armyinform Chapter 116 116
Chapter 116 116
The phone disconnected without warning.
Listening to the busy voice inside, Qin Yinong smiled wryly.
Immediately afterwards, her eyes felt a little sore. She raised her head and looked at the headlight on the ceiling of the living room. It was so bright that it made her eyes hurt even more. She closed her eyes, and her eyelids were moist.
Ning Ning grabbed Qin Yinong's hand and shook it slightly: "Mom?"
Qin Yinong lowered his head: "Huh?"
Ning Ning asked: "Mom, are you unhappy?"
Qin Yinong said very gently: "No, why do you say that?"
Ning Ning tilted her head, her big eyes were a little puzzled, she looked at her: "It's just a feeling, you are sad."
Qin Yinong picked her up and sat in his arms. It was rare for him to show a vulnerable side in front of the child. He buried his cheek on the child's shoulder and said softly, "Okay, mom is just sad."
She finally took a small trembling step and took the initiative to reveal her biggest secret to her, but it turned out to be counterproductive.She had imagined Tang Ruoyao's reaction, silent aphasia, sad tears, or hysterical questioning, or... keeping calm and composed, as she had shown in the past, and would not give up, but she did not expect that she would just hang up on her Telephone.
All the accumulated emotions and expectations were all in vain, an indescribable feeling.
So is this... over?
"It's not sad." Ning Ning patted her back gently with her small hand, and said softly, "I will always be with you."
"Mom will always be with Ningning."
Qin Yinong raised her face, tapped the tip of the child's nose, put Qin Jianing down, and said with a soft smile, "Let's go, mom will accompany you to build blocks."
Ning Ning happily said: "Okay."
Qin Yinong had never played with such "luxury" and "refined" toys when she was a child. She could roll hoops, play marbles, and trick cats and dogs, so she came to play with Ningning in name, but actually Just messing around.
Ning Ning was amused by her and giggled, and acted as a little teacher temporarily, teaching her how to play.
The living room was filled with warm laughter for a moment, and when Ji Shulan came out after cleaning up the kitchen, what she saw was the scene of loving mother and daughter filial piety in front of her.Ning Ning raised her head, waved to her and said, "Grandma, come too."
Ji Shulan's wrinkles deepened when she laughed, and said, "Wait for grandma to get a pair of glasses."
As she spoke, she walked towards the room, and Ning Ning got up in a hurry, "I'll get it! I know where it is!"
Ji Shulan laughed.
Qin Yinong also laughed at the side.
Ji Shulan said: "It's been a long time since I saw her so happy, it's better when you are at home."
Qin Yinong said: "I will give myself another month's leave after filming this film." Ning Ning's situation made her realize that the love she gave to each other is far from enough, and it is time to focus more Tilt to the family too.
Ning Ning ran back, her little skirt flew up, and when she reached the two of them, she almost rushed towards them, holding the glasses case in her hand.
Ji Shulan put on her glasses, and the family of three played children's games together.
Ji Shulan stays with the children at home every day, even though she is old, she is still much better than Qin Yinong, perhaps because the atmosphere is too relaxed, she makes fun of Qin Yinong who is one head and two big at the building blocks from time to time.Qin Yinong couldn't play with this thing, so he simply stopped playing and sat on the side watching, with a smile in his eyes.
This is what she sheltered, and it is also the only thing she has. There must be no accidents and no risks.
That's fine.
For countless late nights, she held this idea, relied on the responsibilities on her shoulders, and forced herself to break free from the quagmire of self-abandonment to welcome a new day, day after day, year after year.
But is it really that good?Are you not reconciled?
Qin Yinong propped one hand on the floor, looking at the deep night outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.
--got windy.
She suddenly remembered that the night Tang Ruoyao watched TV with her in the crew, the future she described was far more exciting than the one she could see at a glance. She couldn't wait to run to the future with her.However, does she still have the courage to embrace the unknown?
Who knew that if she stepped out again, it would be another abyss?It doesn't matter if she has an accident alone, what about her mother and child?My sister is dead, she is the only support in this family, she can't have any accidents.
Qin Yinong hooked the corners of his lips mockingly, his tongue was full of bitterness, and he lowered his eyes.
Sure enough, I was still shaken, and I always think about some unrealistic things recently.
Be more sober and rational.
"I'm going to get a glass of water, do you want it?" Qin Yinong got up from the ground and picked up the glass on the table.
Ning Ning raised her hand: "I want it!"
Ji Shulan said, "Pour me a glass too."
