized all key points and classic question types. He lent it to Lu Xichou a few days ago for making up lessons.

He held it in his hands like a baby, afraid of folding a page, as if he was selling a product: "Grandpa, take a look."

"Hey, this handwriting is fine, it's even more beautiful than pen writing!" Grandpa closed it and returned it to Lu Xichou, saying, "It's much more beautiful than your dog's handwriting. I'm going to university soon, and writing is like a shrimp dancing."

Lu Xichou made a face and said, "Lin Xingxiu is my...friend," the boyfriend almost blurted out, if the old man knew about their relationship, he would probably deny him in the future.

"Friend, a friend is like a mirror, which can reflect your strengths and weaknesses." Grandpa taught him.

Lu Xichou dealt with it casually, then slipped away with his bag on his back.The woman the old man mentioned should be Lin Xingxiu's mother. If so, why did she come to him?

Lin Xingxiu took a shower and looked at his phone, but there was no message from Lu Xichou.Ah... this... Is it going to be a cold war before we get together?Lin Xingxiu opened a can of food for Ha Xian. When he opened the door, Ha Xian kept looking at his neck, thinking about Lu Xichou?

He turned on the air conditioner and planned to go back to sleep. He just pulled the curtains when the phone on the table notified that there was a new message.

He dropped the half-closed curtains, picked up the phone, and opened the screen. It was a message pushed by the browser.He sighed softly, feeling a little disappointed and indescribable, why didn't Lu Xichou send him a message?

After closing the curtains again, he turned his phone to silent and turned on the vibration mode.

Thinking back to what Lu Xichou said in the morning, it is not unreasonable, maybe he is too stubborn?He was afraid, afraid that in the end, he would be walking alone, and the appearance of Lu Xichou happened to be a dream that he did not want to wake up from.

Apologize to Lu Xichou?He picked up the phone, found Lu Xichou, typed and edited for a long time, sent and deleted, he chose to delete.

After repeated editing for a long time, I still failed to send a message in the end.The screens were all off, and suddenly the phone vibrated, he glanced, it wasn't Lu Xichou, the note was—Mom.

It was a voice, he hadn't seen this word for a long time, Zhang Rui's profile picture was her own, with heavy make-up, although it was a little dazzling, but already very "heart-wrenching", he was a little nervous for a moment.

He sat up, clutching the phone tightly, he didn't know whether to listen to the voice or not.The screen goes off, comes on again, goes off again, and the message is already showing 5 minutes ago.

When the message showed that it was 10 minutes ago, he clicked on the voice:

Zhang Rui: Lin Xingxiu, I know you have a rich boyfriend, don't forget your mother, Baiyanlang, you have a real brother!

Lin Xingxiu immediately quit the page when he heard "rich", "boyfriend", and "financial master", his heart was tugged and he couldn't breathe.How did Zhang Rui know?Follow him?

It was impossible to follow, maybe Lin Yihang heard something at school and exaggerated what he told Zhang Rui when he got home.Zhang Rui was busy dating a man, so why would she want to follow her.

The phone screen became cold again, he glanced, it was Lu Xichou!

Lu Xichou: I'm home, take a good rest.

I don't know since when, as long as he sees Lu Xichou, no matter the person or the name, he will feel at ease.

Lin Xingxiu typed his reply with trembling hands.

Lin Xingxiu: I know.

Lu Xichou quickly responded to the message.

Lu Xichou: I don't think I have time to visit you these two days. My dad is going to the company to attend a charity dinner.

Lin Xingxiu: Then will you miss me?

Lu Xichou raised his lips and laughed, is he no longer angry?Before he sent this message, he had already typed up a few drafts, and he was just about to transcribe it on the composition paper.

Lu Xichou: I want to, I want to think about it now, I want you to call me brother.

Lin Xingxiu saw the news, touched his nose, and his earlobes gradually turned pink.

Lin Xingxiu: Sorry.

Lu Xichou: Why are you sorry?

Lin Xingxiu: What happened this morning, I'm sorry...

Lu Xichou: Tsk, you speak, I can't remember it unless you say it.

Lin Xingxiu clicked on the voice, hesitated for a while, then clicked on the voice, and only found out the truth when Lu Xichou connected.

Lu Xichou answered the voice call and said, "Hello? Can you hear the voice? The Internet speed in my house is quite fast." Lin Xingxiu said "Yes" and listened to Lu Xichou's words: "I asked you to make a voice call, how do you send it? Voice call? Miss me?"

"No, it's because you didn't make it clear." Lin Xingxiu retorted.Lu Xichou laughed and teased, "Don't you want to apologize? Tell me."

Whoever apologizes still has a way to listen, why?Are you tired of hearing it and still not accepting it?However, Lu Xichou said this in a serious tone, not like a joke.

He won't be really angry, will he?Lin Xingxiu thought, what should I do?After Lu Xichou finished his sentence, he didn't say anything else, obviously he was waiting for him.

After a while, Lin Xingxiu whispered, "I'm sorry...brother." Tsk, he called brother again, Lu Xichou's blood boiled, and Lin Xingxiu's tone was mixed with a tinge of grievance.Lin Xingxiu thought, as long as Lu Xichou is not angry, let alone brother, he can call him anything.

Lu Xichou coughed, and immediately comforted him: "It's okay, I should apologize too, it's not just because of you, I won't force you, we need to work together, whether it's now or in the future."

As soon as he said this, there was no sound of breathing over there. What kind of running-in was he talking about?

When Lu Xichou wanted to quickly add a sentence, the other party had already hung up the phone, and Lin Xingxiu typed and sent a message - I want to sleep.

A smug smile appeared on his face, revealing two small dimples.Then type and edit a message.

Lu Xichou: That's fine. I'll go to school with you on Monday. If you miss me, just send a message or make a phone call.

In the end, he was worried and felt that it was not perfect enough, so he sent another voice over.

Lu Xichou: Baby, good afternoon.

Lin Xingxiu listened to the last voice over and over a dozen times. This sentence was really nice, even better than Lu Xichou's voice, so he fell asleep after listening to it over and over again.

Zhang Ruifa's voice was like a dream, it didn't happen after he woke up, as expected, as long as Lu Xichou was around, he could relax very much.

Oh, Lu Xichou is really that beam of light!

The author has something to say: "Animal" by Mr. Chi is very nice!

Su Yize is going to speed up.

Miber County has to keep up with the process.