Red Dust Dream Language gl

Chapter 75

The people waiting to be released searched the temple carefully but found no trace of Ji Wu, which made An Ningyu furious.She walked up to a monk with a sword, put the sword on his neck and asked coldly, "Where is your abbot?"

"I don't know." As soon as he spoke, his throat was parted, and blood sprayed all over the floor.

An Ningyu walked up to the next monk, and before he could ask, he was already crying bitterly, trembling and waving his hands, "Amitabha, benefactor, the poor monk really doesn't know anything."

"An Ningyu, you can't kill." Nalan Meng stepped forward and took An Ningyu's hand, trying to stop her from continuing to kill.

Just when An Ningyu and Nalan Meng were arguing, the abbot, who had disappeared just now, suddenly appeared in front of the crowd with Ji Wu. Looking at the tragic situation in front of him, he clasped his hands together, closed his eyes and couldn't bear to look directly, "Amitabha."

Even Ji Wu was terrified. She stood there and looked at An Ningyu holding a blood-stained sword indifferently. The blood stains on the corner of her clothes were as dazzling as plum blossoms blooming in winter.An Ningyu saw Ji Wu throwing down the sword in her hand and rushing over. She was about to reach out to hug her, but Ji Wu abruptly avoided her and hid behind the abbot.

"Benefactor, hatred can never resolve hatred. Only compassion can resolve hatred. This is the eternal truth." Abbot Huairen still maintained his due calmness. He was not frightened by An Ningyu but felt pitiful for An Ningyu, and his heart was overwhelmed. Darkness engulfs without light.

"They deserve what they deserve."

"You must always forgive all living beings, no matter how bad they are, even if they hurt you, you must learn to let go in order to obtain true happiness."

"I'm happy to be in control of everything."

"You think it is, but it is not. When you know confusion, you are not pitiful, but when you don't know confusion, you are truly pitiful. So donor, don't let your behavior control your thoughts, but let your Thoughts govern your actions. Don’t kill innocent people in a moment of anger and accumulate crimes.”

An Ningyu, who slowly calmed down, looked back at the scene in front of him. The house behind him had already been burnt out, leaving only a piece of rubble and ruins. In the middle of the courtyard, there were a large group of people kneeling. Their faces were pale and shrouded in fear. There were two already stiff corpses lying there, and the snow in the sky hadn't completely covered the blood on the ground. An Ningyu found that there were also dried blood stains on his hand quilt and face, which couldn't be wiped off no matter how hard he tried.

An Ningyu couldn't believe that all of this was caused by her alone, but it was so real in front of her eyes. Standing where she was, she looked at Ji Wu with eyes full of fear and sadness.She didn't dare to get close to Ji Wu, and suddenly realized that she was a murderous monster.She turned her head to look at Nalan Meng again, and she saw sympathy and pity in her eyes.

The fiery gaze made her unable to stay, and suddenly rushed out alone. When Brown was about to rush out, Nalan Meng pulled him and said, "You stay to protect the princess and the abbot to deal with the aftermath. An Ningyu let me Go after it."

After rushing out of the Ci'en Temple, it was covered with snow and had no road or direction let alone the end, while An Ningyu rushed forward recklessly, her boots were completely sunk in the thick snow, leaving her footprints on the flat snow.Nalan Meng, who followed closely behind, did not dare to relax, and kept chasing after him for an unknown how long. Finally, An Ningyu fell to the snow because of exhaustion.

"An Ningyu, are you alright?" Nalan Meng who ran up knelt beside her, turned An Ningyu with his back turned upside down, and exhaled the heat from his nose. He should be fine.

An Ningyu lying in the snow looked at the sky that was as pale as the snow but kept silent. Nalan Meng sat quietly beside her. She knew that what An Ningyu needed most at this moment was not words, but something to think about. space.

The snow in the sky was still falling, and An Ningyu was soon covered by ice and snow. Nalan Mengwei swept away the snow from An Ningyu's body from time to time, "Nalan Meng, I always thought that I was different from that person. They raped/ Prostitution/capture/plundering is heinous, even if I am killed, I deserve it, it turns out there is no difference, if one day I die at the hands of others, I am afraid I will deserve it.”

"Nonsense, you are different from them."

"What's the difference? Maybe I'm even worse than that. As you said, I don't have any compassion. Killing people is like cutting cabbage."

"You can think like this now to prove that your humanity is still intact, and you can still change it." Hearing what An Ningyu said, Nalan Meng didn't know why her heart ached, and her heart ached, "The reason why you became like this It is you who want to protect yourself and the people around you, you do not like or want to hurt others for pleasure, this is an essential difference.”

Ever since I was a child, I only knew success and failure in Anning language, and I never knew what was right or wrong.So she is clever and quick-witted, and can think of the shortest way to deal with problems as quickly as possible, but she never cares whether the process will hurt others, or whether it is right or wrong to do so.

