swear by the wind

Chapter 21

After half a month, Ziyan was discharged from the hospital.Ling Tian did not take him to a residence in the urban area, but brought him back to the main house, which is quiet and suitable for health care.

I asked a well-known psychologist about Ge Ziyan's situation, and that person believed that Ge Ziyan's current situation was just a self-enclosed after a severe trauma in his heart, and his only main reaction to Ling Tian's "amnesia" was The self-guilt of blaming him was too much.Therefore, he suggested that Ziyan should stay with the people he was close to before, especially Ling Tian, ​​and make appropriate arrangements for outdoor relaxation. While resolving his depression and depression, he could also increase his confidence in life. What Ling Tian needs to do It was to alleviate Ge Ziyan's sense of guilt, as for how to do it, Ling Tian had to figure it out by himself.

Ling Tian found a caregiver at home, and temporarily handed over the management of the company to a few senior managers, and only held video conferences at home to discuss important matters.Although doing so would be very detrimental to his company's development process, at this time, for Ling Tian, ​​fame and fortune were completely out of his scope of concern.

He decided not to leave Yanyan alone.This mistake was only made once, and it nearly cost him everything.

A very simple and ordinary life, this is what Ling Tian once deeply longed for.In fact, this kind of life has been slowly condensed and formed after Ge Ziyan intervened in his field, but it was easily shattered by him who lost his mind at the time, and now he wants to regain the brokenness at that time and repair it until it is intact But it takes a lot of mental effort.Even though he was tired physically and mentally, Ling Tian still felt lucky.Fortunately, there is still a chance for redemption.Fortunately, the person I love the most is still by my side.Fortunately, with these blessings...

It has been almost a month since I returned home, during this time Xiao Qi and A Xuan often came to visit Ziyan, Xue Kai was worried about Ziyan, so he sent Cen Liming back to Beijing to handle his business and stayed at Ling Tian's home.This decision of his just happened to be in line with Ling Tian's wishes. There are always times when one person can't take care of him, and having multiple acquaintances accompanying Ziyan is also beneficial to his recovery.

Ling Tian, ​​who has always been a bit strong in the outside world, has learned to be soft. As long as he sees any dissatisfaction or subtle expressions of Ge Ziyan, he can immediately change his behavior; They were astonished at their skills, and every time he saw Ge Ziyan sitting quietly on the lawn and eating the desserts he made himself, he felt very satisfied and happy; The last time he used this way to get along with others, Ge Ziyan's somewhat empty and blank eyes would follow him inadvertently; slowly, everything became soft little by little, including the scar...

One afternoon, Ge Ziyan was used to taking a nap after lunch, but today he couldn't fall asleep peacefully for some reason, and suddenly felt itchy on his face while he was sleepy. He was used to such things and noticed that When it was Ling Tian's finger, he didn't bother to react for a while, and still fell asleep peacefully on his own.

Ling Tian greedily caressed the innocent and harmless face in front of him.Now he only dared to touch Ziyan so clearly when he was asleep. He was afraid of seeing the fear in Ziyan's eyes, and afraid of hearing the words from Ziyan's mouth again that made his heart palpitate.Every time he dreams back at midnight, he can always clearly see the snow on the top of the mountain and the red under the snow in his mind, and then he has a sleepless night.

"Yanyan, when will you forgive me? When will you wake up?

Yan Yan, let yourself go, okay?Don't forget that there is another person waiting for you here.Although we have a lifetime to love, I feel that this lifetime is not enough.So, come back soon, okay? "

After a long time, so long that Ziyan couldn't help opening his eyes, the person beside him finally got up and left.After hearing the door gently open and close, he slowly opened his eyes, revealing the long-lost clarity, a pair of sleepless eyes filled with sluggish moisture, entangled with pain, entanglement, and guilt.Ziyan raised his hand to gently wipe the hair on his ears and temples. It was wet there, and he knew who left it.A tear streaked across the corner of the eye, and disappeared between the temples, where the tears of who and whom were there were entangled again.

The weather was very good that day, and there was already a warm feeling in the air that was starting to warm up. After seeing the withered grass, ice and snow all winter, and seeing some green shoots, it made people feel very comfortable.

After taking a break in the afternoon, Ling Tian took Ge Ziyan for a walk outside the house.There is a large green area outside the main house, and there is a large pond not far away, surrounded by a weeping willow, and young green leaves can already be seen jumping on it from a distance.The reason why Ling Tian's father built the main house here was because the environment here was peaceful and quiet, free from the hustle and bustle of the city, and more than ten years had passed, when the rapidly expanding fast food economy had turned the outside into a big city. During the construction site, it still maintains its tranquility and tranquility.

After walking for a long time, seeing that Ge Ziyan was sweating slightly on the tip of his nose, he knew that he must be tired too, so Ling Tian took out a picnic blanket from his carry-on bag and spread it on the grass, and the two of them sat down to rest together.

Like a magic trick, Ling Tian took out a big scarf from his bag and put it on Ge Ziyan. He took out a thermos and poured a cup of hot tea into his hand. What's more, there was a box of cheesecake.Looking at Ge Ziyan's surprised eyes, Ling Tian smiled and said, "What's the matter? A look of surprise."

Ge Ziyan shook his head, his face returned to calm, he turned his gaze to the lake surface rippled by the wind, and remained silent.After a long time, he lowered his head and asked slowly, "Why?"

