Quick wear don't collapse

Chapter 36

If an accident happened to Chang Yan during the crossing process, he had to stay in the current world, and he could not even go to the next destination... In this way, the next development of things may turn a corner and turn to another unpredictable in the direction of——

"Ayan—" Zhishu observed his friend sitting on the sofa for a while, before hesitating to speak.

"Huh?" Chang Yan was lazily sitting on the cushion, uncharacteristically, he didn't see the usual indifferent elite in front of people. He was dressed in loose casual clothes and looked very homely. He slowly turned the pages of the book while turning his head. He made a nasal sound without raising his voice.

Naoki opened his mouth, "...I think you've been a little strange recently." He frowned and looked at the other party, with unconscious worry in his eyes, "Did something happen?"

Chang Yan finally raised his eyelids and glanced at him, his deep eyes did not reveal any emotion, his tone was casual, "It's nothing serious, you don't have to worry."

——It’s just that he was notified that an unknowable accident happened suddenly, which caused him to stay in this world forever... When he first heard the news, he was shocked, angry, and unwilling to be anxious, but even if he exposed After so many negative emotions and nearly out-of-control venting, things still haven't turned around. He still stays alone in this time and space. Except for a cat, no one else knows his origin and secrets. The presence.

——So after losing control of his emotions, he also understood that relying on his own strength, no matter how much he protested, it would be useless. Instead of waiting hopelessly for the teleportation channel to suddenly open one day, he might as well settle down and continue his life ...

After adjusting himself in this way, he was not as emotional as before, but in order to divert his attention, he still asked for leave and stayed at home for a few days. He thought he had sorted himself out, but he didn't expect Naoki to come Just see through.

Naturally, he would not tell Naoki the truth without his brain, so when the other party asked him, he just vaguely mentioned the investment problem, but he didn't seem to believe it from the other party's appearance... …

Sure enough, after receiving his "explanation", Naoki did not show a relieved expression, but the wrinkles between his brows became more obvious, and he hesitated and said, "Again...can you tell me something? ?”

The tone sounded a little inexplicably lost.

Chang Yan felt a little helpless, but it was true that he couldn't tell the truth, and he was not a liar, so he nodded and said honestly: "Well, it's really difficult to explain this time."

Naoki is not someone who can stalk and be unreasonable. He can tell from Chang Yan's expression that the other party is not lying. Although he still can't know what the other party is hiding, it is another matter to know that the other party has difficulties. And he won't let himself be unreasonable like a girl, chasing after Chang Yan to explain.

So he took a deep breath and had to change the subject, "Then have you solved it? Will there be trouble?" He was still a little worried.

"Don't worry." Chang Yan showed a reassuring smile, "I have done everything I can, the rest is to see the result, whether it is good or bad, I can accept it." He said openly.

——Whether he can successfully leave in the end and continue this time travel, he has already done what he can do, and the rest is left to fate. Anyway, whether he leaves immediately or can only stay, he has already done it Well prepared.

After Zhishu saw that he really didn't worry anymore, he really felt at ease. He thought that since the other party said that he had tried his best, the result would probably be the same—he still doesn't know whether Chang Yan has already done his best. He is ready to hand over his future choices to the fate of nothingness, not what he thinks is that he will be foolproof and will not make mistakes.

——Because of the future that Chang Yan envisioned based on the reality, there is more than half of the possibility that he will be stranded in this time and space forever. After all, although Eri Kurihara has left, his mission has also been completed. After the variable factors are gone, there is no need for him to exist... But there is another explanation, that is, he was "abandoned" for no reason. The person who might change the plot stays here, but he is not worried that he will destroy the important plot... Does that mean that something more important than the plot happened, so the will of this world has given priority to that thing instead of Not a plot?

In short, Chang Yan has imagined all these possibilities, and then came to the conclusion that there is more than 50.00% chance that he will stay in this world, or even become an "indigenous person" of this world, but the ridiculous thing is , he will never be able to truly integrate into this place, because his true identity will always be incompatible with the people here.

But now, what else could he do but live like them?

Chang Yan sighed softly, thinking about his known but unclear future.

"You don't have to worry too much, the matter will be resolved, I believe in your ability." Naoki couldn't understand him suddenly becoming so depressed, so he rarely spoke to encourage him.

