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Chapter 35 Don't Cry

Shen Xiao sent Chen Wen back to Ji Dongnian, and Ji Dongnian immediately rushed up and hugged Chen Wen tightly.

"Honey, are you okay?" Ji Dongnian's distressed tears were about to fall, and he didn't see Shen Xiao at the side at all, with a poisonous expression on his face.

Chen Wen smiled, and brushed Ji Dongnian's hair, "I'm fine, Shen Xiao saved me."

Only then did Ji Dongnian realize that Shen Xiao had also come, and he immediately invited Shen Xiao into the room politely.

Shen Xiao walked in and looked around, feeling even more uncomfortable.This house is not comparable to the one he lives in, but even if it is compared to the dormitory of the two of them, it is not much better.Why is Chen Wen willing to let go of such a good environment and move to live in this slum-like place?Shen Xiao couldn't figure it out at all.

Shen Xiao sighed and said, "I'll help you pay back the interest, but you can figure out a way for the remaining 20 principal. After three months, remember to pay it back."

Ji Dongnian was taken aback for a moment, then he nodded, "Okay, I will find a way." Although he said so, where did he get so much money.

Shen Xiao looked at Chen Wen, "I'm going back, remember to call me if you need anything."

Chen Wen nodded, and sent Shen Xiao away with Ji Dongnian.

Ji Dongnian sat on the sofa, holding his head in pain, and Chen Wen stopped talking, and went back to the bedroom to get a good night's sleep.

20 is not a small amount.Ji Dongnian just invested the only 2 yuan in his hand to the publishing house, wanting to publish his own comics.But the publishing house was not reliable at all, saying that his comics were suspected of being pornographic and violent, so they refused to publish them, and withheld 60% of his deposit.

Ji Dongnian wanted to file a lawsuit, but the only money left in his hand was not enough to hire a lawyer, so he could only admit that he was unlucky.

He thought of Chen Wen whose wrist was still red and swollen, and felt extremely uncomfortable.

He remembered his promise to Chen Wen, and he clearly said that he would live a good life, but in the end, it was still a mess.He began to have to believe that the poor will always be poor.

The reality is like this, he will wake you up severely and let you know that sometimes your efforts are just to experience despair.

what can we do about it?Ji Dongnian asked himself repeatedly, but still couldn't get an answer.He emptied his mind, and suddenly, a terrible thought came to him.

He walked into the bedroom and saw Chen Wen was folding clothes.He hugged Chen Wen tightly from behind, "Honey, I want to talk to you."

Chen Wen was expressionless, but there was a storm in his heart. He knew what Ji Dongnian wanted to tell him.

"I don't agree." Chen Wen said simply but firmly.

Ji Dongnian closed his eyes, "I can't let you get hurt anymore. I really...I really feel that I am very useless. The first time I was in front of that noodle shop, I couldn't protect you. This time, I also I can't protect you. Chen Wen... I'm tired, I can't fight the reality, I want to give up."

Chen Wen turned around and stared at Ji Dongnian, "What are you afraid of? What do you think I am? If you want it, don't you want it?"

Ji Dongnian shook his head, obviously very emotional, "No, Chen Wen, do you know? You are a rare treasure. I have no ability to own you! You are here with me, and you will be snatched away again and again. I am afraid, I am really afraid. I'm afraid."

"Ji Dongnian, you are too selfish."

"Yes, I admit that I am selfish. I don't want to worry about your safety all day long, and I don't want to live such a tiring life anymore. Chen Wen, I can't help it, I really can't help it." Ji Dongnian growled with tears.

"Then what are you going to do after I'm gone?"

Ji Dongnian looked calm, "If you want to kill or cut, let them do as they please."

"Then I'll die with you." This time, Chen Wen didn't cry, and his firm expression was scary.

"Chen Wen! Can you not be so childish? Look, what kind of life are you living now? You shouldn't be like this, you shouldn't be like this!"

Chen Wen's heartbeat was speeding up, and his breathing was speeding up, "Dong Nian, do you know? I am such a 3-minute hot person, but I have loved you for so long! Four years, we have been together for four years, My tears are almost running dry. I never knew that loving someone can really make me want to cry."

Chen Wen took a deep breath and continued, "Over the past year or so, we have witnessed each other's growth, and we are no longer what we were before. But I still love you. This love is like a drug addiction. I can't quit. You Whether you beat me or scold me, it's not that I don't want to leave you, it's because I can't live without you, do you understand? If I leave you, I will die. "

Ji Dongnian sneered and said, "Stop making trouble, in this world, there is no one who can't survive without it."

"Really? You are still so rational. But I am different. Let me tell you, there is always someone in your life who needs you to love with all your strength. Do you understand?"

"I'm not worth it, Chen Wen, I'm not worth it. You... pack up your things and move back to Shen Xiao's place." Ji Dongnian's expression was so painful that he could see it clearly.After speaking, he turned his head and left.

"Ji Dongnian!!" Chen Wen seemed to have exhausted all his strength, "If you want to leave, I'll show you to death!" Chen Wen's determination was creepy.The voice echoed throughout the room, making one's heart tremble along with it.

Chen Wen didn't know why he wanted to die the moment Ji Dongnian was about to leave.He used to think on countless nights without Ji Dongnian that he didn't love Ji Dongnian anymore, but he didn't know that that love had already taken root in his heart, and every inch of damage would make his heart feel like a knife.

Ji Dongnian still sneered, but only he could hear the sound of his heart bleeding.A rational person will never let others see his love hidden behind reason.

He said lightly, "Don't make trouble with Chen Wen, if you don't leave me, you are really dead." Saying that, Ji Dongnian walked out the door.

Chen Wen shook his head, opened the window, and sat by the window. "Ji Dongnian, you don't know, I gave you everything, now, I can only risk my life to keep you. Are you still willing to have it?"

Ji Dongnian's eyes widened, "Chen Wen, are you crazy?!"

The author has something to say:

Since the manuscript of the novel has been completed, today's four chapters are abusive. .

Everyone be mentally prepared. .

High abuse ahead. .mwah. .