Second marriage era

Chapter 288 Shen Qingyan's Repression

But he managed to hold back the emotion.

It's not because he doesn't want to, but because he knows that if he does something impulsive now, then there will be no possibility between him and Qin Mi in the future.

Shengsheng suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart, and he still said indifferently on his face: "It's hard to come out once, do you want to go shopping together for a while? Maybe after a while, we won't have the chance to go shopping together."

In a few days, Qin Mi and Fu Yan will be planning their wedding. A few days after the wedding, it's time to go to the hospital for examination and the final surgery.

Thinking of the operation, Qin Mi lowered his eyes, feeling a little disappointed.

After the operation, she didn't know whether she was alive or dead, and she didn't know if she could get along with these good friends.

If it is possible, it is not impossible to go shopping together for a while today.

Thinking of this, Qin Mi agreed.

This made Lin Lin, who hoped that Qin Mi would leave quickly, to prevent Shen Qingyan from going crazy, miserable, and did not dare to speak, so she could only follow behind Shen Qingyan, always on guard against Shen Qingyan's movements.

Staring at Shen Qingyan all the time, Lin Lin was very worried for a while.

But after staring at it for a full two hours, until Shen Qingyan and Qin Mi bid farewell, Lin Lin didn't see Shen Qingyan make any unnecessary movements.

Today's Shen Qingyan was too calm, almost making Lin Lin think that seeing Shen Qingyan who was almost insane that day was just her own illusion.

Not right, very wrong.

Seeing Lin Lin lowering her head in deep thought, Qin Mi wondered, "Lin Lin, what's the matter with you? I haven't seen you talking all day today, and I've been following behind."

He also looked worried.

Knowing that Qin Mi will have surgery soon, Lin Lin didn't want to affect her mood, so she kept the matter about Shen Qingyan a secret, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I'm fine, I just have a sore throat today and don't want to talk much. "

Qin Mi didn't worry too much, after nodding his head, thinking that there was still a severe cold in the family, he bid farewell to Shen Qingyan and Lin Lin, and left first.

After Qin Mi left, only Lin Lin and Shen Qingyan were left in place.

Standing next to Shen Qingyan and looking at the still warm side face under the lamplight, Lin Lin kept replaying his crazy appearance that day in her mind, and said tremblingly: "You, what do you want to do?"

She always felt that Shen Qingyan had malicious intentions.

She obviously had a smile on her face, but it gave her the feeling that a layer of human skin had been covered on the devil's face.

The more gentle the person, the more frightening the paranoid.

She knows this best.

And Shen Qingyan just turned around and glanced at her, smiling with crooked brows and eyes, but his eyes were full of coldness, "What are you doing? What can I do? Lin Lin, you must be thinking too much, it's better to go home and sleep first, be careful Paranoia."

"Also." His voice turned cold in vain, "Don't tell Qin Mi about this, you won't be able to bear the consequences."

After saying this, he turned around and left, leaving only Lin Lin behind.

And Lin Lin felt her calf go weak after seeing Shen Qingyan leave.

Trembling, she took out her mobile phone, originally she wanted to call Qin Mi.

But when she was about to type out, she hesitated again.

The look in Shen Qingyan's eyes was really terrifying, she just took one look, and her whole body went numb with fright, and she almost couldn't breathe.

No, if you really call, what should Qin Mi do if he is in danger?

Anyway, the marriage surgery only took a few days, so Shen Qingyan probably couldn't do much.

Looking at Qin Mi's phone number on the screen, Linlin felt a war between heaven and man, but finally put the phone away.

And not far away, Shen Qingyan looked in her direction, his thin lips curled up in a contemptuous arc.

He knew that this person would never tell Qin Mi.

After confirming that there was no accident, he turned around and wanted to leave.

But looking at the couples coming and going in front of him, he suddenly became a little irritable, and finally turned around and went to a bar, ordering a bottle of highly concentrated vodka.

Holding the bottle of vodka, he drank it straight down his throat.

The wine was very strong and very spicy, Shen Qingyan's throat hurt from drinking it, and his eyes turned red, but he still stubbornly swallowed the wine.

Then he lay on the table alone, putting his head in his arms logically.

He doesn't drink often, and most people think that he just doesn't like drinking, but few people know that he doesn't like drinking, just because Qin Mi once told him that she hates men who drink.

When he was young, he didn't know how to talk about love, he just nodded silently, listened to her nagging, and then wrote down this sentence, and never drank alcohol again.

The smell of alcohol also made people sad, but at this moment, he felt strangely relaxed.

He drank bottle after bottle under the light from the bar where people's eyes hurt. He knew that he was already dizzy, so he asked the driver to take the car home.

He doesn't drink often, but one day he drank a lot at once. As a result, he couldn't stop his headache and nausea after drinking, and he went to the bathroom to vomit all night when he arrived at the room.

When he regained consciousness again, he found himself lying next to the toilet, looking in a mess.

No, it shouldn't be like this.

He stood up, washed his face, fought back the headache and nausea, and sat down in front of the computer.

Turning on the computer, there are bits and pieces related to Qin Mi that he has collected over the years.

He has loved Qin Mi silently for so many years, and spent his life liking him.

But in the end, he still can't get the slightest love from the person he likes.

Why!

He suddenly felt a little tired.

After Lu Zicheng left, another Fu Yan came.

At the beginning, he thought that he would always be by Qin Mi's side silently, be her good friend, and just listen to her voice.

But gradually, he found that he was not satisfied with this.

He was originally a greedy existence, relying on the warmth of Qin Mi's body, greedily absorbing all the beauty in her body.

If possible, he thought he could even lock Qin Mi up so that she only had eyes for him...

Dangerous thoughts flashed through his mind, Shen Qingyan was startled, and suddenly woke up from deep thought, then hit his head.

What's wrong with him?

Out of your mind?To think about such a thing?

Shen Qingyan's rationality told him that he shouldn't do this, but on the other hand, a certain roaring emotion silently took root in his heart.

"Tsk."

Hateing iron but hammering it on the forehead, Shen Qingyan let his body collapse on the backrest in the most relaxed posture, thinking that he might not be crazy.

But as soon as he closed his eyes, the turbulent emotions swirled wildly in his heart again, almost tormenting him mentally.