Qin Yinong went to the kitchen, the water in the kettle was already cold, she poured herself a full cup of cold boiled water, raised her head and drank it all, and then refilled the water to boil.Now the electric heating is very fast, and after a while, the sound of boiling water can be heard.
The voice was a bit loud, so that Qin Yinong didn't hear the voice from outside.
Until Ning Ning ran in with her mobile phone in hand.
"Mom, mom, your phone!"
"Huh?" Qin Yinong raised her eyebrows, who is calling her at this time?
Qin Yinong took the phone, and the caller ID showed a series of phone numbers that she knew so well that her fingertips trembled slightly when she connected. She slid to the answer button and pressed it to her ear, without saying a word.
The other party called her: "Teacher Qin." After a short pause, he apologized, "I accidentally dropped my phone on the ground just now, so..."
"En." Qin Yinong had to take a short breath before he could make a nasal sound.
"I..." Tang Ruoyao looked down at the tip of her shoe and smiled wryly.
No matter how much she prepared mentally, she couldn't face Qin Yinong calmly so quickly.
Qin Yinong once tested her, saying that she had a child. At that time, Tang Ruoyao took it as a joke, thinking that she wanted him to give up and deliberately created a cover, and even thought in a fit of anger, so what if she got married? , At worst, wait for her to divorce.Later on the set, when talking about the role, Qin Yinong once again vaguely expressed that she had her responsibility, and Tang Ruoyao went to find Han Yuping, step by step overturning the assumption that she had a family.
Until the childish "Mom" broke all her fantasies, she hung up the phone without thinking about it.It was an illusion, the voice she heard was not real, and neither was the call.
Unless that child was also hired by her, just to force her to give up.But she is at home now, how could she expect that she would call her at this time, just in time for the hired child to call her mother.
It's one thing to think about it, it's another to actually face the facts.After all, Tang Ruoyao is just a 23-year-old girl. It is one thing to be brave for love. Knowing that her sweetheart has a family, she still has to chase after her.
Having said that, does she really know Qin Yinong well enough?Is her family really unhappy?She began to doubt.
She is so strong, who will make her unhappy?Could it be that she is actually living a good life, and she is just one of her people playing outside, just like many powerful men, the red flag at home is not down, and the colorful flags are fluttering outside?
Tang Ruoyao's thoughts were more complicated than ever before, tearing apart like a mess, and even his heart was numb.Sitting on the cold floor of the room, her hands and feet trembled unknowingly, and it took her a long time to regain her senses. She didn't figure out what to do, but was driven by an impulse, and dialed Qin Yinong again.
Anyway, hanging up the phone is wrong.
Ning Ning raised her head, blinking her eyes curiously.
Qin Yinong put his hand on Ning Ning's head, rubbed it, and said politely but alienated to the other end of the phone: "Teacher Tang called so late, what's the matter?"
Ning Ning tilted her head.
Don?
Tang Ruoyao: "No, it's nothing, I just want to apologize to you."
Qin Yinong: "I accept, is there anything else?"
Tang Ruoyao was speechless again, but she didn't want to hang up the phone, she was afraid that once she hung up the phone, she would fall into those speculations about Qin Yinong's slander.
Qin Yinong heard anxious footsteps over there, then the sound of unzipping the zipper, and the sound of paper shaking. Tang Ruoyao was very flustered and stammered: "I want to discuss the script with you, I have a question Understood, about..."
Qin Yinong interrupted her coldly: "I'll talk about the script in person when I get back." She just refused to accept it, didn't even want to ask a question?
Tang Ruoyao stopped turning the pages quickly, then followed in silence, and said, "Okay."
Perhaps her voice was too low, Qin Yinong calmed down and said, "I'll go back tomorrow, and the shooting should be normal this afternoon."
"Ah."
"Good night."
"……Good night."
After a long time, Tang Ruoyao listened to the empty voice on the phone, moved his lips, and asked, "Mr. Qin, why...don't you hang up?"
"Forgot." Qin Yinong said, and hung up the phone.
beep-
The sudden busy tone made Tang Ruoyao stunned for a moment, a thought flashed in his mind, Qin Yinong seemed to be waiting for her to say something.But the phone had already hung up, and Tang Ruoyao didn't have the courage to call back again.
She also needs to calm down and analyze everything again.
***
Qin Yinong put the lock screen of her phone aside, went out with two glasses of water, and Ningning's little follower followed behind her: "Who was the one who called just now? I heard you call her Teacher Tang, is she a teacher?" ?”
Qin Yin smiled: "No, children, why worry so much?"
Ning Ning jumped up and down: "Is it your new colleague?"
Qin Yinong was silent for a while, and said, "No, old colleague."
