swear by the wind

Chapter 19

Today is New Year's Eve, and many hospitalized patients are temporarily discharged from the hospital to reunite with their families under the premise of the hospital's permission. Two people take a smoking break at the end of the corridor.

On the top floor of the inpatient department is the independent ward suite of the hospital. It was a common thing to transfer a new patient here yesterday, but it caused a lot of excitement among the nurses in the ward.

"Hey, have you seen the new 9th bed? I heard it was suicide! Why can't you think about it at such a young age?"

"En! I saw it, I saw it! And it looks very good-looking! If it were me, I wouldn't want to die with such a good-looking skin! What a waste! I heard from the ICU that this person had been in their place a few days ago. I have received first aid several times, and I just passed the critical period yesterday."

"I said you two, just stare at the patient! This look, tsk tsk tsk... You didn't notice those men who stayed in the ward all day, hey! Those are all top-notch! There is a mixed race! Tell me, do we have a chance? How about going for a walk a few more times? Hehehe..."

"Haha... People don't look down on you just because you have such a big face. Isn't that a matter of losing your value!"

"Hee hee... Big pancake face is better than sparrow face, haha..."

A few young female nurses gathered in the nurse's station were teasing each other in low voices, completely oblivious to the fact that someone was standing there quietly listening to them talking nonsense about patients.

"Excuse me, how many beds does Ge Ziyan live in?" A somewhat solemn voice rang out from the nurses.

"Uh? What?" A fat female nurse looked up.In front of him was a man in military uniform, handsome and handsome, with sharp eyes, but the obviously suppressed displeasure on his face made the nurse a little nervous.

"How many beds does Ge Ziyan live in?" The voice was still stern, but there was a hint of impatience in it.

"9 or 9 beds, the fifth room from here." After answering tremblingly, the fat nurse finally let out a breath after seeing the man walk away.

"Oh my god! This man's aura is too strong. I was so scared that my legs went limp just now."

"Hmm, my hairs stood on end when I was swept away by that person's eyes just now. I think he must have heard what we just said. What a pity! It just so happened that he was going to visit the 9th bed. It seems that we should be careful. "

"That's right! It's gone, it's all gone... Hurry up and get to work!"

A few minutes later, the chattering nurse's station finally returned to silence, only the wall clock on the wall of the corridor was still patrolling its minutes and seconds in an orderly manner.

The wards are arranged according to hotel-style suites, with a living room and a small kitchen on the outside, and rooms for patients and family members accompanying the bed in the inside.Cen Liming pushed open the door and found that Xue Kai, A Xuan, and Xiao Qi were all sitting on the sofa in the living room. All three of them looked very slumped and tired, and the atmosphere was a bit dignified.When Xue Kai heard the movement, he raised his head and looked this way. Seeing that it was Cen Liming who had arrived, his spirit was visibly refreshed. He hurriedly asked Cen Liming to sit down beside him, and then told about Ziyan's situation under Cen Liming's inquiry.

"Fortunately, the temperature on the top of the mountain was very low that day, and the speed of bloodletting slowed down a lot. Fortunately, Ling Tian discovered it before it was too late, otherwise we might really lose him. Although Ziyan's vital signs have stabilized now, But I don't know why he just doesn't wake up. The doctor said that it may be caused by a severe lung infection, but we all think that the main reason may not be this. I'm afraid it's just that Ziyan doesn't want to wake up subconsciously. Worrying. Hey! This kid has always been solid-minded, but he never expected to be so extreme this time!"

"Ling Tian hasn't slept much since that day, and has been standing next to Zi Yan. We can't persuade him, so we can only let him go. You don't know that I was scared by him when I first arrived here Suddenly, his mental state was so bad at that time, I thought that if Ziyan hadn't been rescued that day, he would have committed suicide. These two people... obviously love each other to death, but they insist on paranoid Each takes a path that makes each other suffer."

Xue Kai, who hadn't had a good rest in the past few days, spoke hoarsely.As soon as he received the call from Ah Xuan, he flew over from abroad for more than ten hours non-stop, and rushed directly to the hospital without even putting his luggage in time. His tense nerves were not released until Ziyan's condition stabilized. Take it easy, now that I saw my lover coming, I felt like I had found a spiritual support, and my whole body relaxed a lot.He habitually took out a pack of cigarettes, and felt something was wrong when he just took one out, so he simply crushed it in the palm of his hand, put it in front of his nose and sniffed it vigorously to refresh himself.

Cen Liming hugged him distressedly, let him lean on his shoulder, sighed, and said, "Kaikai, you guys should also pay attention to your own health. If Ling Tian gets tired, you have to take care of him instead. Ziyan. Everyone can’t be so downcast now. At least we have to give Ling Tian and Ziyan confidence, don’t we? I’ve already notified Beijing to arrange a doctor to come, and it’s estimated that they will arrive tomorrow at the latest. Don’t worry so much, since Ziyan Yan has passed the dangerous period, we should take care of him with an optimistic attitude. Maybe our mood can also affect him."

