Qinglong blood

Chapter 63 Self-blame

I was drunk last night and spent a night of debauchery. I took the forehead crown from Jinluan, put it on and finished the clothes, raised my head to meet his gaze, my face couldn't stop being hot, and I shook my head for a while, wanting to recall all the thoughts of last night. I just got up and pushed the door out, I didn't want my feet to fall to the ground, my feet were soft, the King of Songs immediately stepped forward, wrapped my arms around my waist, before I could stand still, there were bursts of knocking on the door, My heart was flustered, and I was about to ask a question, but I didn't expect it to be another koi rushing in, his complexion was gloomy, his eye sockets were slightly black and blue, when he saw me leaning against Jin Luan, he frowned immediately, Privy Councilor The lord suddenly prostrated himself on the ground, but he seemed to be full of grief and anger, and said to me, "Your Majesty, I have something important to report, please move your Majesty to Biyang Palace!"

When I woke up in the morning, I was seen by the koi at the Canglang Station. I knew it was wrong. Now the situation, I had to say goodbye to the golden luan, and walked straight to the Biyang Palace. Entering the Jinlan Palace, the Privy Envoy shouted at me angrily, "Your Majesty, don't you only like Lord Baiji?"

When his words fell to the ground, I was confused. I looked back at him and couldn't help but shouted, "Koi, what do you mean by that?!"

Koi saw that I was sullen, but he was not afraid, he raised his head without showing any weakness, and asked me again, "What do you mean by my humble minister, don't you know that your Majesty stays at the Canglang Station overnight, and you are not afraid of outsiders' gossip about you and that feather?" The family is like a song king, eating and sleeping together, is it ambiguous?"

When I heard his words, I thought about the lingering last night, and I had nothing to say at the moment. I had a headache for a while, and I couldn't help waving my hand to signal him to step back first. Damn this koi was still not finished. He stepped in front of me and said, "Your Majesty, then No matter how close King Ruge is to you, he is still the King Ruge of the Yu Clan, you and him..., you and him..., alas!"

I only said that the koi is really bold, even if I have feelings for Jinluan, it is my personal selfishness, how could it be his turn to gossip, I was displeased, so I immediately threw my sleeves and said, "Koi, who taught you to be so presumptuous! I have a life-and-death friendship with King Ruge, and the two of us have a deep friendship, how can we allow outsiders to talk about it?"

When the koi saw my stern expression, it had a complicated expression on its face, shocked?anger?Or it was sadness, which made me unable to understand. After a moment of silence, the man spoke in a trance, as if he was talking to himself, "Last night, outside the door, the servants stood frozen all night, and the servants who went back and forth in the Canglang Station were all beaten by me." Screening back and dismissing, just afraid that someone will see or hear something, Your Majesty, you used to be virtuous..." Koi said with tears in his voice, he suddenly raised his head, his eyes were full of questioning, and he said to me, "Your Majesty, you How did it become like this?!"

As soon as he said this, my heart sank. I was really shocked and confused. Looking back, I saw his sad and angry expression, and I didn't know how to answer. It was really inappropriate to think about last night's wandering, but..., it's just me With Jinluan..., my mind was in a mess, and I could hear the koi still whimpering, but it seemed that it was extremely sad, and immediately furious, I couldn't help shouting sharply, "Get off!"

The koi left angrily, my head was heavy for a while, and I stood in the Jinlan Palace in a daze for a long time, not knowing what to think or what to do, until Qingdai timidly pushed the door and entered, I slowly regained my senses, Qingdai He folded a few new plums and held them in his hands, and said softly, "Your Majesty, the snowy plums in the back garden are blooming, do you like these branches?"

I felt sorry for her, and only nodded slightly, signaling her to put the new plums on the table. The plum blossoms are bright and fragrant, but for a moment it reminded me of Baiji, Baiji is like spring flowers and autumn moons, summer wind and winter snow, he Although he is a strict official, he has [-] points of interest in private. He has taken care of my daily life for many years.

His eyes fixed on Xinmei on the table, his thoughts drifted away, and he only said that Koi was annoyed just now, and he said that I only love Baiji, yes, once upon a time, I really only loved Xiaobai, But now, I don't even dare to say anything about my feelings for Jinluan. The more I think about it, the more headache I get, and the more I think about it, the more embarrassing it becomes...

And I said last night was lingering, if it's all because of drunkenness, it must be far-fetched, but I actually agreed to Cheng Huan's body, and made some unrestrained behaviors, now that I think about it, it's really unbelievable. Joy and sadness, feeling at a loss for what to do, just when I was embarrassed and speechless, Princess Sanhe came outside the Jinlan Hall uninvited, Long Lian was unhappy, when he saw me focusing on a few new plums, he complained, "Second brother and Sister-in-law Zhen'er is about to leave for the East China Sea, Brother Huang, are you still in the mood to enjoy the flowers?"

It was Long Su and Ding Zhen again, and when I was mentioned, she couldn't help frowning, but Long Lian didn't dare to be presumptuous when she saw my complexion, so she just said softly, "Zhen'er sister-in-law and second brother are leaving today, brother Huang Can I see you off?"

Ding Zhen accompanied Long Su to the East China Sea on this trip, I couldn't bear it in my heart, but yesterday I had a long talk with Jin Luan, he said that his daughter's heart is delicate and soft, and he must not be muddled in the slightest. Without her and Long Su, in the current situation, it is impossible to create any more misunderstandings. Thinking of this, I just shook my head at Long Lian and said, "Lian'er, go and send them off. Brother Huang has a letter here. You can bring it to Long Lian." Just go back."

Qingdai was smart, listening to me mentioning letters, she was busy preparing pens, inks, papers and inkstones at the desk, but Long Lian saw that I was fine, so she pulled my sleeves and said to me, "Sister-in-law Zhen'er cried all night last night, I almost thought she was looking for short-sightedness, so I rushed to Jinlan Hall to look for the emperor, but I didn't expect you to be absent, where did the emperor go last night?"

It was last night again, I was already embarrassed when I heard Koi’s accusation just now, but now I heard Long Lian’s question, but it made me break out in a cold sweat. I was writing a letter next to the case. I wonder if I was thinking too much. I suddenly saw that all the utensils in Jinlan Palace were the same as the Qilin Prisoner in the Mangyuan. I was pressed on the table beside the bed for the unicorn..., I really deserve to be damned!

I was short of breath right now, I didn't even write half a word of the letter, I didn't care about the shock behind Long Lian and Qing Dai, I couldn't help but wake up with my feet, and I arrived at Jiyue Lake in a moment, facing layers of water and spirit walls. The words couldn't help echoing, and even I couldn't help asking, "When did my Qinglongyan become like this?!"