Ning Ning said firmly, "That's Miss Yao."
Qin Yinong convinced her, and stood still and looked at her in shock: "You can also guess this?"
Ning Ning gave her mother a "can't stand" look, and the young man sighed and said, "I know her only. Last time you said you were free to take me to see her. If you adults are free, you will never be free." .”
Qin Yinong's eyes dimmed.
She doesn't necessarily want to see you.
Ning Ning: "What's Miss Yao's full name? Tang Yao? Which shake? Shake to and fro?"
Qin Yin smiled thickly: "No, it's... the distant Yao."
Ning Ning nodded and asked, "How to write it?" The children are in the important stage of recognizing characters, and when they hear something, they will habitually ask how to write it.
Qin Yinong put two glasses of water on the tea table, took out a pen and paper from the drawer, squatted in front of the tea table, and carefully wrote down Tang Ruoyao's name stroke by stroke.
Ning Ning took a look, and first said: "Tang, Ruo, and Yao, so there are three characters." Then wow, said, "Grandma lied again, she said your handwriting is ugly, isn't it pretty?" Does it look good?"
When Ji Shulan heard the words, she leaned over and said in amazement: "Have you practiced calligraphy?" It's strange that the 800-year-old Goupiao characters are written with sharp edges and corners, not to mention neat, even the strokes.
Qin Yinong's ears felt hot for no reason, and he prevaricated: "Well, I just practiced when I have nothing to do."
Ning Ning excitedly said: "I also want my mother to write my name!"
As he spoke, he pushed the paper over again, his big eyes sparkling, full of expectations.
Qin Yinong: "..."
Her hand holding the pen suddenly became hot. How should she explain it to her daughter? Mom only writes these three characters well, and she didn't practice your name.
Ji Shulan joined in the fun and smiled: "Can I have one too?"
Ning Ning: "Mom write it."
Qin Yinong bit the bullet and wrote Ning Ning's first name. The Qin character was okay. She had written her own surname for more than 20 years.Jiazi began to stumble, the first stroke was almost not straight, the nib seemed to have a consciousness of its own, and it twisted and turned into a caterpillar.
Qin Yinong fell into deep thought, why didn't she name Qin Jianing Qin Yiyi back then, something two or three would do.
After finishing writing the upper half of the "Ji" in Jiazi, Qin Yinong shrank like a chicken claw, and Qin Yinong showed embarrassment, threw the paper into the trash can, and said, "I'll write another one."
Ning Ning is still looking forward to it, she is very confident in Qin Yinong, and can write her a very beautiful name.
Qin Yinong barely finished writing Qin Jianing's name. Because of the careful writing, she broke away from her dog-climbing style of painting, but the structure is loose, big and square. Ning Ning's expectations fell through, and her small mouth shriveled in grievance.
Qin Yinong whispered: "I'm sorry, mom will write a nice one for you next time."
Ning Ning folded the paper and put it away, with a small smile on her face, she cheered and said, "This one looks really good."
Qin Yinong kissed her face and looked at Ji Shulan: "Mom, do you want it?" For her mother, it doesn't matter what she writes is ugly or ugly.
Ji Shulan seemed to be in a trance, Qin Yinong told her that she didn't respond, Qin Yinong raised her voice a little, and asked again, Ji Shulan came back to her senses and said, "Yes, please write me one."
Qin Yinong was a little surprised, but still wrote, an ugly "Ji Shulan".
Ji Shulan said: "Write your own again, clearly, it's not the kind of flamboyance you signed on the signature board."
"Ah?" Qin Yinong paused the tip of his pen, crossed out the half-written name, and wrote a new one next to it.Her own name can only be said to be not ugly, barely noticeable, absolutely lacking in character, and tilted to one side.
There was a flash of light in Ji Shulan's eyes, thoughtful.
The family played in the living room for a while, Ning Ning held Qin Yinong's hand: "Mom, I want to take a bath."
Qin Yinong took the children to get clothes for a bath.
Ji Shulan's eyes fell on the trash can beside the tea table, and while the two of them entered the room with their backs to her, he reached out and picked up the ball of paper, flattened it, folded it, and sandwiched it between the pages of the book.
All sounds are silent.
Qin Yinong went back to the bedroom, Ning Ning was sleeping soundly beside the pillow.
Ji Shulan put on presbyopic glasses, turned the paper out from the pages with trembling thin hands, unfolded it, and looked carefully at the light. The silver hooks were painted on iron, penetrating into wood. If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she wouldn't have believed it. Yi Nong can write such words.
Tang Ruoyao.