After hearing Cen Liming's words, several people couldn't help but fell silent.Indeed, their moods have been extremely heavy these past few days, and they even exchanged only a few words with each other. The whole ward has always been lifeless and cloudy.

Ah Xuan stood up suddenly, rubbed the back of his neck that was a little sore, and said to Xue Kai and Xiao Qi who were sitting:

"Yes! What Brother Ming said is that since we can accompany Ling Tian and Zi Yan in their most difficult time, we should build a strong backing for them. At least let them both be full of confidence, too pessimistic It will only make it harder for the suffering person to extricate themselves."

Afterwards, Cen Liming decided to stay in the hospital first, and sent the three exhausted people home to rest.

Inside, several detectors connected to Ge Ziyan's body methodically displayed a series of real-time data.Ling Tian sat by the bed, carefully lifted the bandaged hand, and gently massaged it.

Over the past few days, the tense nerves have fluctuated too much and he has never had a rest, making this figure who is all-powerful in the business world look embarrassed at this time.The hair is no longer smoothed along the ear side, but scattered casually.His eyes were sunken, with dark circles around his eyes, his eyes were no longer as sharp as before, and behind the deep worry there was still a hint of panic.He has always been meticulous about his appearance, and he doesn't even know that the collar of his open shirt is rolled up, or he doesn't care about it at all.At this moment, Ling Tian only hoped that the person in front of him would wake up quickly. There is nothing more tormenting and painful than waiting in panic.

"Yanyan, don't sleep, wake up quickly! We still have a lot of things to do! Didn't we agree to celebrate the New Year together and go on a trip together?"

Ling Tian whispered in Ziyan's ear, staring at the bloodless face that had already lost a lot of weight, praying for his closed eyes to be opened again for him.

He hasn't shed a single tear since the day he lost his mother. At the beginning, the strong desire for revenge occupied his entire life belief. He created an endless hell for himself. He thought that this life would exhaust all his emotions in this endless in the painful desire.Until the appearance of Ge Ziyan, like the ray of dawn in the endless night, through layers of haze, he redeemed his heart from the bottom of the prison, making him feel the long-lost warmth.

However, the accident happened too fast, he Ling Tian is not a saint, so at that time he was angry and resentful.Doing the thing of betraying Ziyan deeply hurt the heart that I have always cared for.Asking Ziyan to leave Duan Yufeng's house may be due to his evil factor of revenge. He knew that Ziyan would be hurt badly, but he still did it, said it, and let him leave like this .He knew it, he knew it all the time, what was hidden under Ziyan's pretendingly strong appearance was just a simple and fragile soul, but he was the one who crushed it.Unforgivable, unforgivable!

When he was holding Ziyan on the top of the mountain, the panic that had never happened since his mother's accident hit him again.He screamed and cried bitterly, and he didn't know how he got down the mountain holding Ziyan all the way. Even if he stepped on ice and slid down the mountain path, he instinctively used his body to protect Ziyan who was only alive.

But why, I had to wait until I lost Ziyan to realize that my life could no longer be without him, and the revenge I had been thinking about at this time seemed like a joke.And no matter what happened back then, if my mother could sacrifice her life to save the son of a former friend who was blackmailed by love and blackmail, she definitely would not want to live with resentment on her back, let alone any revenge.But I was dazzled and blinded by those bone marrow venom, and my momentary hesitation and wrong steps caused the pain I'd rather die now.Unforgivable!

However, as long as Ziyan wakes up, as long as he wakes up, he can ignore everything and give up everything...

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

"Yanyan, don't be afraid, I will always be with you. As long as you are willing to come back, I will wait for you no matter how long, don't be afraid..."

Whispering softly and repeating non-stop, with the "didi" sound of the medical equipment surrounding Ziyan's ears, it was as unreal as a dream.

Cen Liming pushed open the inner door and wanted to go in to have a look at Ge Ziyan. As soon as he opened a crack in the door, he saw Ling Tian sitting on a chair by the bed holding Ziyan's hand in both hands, his upper body lying on the edge of the bed, his head leaning slightly to the side. Snoring slightly.Cen Liming went in lightly, checked the progress of Ziyan's drip, then quietly turned off the light, and sat down quietly on the chair at one end, paying attention to the monitoring status of those instruments.In fact, Ling Tian never fell into a deep sleep when he was in a state of high tension. It was just that Cen Liming, who was a soldier, didn't want to wake him up. After deliberately restraining his breath, Ling Tian, ​​who was in a light sleep, didn't know that there was an extra person in the ward.