Chang Yan smiled wryly and shook his head, "This has nothing to do with my ability. Some things cannot be solved by individual strength." Compared with the will of the world, an individual is really too small.

Naoki frowned dissatisfiedly, "Let me tell you—if you don't have self-confidence anymore, how can you solve the problem? It's better to just give up! This is not like you at all, Ayan!"

"...You really have confidence in me, don't I give you the impression that you are invincible?" Chang Yan smiled lightly.

"..." Naoki fell silent, and it took him a long time to say something in a low voice: "At least in my opinion, there is nothing you can't do." Be it the numbers or the interpersonal communication that has always been a headache for him, the other party has always handled it with ease, so it left a very deep impression on him.

Chang Yan suddenly fell into silence, and it took him a long time to let out a low laugh with his hair down, the laughter was full of joy, "—Naoki, you are so cute—" He thought that such almost blind words Only a child like Hiroki could say that, but I didn't expect that a person with reason as a benchmark would have such an idea. It's really... surprising.

A thin blush quickly appeared on Zhishu's face, and the blush quickly spread to the base of his ears to form a patch. He gave Chang Yan a vicious look, and said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about!? What cuteness! Are you sure you're not Did you eat the wrong thing?!" He was still spurning himself in his heart, why didn't he stop talking for a while, and said that kind of words out of his mouth? !What a mistake!

Chang Yan could hear the outrage in his words, but his mood became even happier. He approached Naoki, wrapped his right hand around the other's shoulder, raised his eyebrows high, and put his mouth close to the other's ear, and said in a low tone: "Uh-huh , Naoki is really duplicity, but I received your heart, and I will never forget it~~" At the end, he couldn't help but raise his voice, clearly expressing his good mood.

"What kind of intentions--" Naoki was made uncomfortable by the heat around his ears, completely unaware that his ears were completely red now, like a boiled shrimp, he covered his ears and said very dissatisfied: "Stop talking nasty words!" He gave Chang Yan a hard look, trying to warn him to restrain himself.

But if he said he would easily listen to other people's advice, then it wasn't Chang Yan. He looked at Zhi Shu, whose ears were still red, so close at hand, he rarely thought of teasing him.

He intentionally leaned his body against Naoki, suppressed him with his own weight, and kept him from moving around, and then slowly approached the other's fair jade face, and in the process of approaching him, he couldn't help saying with emotion—— Looking at Naoki from his oblique angle, he realized that the other party is really handsome and handsome in all directions, and his skin is so delicate that not a single large pore can be seen, which will probably drive a bunch of girls crazy with envy.

"What do you want to do?" Naoki felt that something was wrong when Chang Yan leaned on him, but it was too late when he consciously wanted to break free, and he couldn't help but struggled to push away the pressure. Looking at his own Chang Yan, he turned his face and stared at him, "Hey, get up quickly—"

While Chang Yan let out a deep laugh, he put his mouth next to Naoki's very sensitive earlobe unmoved, and said slowly: "Because staying at home is too boring, so I want to talk to Naoki, what do you say?" Some truths—”

Naoki's ears that were suddenly irritated immediately turned as bright red as if stained with blood, and even his white jade-like cheeks were affected and stained a little brightly, like ripe peaches.He suddenly covered his "devastated" ears, and couldn't help shouting: "What the hell are you trying to say? Can't you talk well——" God knows that this is the first time he has personally experienced his own Ears are so sensitive!

——It's all the fault of Chang Yan, that innocent guy!

"What I want to say is—" Chang Yan's smile remained the same, and he was not affected by Naoki's yelling at all. His calm appearance made Zhishu, who was almost crazy, feel the urge to step forward and slap his face hard .

But in the next second, he won't have time to talk about Chang Yan's embarrassment——

Because Chang Yan went on to say: "I may stay here forever and never leave again."

Naoki didn't understand the deep meaning of what he said - what does it mean not to leave?Did he intend to leave?Where is he going then?Now it means where will it stay? ...

But this kind of doubt did not prevent him from seeing the change in the expression on the other person's face—Chang Yan obviously had a smile on his face when he said this, and his tone was calm and breezy, why did his eyes have a faint Helpless and dejected?

is something happened?Why do you show this expression?