Ji Shulan read it silently, unlocked her mobile phone screen, found the browser after a long time, input these three words in the search bar unfamiliarly, and confirmed.
Thanks to the omnipotent network, Tang Ruoyao's encyclopedia popped up on the screen in an instant.
Tang Ruoyao, female, was born on X, X, 1996 in Z City, J Province. She graduated from the 2014 undergraduate class of the Capital Academy of Drama and is an actress from Mainland China.
Afterwards, there were some movie resumes and awards. Ji Shulan scrolled down one by one, and found one: "True Color" is in retreat and filming, co-starring Qin Yinong.
Ji Shulan paused, and scrolled up to Tang Ruoyao's photo, feeling an indescribable familiarity.
She quit the webpage and searched for keywords again. Qin Yinong and Tang Ruoyao, the first thing that popped up was a same-sex scandal that was faked on the set. Qin Yinong had already refuted the rumors, but rumors are always more eye-catching than refuted rumors. So the front row of the search is still old news, and scrolling down is the graduation ceremony of the undergraduates of the Capital Academy of Drama last year. Qin Yinong personally awarded Tang Ruoyao a degree.
Ji Shulan has nothing to do at home. She is only Qin Yinong's daughter, and she often pays attention to Qin Yinong's activities. Qin Yinong also instructed Guan Han to send her some irrelevant public itineraries, or some interview videos about her, so Ji Shulan met Tang Ruoyao in the video.
—Mom, do you have any objection to my liking anyone?
——Mom just wants you to have a good life.
— even if he —
— What is he?
--nothing.
he?she?
Ji Shulan's pupils shrank suddenly, and the piece of paper she was holding slipped from her fingers and fluttered to the ground.
The night wind also rolled the leaves and blew up to the window on the second floor, and then blew away into the distance for a while.Qin Yinong sat at the bar in the room, holding a glass in one hand and propping his chin in the other, staring at the black screen of the phone.
She took a sip of her wine and unlocked the screen. The main screen displayed a dialog box with Tang Ruoyao, in which lay a message from last night [Good night] quietly, and there were no more updates on Moments.
Qin Yinong took another sip of wine, and there was only a shallow bottom in the glass that had just been filled, and his expression was gloomy.
She clenched and loosened her clenched fists, moved her stiff knuckles, and picked up the phone.
***
[@柴柴柴子秋 came out and was beaten]
Tang Ruoyao pinched the center of her brows, and turned her head to look at the lit screen of her mobile phone. A message popped up from the group of screenwriters who hadn't heard anything for a long time.
Qin Yinong is the only one who can say such words.
In the middle of the night, is she actually reading the script?Tang Ruoyao thought.
Chai Ziqiu, who claims to be on a long business trip, is brave enough to say: [Come here, come [hit me.jpg]]
Qin Yinong randomly lit: [[Mace][Chopper][Double Kitchen Knives][Machine Gun Da Da Da]]
Tang Ruoyao looked at the emoticons that kept popping up in the group, they didn't match Qin Yinong's usual style of painting at all, she suddenly had an intuition, and followed up with a post [@柴柴柴子秋出来打打]
Qin Yinong's flying emoticons stopped immediately.
Chai Ziqiu: [Wow, the two of you have agreed, you two are working together, husband and wife are fighting each other, hmph, I'm leaving Liao]
Chai Ziqiu disappeared, Qin Yinong stared at Tang Ruoyao's head portrait, his palms were sweating unconsciously.
She really wasn't asleep yet.
Tang Ruoyao deliberately waited for a minute, and tentatively said: [[Gong Xi Fa Cai, good luck]]
A system message popped up seamlessly: [Qin Yinong received your red envelope]
She is waiting for her.
Tang Ruoyao boldly put gold on his face, his fingers trembled because of nervousness, and he clicked twice to open the private chat: [Mr. Qin, why is he still awake?Isn't it an early flight tomorrow? 】
Qin Yinong: [How do you know that I have an early flight? 】
Tang Ruoyao: [You said the shooting was normal in the afternoon]
Qin Yinong: 【Did I say it? 】
Even though the words were very simple through the screen, Tang Ruoyao felt a different intimacy from the past.The negative emotions that filled her heart were instantly relieved, she couldn't help but bend her lower lip, and typed: [You said it]
[That is to say, I am old and have a bad memory] Qin Yinong held the phone in both hands and typed quickly.
[Aren't you only 29? 】
[It's thirty in one month]
I'll celebrate your birthday, Tang Ruoyao hesitated, deleted these words, and changed his words: [Your birthday is very close to the film's finale, I guess the crew will prepare a birthday cake for you to celebrate your birthday early] I can also accompany you You have your first birthday.
