young and inaction

Chapter 27

Lin Xingxiu from the University of Foreign Studies often came here during his first year of high school. He had nothing else to do but wait for Fang Chuan.

The sun was scorching near noon, and after getting off the car, I was wrapped in hot wind.

Lin Xingxiu accidentally glanced at the gate of the foreign language school, and then quickly walked into the bookstore opposite.

The bookstore has a total of five floors, which looks like a library.Lin Xingxiu glanced at the orientation map. The fifth floor is the reading room and tea room.

He felt that there would be "results" on the fifth floor, and he mentally implied that he was going to the fifth floor.

Pushing open the glass door on the fifth floor, one is a transparent acrylic table, and the other is a table similar to a computer desk. The entire fifth floor is not very large, and it is extremely quiet, only the sound of flipping books can be heard.

Lin Xingxiu closed the door softly and scanned the entire fifth floor.

He didn't panic like Fang Chuan, but was very calm, maybe because of his intuition, he felt that Lu Xichou would be found by him.

I didn't see Lu Xichou.The area of ​​the computer table is relatively hidden, Lin Xingxiu walked over, the first row, the second row... none.

Sighing and planning to leave, when he turned around, he accidentally saw a figure in the corner.

Lin Xingxiu stood where he was, looking at him.He didn't know why he stopped, maybe it was his heart's desire or helplessness.

"Lin Xingxiu!" Before Lin Xingxiu could turn around in a hurry, Fang Chuan stopped him.

He pretended not to hear, lowered his head and opened the glass door to leave.The hand that closed the door was grabbed.

Fang Chuan grabbed Lin Xingxiu's wrist and walked into the utility room.

Lin Xingxiu lowered his head and rubbed his wrists: "Is there something wrong?" Fang Chuan leaned against the window and looked at Lin Xingxiu: "Shall we talk?"

"There's nothing to talk about, I'll go first."

After Lin Xingxiu finished speaking, he made a gesture to leave, but was held back by Fang Chuan: "I know, I know what you think."

Lin Xingxiu said heartily, "You know what a fart." He looked at Fang Chuan's face expressionlessly, but he didn't dare to look into his eyes.

Fang Chuan lit a cigarette and took a few puffs, saying, "You're avoiding me... because I'm gay?"

Seeing that no one spoke, Fang Chuan continued with a cigarette between his fingers: "Are you gay? You should be able to tell, right? Xiao Han is my first boyfriend. I don't know how to treat someone well. You are like me. Like my younger brother..."

Lin Xingxiu didn't listen at all, he only knew that Fang Chuan was swiping his good person card for him.

After the smoke was exhausted, Fang Chuan looked at Lin Xingxiu and said, "It seems that something happened to Xiaohang, you should go home and have a look at it another day."

Lin Xingxiu suddenly felt a sense of suffocation, and the word Lin Yihang seemed to be starting to feel unfamiliar.

Lin Xingxiu sneered and said, "What could happen to him? I have nothing to do with them."

Maybe the sunlight hit Fang Chuan's face through the glass. He squinted his eyes and said, "It shouldn't be a trivial matter. Go back and have a look when you have time. After all, he is your real brother."

"Then do they regard me as their own son and brother? To them, I might as well raise a dog." Lin Xingxiu shouted with a suppressed voice.

Fang Chuan stood up straight, and suddenly smiled: "Xiaoxiu, you have changed."

Lin Xingxiu took a few deep breaths: "It's you who changed, I'll leave if nothing happens."

Fang Chuan didn't pull him again this time. Instead, Lin Xingxiu turned around and took out his student ID card from his pocket. Inside the student ID card was the bank card that Fang Chuan gave him.

The two were separated by a window and stood facing each other.Lin Xingxiu put the bank card on the window sill and pushed it towards Fang Chuan: "No need, I was looking for a chance to pay you back a few days ago."

I don't know how much confidence and courage it took him to say the words "no need".

Fang Chuan looked at the card and said, "I'm not kidding you, put it away!"

Lin Xingxiu didn't want to stay for a second: "I'm not kidding either, because we are just a joke. You don't understand, and I don't think you want to understand either."

Fang Chuan lit another cigarette and said, "What are you doing here? Return my things? Let me tell you, Lin Xingxiu, if you are here to return the card, then you will have to pay back a lot."

Fang Chuan also wondered why he was able to say this calmly when his heart was about to explode.

Lin Xingxiu brushed his hair with a smile, looked at the flickering cigarette butt and said, "I'm here to find my boyfriend."

As soon as the voice fell, the sound of the wind in my ears weakened, and my head was full of tinnitus.Fang Chuan squeezed a cigarette, squinted his eyes and looked at Lin Xingxiu.