"Drip-drip--"

"Drip-drip--"

what sound?where is thisWhere am I going?

So black...so dark...how come I'm the only one?

Ziyan was groping and wandering alone in the dark. The thick black was like a ball of insoluble ink, which made people feel a deep sense of loneliness and powerlessness. There was an inexplicable "didi" sound in his ears all the time, but how could he I couldn't find the source of the sound either, it was an empty blackness, an endless blackness, a blackness leading to nowhere.I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that Ge Ziyan almost thought he was the only one in the whole world, when suddenly he felt as if someone was walking by, Ziyan stretched out his hand, but was held by a palm.Beside him, a stranger's face emerged from the darkness, grinning at Ziyan,

"Are you here? Hurry up, hurry up, it's going to be too late."

"You, you, who are you? Where are you going?" Ziyan looked at this person with some doubts, trying to break free from the hand held by this person.

"Go there! Look, isn't there a lot of people crowded there?" The man raised his hand and pointed forward. Sure enough, a large group of people appeared dimly in the darkness just now, bustling and crowded. , but strangely there was no sound, like performing a boring pantomime, except for the still unknown "didi" sound.

"where to?"

Ge Ziyan was questioning, but his feet moved towards the crowd automatically as if he didn't obey him, as if there was something in the crowd that attracted him, but why did he feel heavy and oppressed in his heart the closer he got there, as if something Things will be lost forever.

"Yes, yes, yes! Go and drink the soup, it will be fine after drinking the soup!" The man dragged Ziyan forward vigorously, and Ziyan's pace was much faster as he led him along.

... soup?What kind of soup do you drink?There are still doubts in my heart, but my head is in a daze. I always feel as if I heard someone calling me, but I can’t remember who that person is. It’s like the inexplicable "Didi" sound, as if I was caught by something. I can't find my way.

"Why are you here!" A piercing scream woke Ziyan up, and the dizziness in his head disappeared a lot.

A woman stood in front of him, pointing her finger straight at him. She was very dignified and beautiful, but her face was filled with anger for some unknown reason.

--who is she?do you know me?But her face is so familiar.Could it be that I know it?Ge Ziyan was puzzled.

"How could you come here now! This is not the place for you to stay! Go back! Go back!!" The tone was stern, but there was obvious anxiety.

The woman approached Ziyan all of a sudden, pulled his hand away from being held, and pushed him back hard.

"Ah!!" Ge Ziyan was pushed back a long way by a strong force, and when he regained his footing and tried to find that woman again, he saw that there was nothing in front of him, and the indelible darkness was still flowing quietly. , no women, no crowd, nothing.

However, for some reason, Ziyan felt a lot more relaxed.Maybe, I should try to go back... right?

Turned around and took a step.

...so heavy...how can it be so heavy?Wasn't it easy when you walked towards the crowd just now?Why is it so difficult to go back, it seems that the darkness is the materialized millennium silt, but no matter how hard you step on it, you can't lift it up.

But why did I feel so relaxed in my heart when I walked back, as if all the depression and pain had been released.Then, no matter how difficult it is to walk, I will keep going, although I don't know what the end of the road will be.

"Yanyan, come back, come back quickly..."

who?Suddenly hearing someone calling him, Ge Ziyan turned around in shock.

--Who was calling me just now?

Ge Ziyan was puzzled, but the voice was so familiar and warm, and he wanted to get close to it. The owner of this voice should be someone he knew, but why he couldn't remember who it was!

"...Yanyan, I miss you, come back..."

The low and gentle voice rang in his ears again, but for some reason, it made Ge Ziyan want to cry.

--Back to where?Who are you?

--By the way, how could I come to this kind of place!

--Who will take me away?I'm so lonely...

Wandering alone, hesitating.

The darkness sinking into despair, the boundless void, the unstoppable loneliness...

leave!leave!leave!

"Ah!!!" Ge Ziyan, who couldn't bear the endless silence, suddenly let out a heart-piercing roar.

--I can't take it anymore, I don't want to take it anymore, I'm getting out of here! !

"Drip drip!"

The monitor suddenly jumped a few numbers, waking up Ling Tian who was in a light sleep, jumped up from the chair immediately, and pressed the bell.He leaned in front of Ge Ziyan nervously, looking up and down at him somewhat at a loss.

-- so bright!Where am I again?

Ge Ziyan only felt that a bright light suddenly burst out in the darkness, so that his eyes could only see a blur of white, and there seemed to be figures swaying in it. He tried to open his eyes to see clearly, but he always felt that his eyelids seemed to be filled with water. It was like lead, and I couldn't open it no matter how hard I tried, it became heavier and heavier, and finally I couldn't even see the blurred white.