[Yes, I saved a cake money] Qin Yinong replied calmly.
Tang Ruoyao didn't know what to reply. If she was too close, she might step on the opponent's thunder, and if she was too polite, she might be too lazy to talk to herself.Before she could think about the result, Qin Yinong said: 【I'm going to sleep】
"Hey." Knowing that the other party couldn't hear, Tang Ruoyao still uttered a sentence, and immediately typed: [So early? ] She just said a few words!
Qin Yinong raised the corners of her lips: [I have an early flight]
Tang Ruoyao bit her lip: [Then go to sleep, see you tomorrow]
Qin Yinong: [see you tomorrow]
Tang Ruoyao fell back on the bed, and the depression in her heart was swept away.Qin Yinong took the initiative to contact her!Although it was under the cover of Chai Ziqiu, but!She really took the initiative to contact her and said a few words!
Tang Ruoyao was overjoyed, his whole body was in a mess, and he rolled around under the quilt several times before he calmed down slowly.
She has to rethink and not be coerced by emotions.
"Director Han." Tang Ruoyao called Han Yuping, "Can you send me the brochure of Qin Yinong's filming over the years you mentioned last time?"
Han Yuping is a family lover, and Qin Yinong went home to accompany his wife when he was on vacation.
Han Yuping said, "Okay, I'll be at the set tomorrow, and I'll take it for you."
Tang Ruoyao: "Thank you Director Han, are you sure she really doesn't have time to conceive and have a baby?"
Han Yuping said impatiently: "I'm sure, having a baby is not about blowing up a balloon. Biu is blown up and xiu is blown up. I see her every year, and I have never seen her get too big."
Tang Ruoyao: "Then have you heard if she has any adopted daughters?"
Han Yuping choked: "What are you talking about? Xiao Tang, I didn't mean you. If you really have something to say, tell her face to face. Don't be suspicious. If she doesn't tell the truth, you can just tell her the truth." Bring her in front of me, and confront me in front of me."
He has a straight temper, and the most annoying twists and turns, especially when the two little girls are in love, they are extremely delicate, and Han Yuping is always afraid that the last good thing they guessed and guessed will be ruined.
Hearing his simple and rude suggestion, Tang Ruoyao couldn't laugh or cry for a while, but endured it, and said, "Okay, I will consider it."
Han Yuping: "Go to bed early, and I have to film in the afternoon."
After taking two reassurance pills in a row, Tang Ruoyao became much more determined. She got up and poured a glass of water, drinking it while thinking about it, rationally analyzing what happened tonight.Qin Yinong was strictly guarded against the family situation, and couldn't find anything on the Internet. Based on Han Yuping's reaction, he didn't know the existence of this child.
Han Yuping should be one of the closest people in the circle to Qin Yinong, even he didn't know about it, but she knew it, and Qin Yinong took the initiative to reveal it to her.
Is this the killer move she forced herself to give up, is it necessary for her to take such a big risk?Or... the first step in her decision to open up to herself?
Thinking of the latter possibility, all the cells in Tang Ruoyao's body were mobilized, and the fingers holding the water cup trembled slightly.
Another way of thinking, the result is completely different.
There is only one question before her: Is Qin Yinong really married?If married, is she happy?If the answer is no, she still has boundless courage.
Whether she has a child or not, she doesn't care if the child is her own!
What is Qin Yinong waiting for on the phone that he hasn't hung up for a long time?Han Yuping is right, she can't just rely on guesswork.She wants to ask her personally!
Tang Ruoyao didn't fall asleep until midnight, set an alarm clock for six o'clock, sat up startled and sent Qin Yinong a message: 【What time is the plane? 】
Qin Yinong had just finished washing, the air in the capital was not good, it was almost dawn, but the sky was still gray, she picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, thinking it was some spam text message, and planned to delete it, but froze on the spot.
Is she... a little too out of bounds?
Qin Yinong thought about it, but his fingers replied honestly: [flying at eight o'clock, ready to go to the airport]
Tang Ruoyao: [What time does it land?]
Qin Yinong hadn't finished typing when another sentence popped up.
Tang Ruoyao: [I'll pick you up]
Qin Yinong: "..."
At dawn, Guan Han escorted Qin Yinong into the nanny's car. Seeing her expression, he asked in surprise, "Sister Qin, what are you happy about?"
Qin Yi Nong pursed the smile on his lips, and said lightly, "It's okay." After saying that, he said in a casual tone, "Well, that... Yaoyao wants to pick me up."
She bowed her head in embarrassment, and rubbed the tip of her nose with her thumb.
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