Naoki couldn't help but put down his hand covering his ears, and grabbed Chang Yan's wrist by his side, so hard that he didn't even realize it.

Chang Yan was a little surprised to feel the temperature and strength coming from his wrist, raised his eyes to see Zhishu's frowning brows, and couldn't help but lighten his tone, and said, "What's wrong with Zhishu? Why doesn't he look very happy?" Look? Are you not happy to hear that I will stay here forever?"

But Naoki asked him back, "What about you?"

Before he could ask the question, Naoki continued, "Why are you unhappy? Why are you showing that look?" His eyes were looking directly at Chang Yan, and his eyebrows still did not relax, and he directly asked what was in his heart.

——He didn't want to see the other person in that way at all, so unhappy, so dim, almost without the look he should have, as if the brilliance had been taken away, hope had disappeared...

——The other party should be confident and powerful. Although his brilliance is restrained, it still glows with dazzling charm, attracting everyone's eyes and attention, and becoming the focus of the crowd...

It shouldn't be like this now - he is obviously with him, but it seems to be separated from him in two spaces. No matter how worried he is, he can't see clearly what the other party is thinking, and the other party seems to refuse His approach always draws a line between them, like a gully.

"Zao Shu, you..." Chang Yan pursed his lips and looked at him, but didn't know what to say, and finally said softly: "What? Do you think I'm not happy now?"

"Does it need to be said?" Naoki glared at him, and said angrily, "Are you happy like this?!"

"I said, Naoki—"

"what?"

"Aren't you happy with what I said?" Chang Yan leaned on the sofa, and said calmly, "I said something extraordinary, didn't you respond? I'm really disappointed—— "

"Stop coming." Naoki shook his hand impatiently, and let go of the wrist that he had accidentally grasped just now, "The point now is not this, even if you say something, you will stay...not for now. Tell me why you said this, but the premise is that you are not happy with this result, right? In that case, what is the point of what you said?"

"...Your focus of attention is really strange. Don't most people notice the reason for my stay, or something else? You're lucky to pay attention to these insignificant things instead." Chang Yan shrugged, looking puzzled .

Naoki frowned, "You call this 'insignificant stuff'?"

"Yes." Chang Yan nodded without any pressure.

"Ha——" Naoki laughed back angrily, he stood up from the sofa abruptly, and faced Chang Yan, his tone became hurried, "Since you don't mind it yourself, why should I care about it? Right? !? Do you want me to say that? You mean to let me stop worrying about your emotions so much and just care about the things that make me happy, right?"

Chang Yan raised his head just in time to meet his dark pupils that seemed to be shining like flames, and for a moment he was a little speechless, and the affirmative words that he wanted to blurt out suddenly stopped.

Naoki saw that he didn't answer, and the excitement in his heart calmed down a little. To be honest, he was not very good at dealing with such sudden outbursts of emotions. The person was inspired, but it was a pity that the other party stayed out of the matter as if he hadn't noticed it. How could this make him not feel depressed?

He opened his mouth, and just when he wanted to vent out his dissatisfaction, he suddenly noticed something was wrong, he pursed his lips tightly, and after a long while, he said: "I mean——if you don't really want to If you stay here, then I don't think there is anything to be happy about, although I don't know what happened to you to say such a thing, but..."

Chang Yan subconsciously made a questioning sound: "En?"

Naoki lowered his eyelids, the thin eyelids covered those bright eyes, and the slender eyelashes trembled slightly, like a small brush slowly stirring through his heart, which made him feel strange.

Just when he was surprised by this strange feeling, Naoki also spoke, and he said quite seriously: "—I care about you, Ayan, not others."

Chang Yan was speechless for a moment because of his focused eyes, and couldn't help but chuckled.

Naoki couldn't understand why he laughed, but subconsciously felt that there was something wrong with what he said, so he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, his eyes flicked and he stopped looking in his direction.

"Naoshu." Chang Yan stopped smiling and looked up at him, with his whole face upturned, so that the flawless and handsome facial features were fully displayed, especially his dark pupils, which were as black as the night, and the profundity revealed in them was even greater. Attracting the attention of others all the time.

Naoki was also one of the bewitched, he uncontrollably shifted his eyes to the other party, stayed on the other party's slightly parted lips, and then drifted away invisibly...