After another cigarette was burned out, Fang Chuan went to Lin Xingxiu, grabbed his collar, and said under his breath, "Lin Xingxiu, I really didn't fucking joke with you!"

Lin Xingxiu turned his face away and said, "Who is joking with you?! What? Only if you like men, I can't?"

Lu Xichou, who is still looking for farts today, now he just wants to find a place where no one is around.

Hearing what he said, Fang Chuan let go of his hand, tugged at his collar and said, "When? Didn't someone force you? Was it the flower shop who pulled you away?"

Lin Xingxiu suddenly felt a little ridiculous, put his hand on the lock of the utility room, bowed his head and said, "I'm a boy, what can I do? It's Lu Xichou, come here, I'm leaving."

It is a kind of virtue to go out and close the door casually. The wall that has been built up through hardships has already collapsed.The superficial phenomena are all false, but the inner essence is boiling.

The waiter at the door said: "Welcome to come next time."

Lin Xingxiu stood outside the door with a wry smile and said, "There will be no next time."

It was already past meal time, and there were still many people on the street, mostly students.

Lin Xingxiu looked at the door plaque in foreign languages ​​across the road, which was his dream.

Reluctantly, the flowers fall, the flower blooming and falling has already become the cycle of the world, the flowers bloom in Pinellia, and when the dead leaves fall, it is inevitable to be helpless.

Lin Xingxiu casually walked into a milk tea shop and sat down, suppressing the memories that came to his mind, and took out his mobile phone to read the news.Sure enough, it was all Miber County, and there were several friend applications.

Miber County: Brother, I don’t have any of these places! [crying]

Miber County: Dude, reply to the message?

Miber County: Brother Ze said he didn't find it either! [crying]

Miber County: What should I do?My old class has already called the police!Lu Xichou is a heartless man!What if he lost it?

Lin Xingxiu patiently read one by one and replied with a series of ellipses. He thought that he would find Lu Xichou in the morning. It seems that the situation is a bit urgent now.

The phone vibrated, and Miber County replied.

Miber County: Brother, I finally answered!How about it?Did you find it?

Lin Xingxiu: No.

Mi Bojun: Auntie is crying at home, you think there will be no troubles in Lu Xichou, right?So what should you do?Are you going to be a widow?

Lin Xingxiu was a little confused.

Lin Xingxiu: ...

Lin Xingxiu: Don't say anything depressing, I'll let you know when there is a situation.

Lu Xichou didn't know how long it had been, but when he woke up again he had a splitting headache.

The phone was turned off a long time ago, and I looked at the sun to determine the approximate time, then got up and paced in the shade.

He stays here like an underappreciated talent in the heat of the summer, once Lu Xichou closes his eyes now, his mind will be filled with grandma's face.

There was pantothenic acid in the corners of his eyes, and he was distracted by a portfolio.

Lu Xichou sat in the shade with a drawing folder, took out a piece of drawing paper and sat in the shade.

Flipping through a piece of drawing paper, he didn't realize that he was already invading other people's privacy.

The first few pictures were all landscape paintings, the rush hour in the city, and the golden autumn "full of spring", and there were a few portraits, which he didn't recognize.

When I flipped to the last one, all my thoughts went on strike and stopped working.

It was a sketch. Although Lin Xingxiu had not undergone strict training, he still made Lu Xichou's drawing realistic.

Lu Xichou looked at himself in the painting, with a blunt smile on the corner of his mouth.

What should Lin Xing say, anyway, it is very nice.He fixed the drawing paper on the easel, and drew on the paper the last grandma's face in his mind.

After finishing the last few strokes, tears wet the painting on his legs, he didn't know how long he stayed there, until the sun was about to set, he patted his trouser legs and stood up.

Looking at the afterglow in the mountain stream, no wonder the ancient literati liked to live in seclusion.

Lu suit packed up his tools and stood on the railing, saying that it was not the railing that got up, but a half-height wall above the ground.

The cicadas were still singing in the evening, and the evening wind blew across the field and brushed his cheek.

Lu Xichou stood on the stage, with his arms stretched out to embrace the grandma against the wind.The condescending feeling is really good.

When Lin Xingxiu pushed open the door of the rooftop, he suddenly felt something was wrong.

Feeling that someone had been there, he pushed the door open and looked around vigilantly, but there was no one, and the bed was obviously a sign of sleeping.

Suddenly, he heard someone shouting goodbye.The sound is familiar, like 3D surround your ears.

Lin Xingxiu walked over uncertainly, and sure enough there was a person standing there.

"Lu Xichou." Lin Xingxiu called while leaning on the pillar of the awning.

Hearing the sound, Lu Xichou turned around, jumped down and walked towards Lin Xingxiu, tears rolled in his eyes again.

"Lin Xingxiu, hello!" Lu Xichou stood in front of Lin Xingxiu and handed him a crunchy shark.