Rui Yu

Chapter 47

Not only did Ye Lingshang receive Ye Lingzhi's letter, Cheng Yang also received it shortly after.

It’s just that it’s different from the long speech I wrote to my elder brother. There are only a few words in this letter: “As you expected, I was dumped by the white deer! Now I’m living a life that’s worse than death! This is all caused by you devil!! I know I can't do anything about you, you old and cunning bastard. It seems that I can only take revenge on your brother! Today I found a group of brothers who are willing to help me, and then I asked Cheng Yue out. If you still have a conscience , please come to the last room of Tanzhi Lane to find him alone, and exchange your life for his! If you dare to bring other people, I will die with you!!"

"...?!" Cheng Yang was shocked after reading the letter, and shouted, "Xiaoyue!! Where are you, Xiaoyue?!"

A Xingyue Mountain Villa disciple rushed over upon hearing the sound, "Eldest senior brother, second senior brother, he left early in the morning."

"...!!!" Cheng Yang was drenched in cold sweat for a while, and quickly turned the wheelchair, "Tell my parents for me, I want to go out too!"

"Oh, good." The disciple didn't know that Cheng Yang was going to die, so he just responded, "But if you are going to let the second senior brother go, why don't you let me do it for you? Senior brother, you are inconvenient to move..."

"No need! I'll just go by myself!" While speaking, Cheng Yang had already pushed the wheelchair a long way, and rushed to the Danzhi Lane mentioned in the letter in a hurry.

It was a very deserted and remote alley, and it was already late when he arrived, and there was almost no one walking in the alley.

It wasn't until he pushed open the door of the room at the end of the alley that he finally saw the figure.

I saw Cheng Yue was tightly tied up, and there were several men standing beside her.

"Xiaoyue!!" Cheng Yang called out eagerly.

"...Mmm...!" Cheng Yue couldn't make any response.Because his mouth was stuffed with a ball of sackcloth.

Ye Lingzhi, who was standing beside him, sneered and said, "Oh, senior brother, I didn't expect you to actually come. Sixth junior brother, go and help me see if he has brought anyone here, and if there is any ambush in the alley."

"Okay!" One of the men responded.

Cheng Yang said anxiously: "I did come here alone!! You can kill or cut me up, but you let him go quickly!! The grievances between you and me have nothing to do with him!!"

"Hee hee, you really look like a good brother~" Ye Lingzhi pursed her lips and smiled, "But I don't know that you are dying, senior brother, who are you still acting for? Didn't you keep saying that you want to be the Xingyue Villa?" The owner? Once he dies, the owner of the villa will naturally be yours. I really don't understand, why did you make this trip, big brother?"

"...At least I never thought of taking his life!!" In fact, Cheng Yang suddenly realized after hearing this question at this moment that when he received the letter, he rushed away without thinking about anything. come over.Is this really not worth it?have no idea.He no longer has much thought to think about this problem.

"..." After hearing Cheng Yang's answer, Cheng Yue's face became very surprised.It turned out that he didn't know his eldest brother at all.It turns out that my eldest brother has always wanted to be the owner of Xingyue Villa!

And Ye Lingzhi added something that surprised him even more: "Senior brother, I want to ask you another question. I always think that you are a very thoughtful person, and you will never do unnecessary things. Then, tarnish my respect for you." What are your benefits?! Based on what you know about me, do you really think that I will stay by your side to help you?!"

"......!!" Cheng Yue was even more shocked when she heard this.How could the eldest brother, who has always been gentle and polite, do such a thing that is inferior to a beast? !

"..." Cheng Yang couldn't help being speechless, "...Is this answer important? Even if I made a mistake for a while. In short, I have already done everything. You just need to kill me for revenge."

"...Hehe." Ye Lingzhi suddenly showed a smile that seemed to come from the heart, and said to the men around him, "Junior Brothers, I really worked hard for you today. Let Cheng Yue go first, and then go. "

"Yes, Senior Sister." After hearing this, those Yejiabao disciples immediately untied Cheng Yue and left.

"...???" Cheng Yue didn't expect Ye Lingzhi to give up so easily, but she didn't have time to think too much, so she hurried over to care about Cheng Yue's situation, "Xiaoyue, are you okay?!"

"It's okay." Cheng Yue stood up, rubbed her hands and feet that were hurt by the rope, turned around and shouted at Ye Lingzhi, "You wicked woman! Why are you tied so tightly?!"

"Oh, how could you fool your smart big brother if the acting wasn't realistic?" Ye Lingzhi stuck out her tongue, "Besides, you used to bully me every day in Xingyue Villa, so I just took this opportunity to take revenge!"

"... Huh?! I see that you have spoken your truth?!" Cheng Yue looked eager to fight, "I think your purpose is to punish me, isn't it?! What are you talking about to let me know more about big brother? ..."

Ye Lingzhi asked back: "Don't you know him better?"

"...This..." Cheng Yue had to admit this, so she nodded, "It is true that I understand better... I didn't believe you when you told me that big brother has a scary side, but when I heard you When the sentence "everyone has an unexpected side, my second brother is like this", I thought of Yang Yalong, that scum, so I decided to give it a try... Hey! He turned his gaze to the eldest brother again, "Brother, you are really good!"If you want to be the owner of Xingyue Villa, tell me sooner!I won't rob you!Also, although that woman is a bit annoying, it seems that you have gone too far with her like that, right? !If she provokes you, you should tell me and let me teach her a lesson for you! "

"...Xiaoyue...you..." Cheng Yang stared blankly at his younger brother, "...you...don't you hate me?"