At this time, Chang Yan just said a word, diverting his attention in time——

"When did I say I was unhappy staying?"

Naoki replied subconsciously: "Don't you have that expression because you want to stay here?" If it wasn't because of the other party's expression, maybe he would pay more attention to the other party's words The reason, and in comparison, it is more important to let the other party no longer show that disappointed look.

Chang Yan smiled slightly, because of his reaction, "Although you noticed it by accident, but I'm dissatisfied with another matter, but it doesn't mean that there is no reason for me to stay here."

"Then what reason do you have to stay here?" Naoki must admit that no matter what it is, as long as Chang Yan wants it, he can always get it with his own ability or charm, so no matter how unwilling he is, he has to agree : The other party is the kind of person who can be like a fish in water no matter where he goes, there is no place that can limit Chang Yan's outstanding talent.

Chang Yan's mouth moved slightly, and he said without hesitation: "Because you are here, it doesn't matter if I stay."

As soon as his words came out, both of them fell into silence surprisingly unanimously, but one was because he had finished speaking, and the other was because he was too surprised and couldn't recover for a long time.

It took a while for Naoki to find his voice, and he said with difficulty: "Stop talking nonsense here, do you think I will just believe your nasty words?" He didn't think he was so important to the other party. It will be because of the degree to which he decides this kind of thing, in other words, he doesn't think so highly of himself.

Chang Yan shook his head helplessly, "Aren't you going to judge for yourself whether what I said is true or not? Are you so underestimating your status in my eyes?" He really regards Naoki as a sincere friend Yes, now that the problem of "people who are not from the same world" that existed between the two has basically been resolved, then he naturally doesn't need to hide this point anymore, and now he has this opportunity, even if he and Naoki have a friendship No matter how deep they are, they will not face the trouble of being separated forever and forgetting each other in the near future. If this is the case, why not do it?

Naoki looked at him with a frown in a bit of confusion, thinking over and over in his heart, but he was not sure. The reason why he was struggling was because he really did what Chang Yan said, and the result was just as the other party said——the other party There was clarity in the deep pupils, without any hesitation or wavering, only full of sincerity.

But he couldn't explain the complex emotions in his heart that suddenly became joyful and helpless, which was very strange to him, so strange that he couldn't help but want to avoid it and not think about it.

He did the same, so after he avoided that vague possibility in an evasive manner, he tried to relax himself and smiled uncomfortably, while saying: "You are enough, the words are getting more and more serious." It's getting worse, I don't usually see you being so eloquent."

Chang Yan didn't know what he missed in his heart, but when he saw his unnatural expression, he subconsciously felt that something was wrong, but he thought it might be because what he just said was too direct, so Naoki was so weird He looked embarrassed, so he didn't delve into it, but changed the subject in a friendly way: "Isn't it enough to explain the problem that you are my only friend anyway? But since I plan to stay here forever, Then the facts will always tell you the answer.”

"I hope so." Naoki murmured in a low voice, and then changed his voice: "Then when do you plan to go back to school?"

"Well, maybe I won't go anymore." Now there is no need for him to stay in school anymore.

"Aren't you too straightforward? You don't even take the final exam?" Naoki couldn't help asking.

"Yeah, it doesn't make sense to me anyway." Now he actually feels quite relaxed and comfortable, so he doesn't want to go back to campus and continue to face boring books and exam papers.

"Why don't you just stay at home like me, Naoki. Anyway, the entrance exam is not stressful for you, as long as you take the exam at the end." He encouraged.

"Why did you drag me to skip class?"

"Because it's boring to be alone at home, it will be better with you."

"I'm really convinced." Naoki rolled his eyes at him, but he didn't refuse. In fact, he didn't care about those rigid and disciplined people.

After that, the two of them sat together and chatted casually, but no one brought up the topic of "leaving" that Chang Yan mentioned before, Naoki didn't ask why, and Chang Yan didn't say much. , but they all maintained a tacit understanding to continue the current harmony and joy.

As for what will happen in the future?Who knows—Anyway, Chang Yan won't leave this world, and there will naturally be countless impossible things happening in the future. Even if the plot is subverted, it shouldn't matter, after all, there is no second Chang Yan here. To maintain the legitimacy of the so-called "plot".

So, the future is very likely.