Ling Tian was shocked, knowing what Ge Ziyan meant, but the smile on his face remained unchanged, "Why?"

"You know what I mean. Ling Tian, ​​in fact, you don't have to save me at all, and you don't have to be so kind to me. I committed suicide not because of your revenge on me, but because I really hate myself, and I want to commit crimes to myself. Make an end to your sins.

Ling Tian, ​​I never blamed you from the beginning to the end, and I also know that you should hate me very much.That's it, let me go alone.Don't worry, I won't commit suicide again, since this life was saved by you, I will keep it well.I... really don't owe you anything. "

Looking at the person in front of him who said these words calmly, Ling Tian suddenly burst into anger. He stood up in a "babble", walked in front of Ge Ziyan, bent down, and stared at Ge Ziyan sternly. Yan: "Yanyan, listen carefully, listen carefully! You don't owe me anything, your life is more valuable than you think, you don't want to keep it well, but cherish it hard, understand?! "

Ge Ziyan raised his head, the sun above his head made him unable to open his eyes, he squinted slightly to look at the person whose whole body was shrouded in golden light, his face that had been quiet like a pool of stagnant water finally showed a deep layer of sadness, Very bitter, very helpless.

"No, I'm tired. I'm really tired. Hypnosis has allowed me to escape for more than ten years. Now that I remember everything, I can't pretend that nothing happened. I can't convince myself that I ...really can't do it."

Ling Tian squatted down in front of Ge Ziyan, supported his shoulders with both hands, and just kept looking at him.The firmness and softness in those eyes made Ge Ziyan stunned, but he didn't dare to accept this tenderness anymore. Just when he wanted to break free from those hands, he was surrounded by a generous chest in the next second. The familiar and powerful heartbeat made him think for a moment that he had returned to the past.

When Ge Ziyan was in a trance, Ling Tian's deep and magnetic voice slowly sounded from the top of his head: "Yanyan, you are already awake. Are you?"

Ge Ziyan was shocked all over, and he stretched out his hand to push Ling Tian away, but was caught by Ling Tian's more forceful circle.

"Don't move, listen to me obediently.

I'm sorry, Yanyan, I apologize for my indiscretion that day.The words I said that I approached you just for revenge were not my intention. In fact, I just found out about your life experience that day. It’s just that I couldn’t accept such a result for a while and felt resentful. I just wanted to vent my anger when I said those hurtful words. Didn't know I could be so wrong.Yanyan, there is one thing I have to tell you, I really never hated you.After you left, I have always regretted it. I wanted to find you but I couldn't face you.Do you know how scared I was when I found you on the top of the mountain, I really don't want to bear that kind of fear again.

Although it sounds like sophistry to say these things now, Duan Yufeng and I really have no emotional entanglements, or I should say that I have no relationship with him. After you left his house that day, I completely separated from him.Before I met you, Duan Yufeng was my bed partner and partner, but since I met you, we have no contact outside of work.I also drank too much that day, but I didn't run away from it. I was sorry for you, I was an asshole!

Yan Yan, stop torturing yourself.I say this for no other reason, just to let you know that I have really let go of the past.You know, when I watched you being pushed into the emergency room covered in blood, I prayed to my mother, since she could save your life more than ten years ago, today, ten years later, I will This son asks her to bless you to escape safely, even if it is my life in exchange, I don't mind, I don't ask for anything else, as long as you can survive. "

Ling Tian confided his thoughts word by word, at this moment he completely lost the decisiveness he used to have in the mall.Holding the person I cherish, I am a little eager to confess everything in my heart, so that some words do not express my meaning.But he knew that Ziyan could understand him, just as he could understand Ziyan.

"No... Ling Tian, ​​I'm not worth it..."

His shoulders were wet, Ling Tian knew that the man was crying.He sighed faintly, straightened Ge Ziyan, and gently wiped away the tears on his face with his thumb. Seeing that there was still half a crumbling crystal hanging on the long eyelashes, he swallowed it with a gentle shallow kiss.

"You are worth it, Yanyan. As long as you still love me, I will not leave you. As long as you still need me, I will be by your side."

Ge Ziyan looked at Ling Tian in a daze, with a handsome face and an elegant demeanor, he didn't understand why he could give up his hatred so easily, was it because he was Ge Ziyan?Or is it because Ge Ziyan is himself?When he asked "why" in confusion, he got this answer:

"Because I don't want you to be lonely, because I want you to be happy, because I love you! It has nothing to do with who you are. So even if I bet my whole life and everything, I'm willing."

That day, on the meadow full of spring, there were two people sitting next to each other. The afterglow of the setting sun deeply engraved their figures into the blue water of the lake. The early spring breeze brought people intoxicated The poetic flavor of the poem flows slowly, warm and quiet, and the whispering whispers gradually drift away with the leisurely and warming wind...

"Yan Yan, are you back?"

"Well, I'm back."

"It's all over, you know?"

"Well, it's over."

"..."

"Yanyan...Thank you for letting me regain the sunshine."

Whispering in a low voice, drifting away with the blowing wind, I don’t know which unknown place will the love carrying such a strong and deep-rooted love drift to, maybe it will quietly surround the crowd again, witnessing a period of unforgettable love again. Unforgettable love...