"Did you see Ji Wu's eyes just now? It's like when Mo Ni looked at me back then. They were all afraid of me. They looked at me as if they saw a monster." Finally, An Ningyu uttered his innermost thoughts and let What she calmed down turned out to be a look. Nalan Meng's thoughtful words failed to make An Ningyu stop, but she was conquered by a mere look.

"That's because they can't understand your heart. At least you should give them a chance to understand you, and maybe understand that everything you do is to protect them."

"I'm afraid they will be even more afraid if they know the truth." The truth in An Ningyu's mouth is the mystery of her life experience that she has hidden for more than ten years. She dare not imagine what the consequences will be if they find out.

"Never say that you will never know the result. If you keep running away from fear of harm, you will only repeat the same mistakes and keep blaming yourself in the cycle. You can't find a way out." Nalan Meng didn't know that An Ningyu was hiding What a secret, but she could feel the weight on the other's shoulders and the loneliness in her heart.She thought about trying to figure it out, but in the end An Ning was about to speak but stopped the question from staying where it was.

"You don't know anything."

"I see through you. You are a coward who hides your heart with indifference."

"I don't like you." Although An Ningyu said this, Nalan Meng really saw through her. The powerful force was also to cover up his inner anxiety, worried that he would not be able to bear the hurt of being abandoned.

"What a coincidence, I hate you too." Nalan Meng turned her face away, and secretly wiped away the tears she just shed. She didn't cry, but the tears fell down.

Perhaps Nalan Meng's words made An Ningyu feel a lot more relaxed. She stood up from the snow and patted the ice and snow stuck to her clothes and said, "I will consider what you said today. Let's go, we have to catch up in the dark." Go back, or you will definitely freeze to death in the wilderness."

When I went back, I realized that I seemed to have run a little far just now. My legs were weak and I still hadn't seen the Ci'en Temple. Nalan Meng was a little exhausted and fell on the snow. "Wait a minute, I can't walk anymore."

"You are so troublesome, if you know this, don't chase him out." An Ningyu turned around and helped him up from the snow, "What, can you still go?"

"It can't be done. I haven't eaten since last night. I'm tired and hungry." Remembering that An Ningyu played the part of a local tyrant in the cafeteria last night, Nalan Meng casually ordered some vegetarian food and didn't eat much when he returned home. In addition, I haven't eaten meat recently, so I can't use a little strength.After speaking, he sat down on the snow again, with no intention of getting up at all.

"Don't sit down, I'll freeze you to death." An Ningyu sighed, and helped Nalan Meng up again, seeing that he was about to slide down again, he immediately said, "Stand, don't move, let me carry you."

"You carry me? I carry you. Don't say I look down on people. You really don't look much better than me." Although touched, Nalan Meng is still very clear about An Ningyu's physique. "How about you first?" Go back and find someone to save me, lest we freeze to death together in this world of ice and snow."

"Bah, if you die, you die. My life is precious." After speaking An Ningyu, she turned her back to Nalan Meng and bent down to force Nalan Meng to carry her back. After a few clicks and a few steps, he slowly stabilized.

"Can you do it? Let me go alone." Nalan Meng knew that they were lost now. If An Ningyu walked alone, she might be able to find a way out, but she was really buried. In this ice and snow.Now An Ningyu insists on carrying her on his back, if he still can't find his way, it will undoubtedly be a dead end.

"Don't move, if you move back, I'll sell you to a brothel." An Ningyu knew that Nalan Meng was very scared, so she couldn't help telling silly jokes in order to calm her down.

"You are a dignified young master, how do you know about the brothel? Could it be that you have been drinking flower wine before?" It seems that An Ningyu's trick has worked and successfully diverted Nalan Meng's attention, at least it made her no longer afraid of finding her way. thing.

"People don't want to waste their youth."

"Sure enough, I didn't misread you, you are really nasty."

"Now I know it's too late. If you still dare to scold me, I will sell you to the kiln first. I'm afraid." Seeing Nalan Meng slipping, An Ningyu threw him away with great effort. Let her rely on it and save some energy, because she is almost exhausted and may not be able to hold on for long.

As soon as she finished speaking, Nalan Meng patted her on the head with her hand, and said with a frown, "An Ningyu, don't be so serious, it doesn't look like you at all."

"Yes, then what was I like before?" An Ningyu gritted her teeth and kept walking forward. Every time she pulled her feet out of the thick snow, it was very difficult. Her legs seemed to be filled with lead and were extremely heavy.

"In the past, you were a bit incomprehensible, cold and unapproachable, ruthless and hegemonic, stubborn and unwilling to listen to others' persuasion, willing to hurt people with sharp words..." Nalan Meng fell in An Ning On Yu Yu's shoulder, he slowly scolded her, only to realize that he didn't know why he fell in love with this person who was full of faults.

Maybe I was too tired and counted, so I fell asleep peacefully on the back of An Ningyu without knowing it.