"Ah? Hate you?" Cheng Yue seemed baffled by this question, "Brother, look at what you said~ I was just a little surprised, and I disapproved of some of your actions... You are my favorite and dearest big brother , how could I hate you~~"

"Yes." Ye Lingzhi interjected, "Although you have done some unforgivable things, you still really care about your brother. Otherwise, you wouldn't rush here desperately. As long as your conscience is still alive, I will spare your life today."

"Hi!" Cheng Yue gave Ye Lingzhi a white look, "Why are you still acting?!"

"Do you really think I'm acting?" Ye Lingzhi suddenly sneered, "I told you this just to let you cooperate with us and not resist, so as to reduce unnecessary troubles. In fact, I really planned to Killed your elder brother!"

"...What?!!" Cheng Yue was taken aback, "Are you serious?! Don't tell me you have a side that I never knew?! Don't everyone suddenly become so scary, okay? good?!!"

"Didn't I already say that? Everyone has such a side." Ye Lingzhi looked at Cheng Yang, and said coldly, "Maybe, I am a lunatic at all, but I am calm for the time being. My juniors I'm afraid I've gone far away, you can kill me to avoid future troubles forever. Otherwise, my mental state is very unstable now, and I don't know when I will trouble you again."

"..." Cheng Yue was silent for a long while, then her expression suddenly became very gentle, "... idiot. I was so excited last time that I did something unforgivable to you. I already blamed myself. Even if I let you If you kill me, I will never kill you."

"... Hee hee, that's really the case..." Ye Lingzhi suddenly smiled again, "It seems that not only Cheng Yue, but also you have some sincere feelings for me, right? Fortunately, I didn't make it up Passionate... Tell me, how do you make up for what you owe to others? Use your whole life to be my cow and horse, okay?"

"...?!" Cheng Yang looked at Ye Lingzhi who looked like a chameleon in astonishment, "...you...?!"

"...What the hell is going on with you man?! Did you take the wrong medicine?!" Cheng Yue couldn't understand the situation at all.

Ye Lingzhi smiled at Cheng Yang: "After staying with an actor like you for a long time, I have become the most powerful actor!"

"..." At this moment, Cheng Yang realized that everything Ye Lingzhi said and did today was to find out his true heart!

"Eldest brother, let me ask you that exact question again, okay?" Ye Lingzhi's expression became tender at this moment, "Why did you treat me like that at that time? What made you lose control of your emotions? "

"..." It was only at this moment that Cheng Yang finally fully understood his true heart - he had already fallen in love with Ye Lingzhi, a strange woman without knowing it!But... "Sorry, I don't want to answer this question. I don't think I'm qualified to do bullshit for you. Didn't your juniors already know about this? If you and I are really together, How will they talk about it? How will other people feel about it?"

"Can't the attitude of me and your brother represent the attitude of other people?!" Ye Lingzhi couldn't help becoming agitated after hearing this, "We may blame you for doing this wrong, but we will never blame you for doing this. Completely negate you! No one is a sage, so there is nothing wrong with him? Didn’t the second brother do something wrong? Although father had to expel him from the teacher according to the rules, he had already forgiven the second brother in his heart. !"

"... I am me, Ye Lingshang is Ye Lingshang... Besides, you are you, others are other people..." Cheng Yang smiled sadly, "In the eyes of others, I am a gentleman with high morals. Except In this regard, I am useless. If one day even this advantage is gone, what is the value of my existence? How can I be worthy of you, a heroine?!"

Cheng Yue couldn't help but said: "Brother, how can you be useless?! In our hearts, you have many other advantages! For example, don't you love reading and can write poems and lyrics?"

Cheng Yang said with a wry smile: "I read the books of sages and sages, and I also write sanctimonious sentences... If you know my true nature, who will appreciate these hypocritical words?"

"Then your kung fu is also very good!!" Cheng Yue tried hard to find out more advantages of her elder brother.

"...The art of concealed weapons is a despicable way to take advantage of people's unpreparedness..." Cheng Yang muttered to himself.

"........." Ye Lingzhi suddenly understood a little bit - it turned out that Cheng Yang's disguise all along was not to make it easier to achieve a certain purpose.It's because he needs the approval of others too much - not sympathy, not pity, but real admiration and appreciation.His desire to become the de facto owner of Xingyue Villa is probably not out of his desire for power, but to prove to himself and others that he also has the same ability as a normal person.However, even if he succeeds, even if he can prove something to others, he will never be able to pass his own test.When what others recognize is only a certain illusion created by him, it can't add the slightest confidence to him.In fact, deep down in his own heart, he never really recognized himself.When a person doesn't recognize his true self, no matter how capable he is, no matter how many people praise him, he still has low self-esteem.

So Cheng Yue, who is still talking about Cheng Yang's various advantages, will never be able to fundamentally solve this problem.

The person who can solve this problem, perhaps, is himself who has seen through all of this.

The author has something to say: Let’s instill some psychological knowledge... A person should recognize himself unconditionally, just like a child who knows nothing, but he can be very confident.But with the passage of time, we began to be slowly influenced by other people's evaluations, and began to establish a kind of value that I must do (for example, I must have good grades, earn more money, etc.) before I can recognize my own values. See yourself from the perspective of not the subject, that is, see yourself as an object that can be judged good or bad rather than a life that is always worthy of respect.All the inferiority complex basically stems from looking at oneself from the perspective of an object, and paying too much attention to one's own shortcomings in the worldly sense.In fact, I myself have always been a very low self-esteem person, so I have recently become obsessed with researching psychology in order to save myself -_-! By the way, the writing about Cheng Yang is indeed a bit far-fetched...