No.20 years

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On that night 20 years ago, Chen Jingming suddenly got up and ran hastily, as if he completely forgot that he was at his own home.

Chen Jingming ran out of the compound along the main entrance, and ran quickly when he reached the intersection.Hao Chun pulled out his heels and chased after him, shouting while chasing.But the more he shouted, the faster Chen Jingming ran.

Wow, what is this!Run away after confessing to Lao Tzu.

The 15-year-old Hao Chun only thought it was both angry and funny.He moved his two fleshy wheat-colored long legs under the shorts, desperately chasing after him.

Don't look at Chen Jingming who is usually as thin as a flagpole, but his physical strength is quite amazing when he runs!That night, the two chased and ran away for an hour. Finally, Hao Chun blocked Chen Jingming at the intersection, panting.

"You, you..." Hao Chun panted, and it took him a long time to say a complete sentence. "What the hell is going on with you? No brains!"

Chen Jingming was blocked by him, turned his head, his buttocks were facing Hao Chun, his fresh back shivered slightly in the night.

"Hey! You just said something! What do you mean liking me? Huh? And why are you running?"

Hao Chun aggressively raised his hand to pull Chen Jingming, but this guy was stubborn, no matter how hard he pulled, Chen Jingming could turn his head to the other side.Turning around, I only saw the back of this guy's head.

There are stars in the dark night.

"Fuck," Hao Chun finally got angry, pressing his tired hands on his knees and furiously furious. "Whether you like to talk or not, I'm going home to sleep. I'm sweating all over, you don't think it stinks, I still need to take a shower."

"...Don't go," Chen Jingming suddenly turned around, looking at him with uneven breath.

Hao Chun was startled.

Looking closely, under the starlight, the rosy color on Chen Jingming's face became more and more obvious. "...It's just what you think it is."

That night, Chen Jingming's eyes were astonishingly bright under the starlight, and his tone was very firm, with a strong voice that forced people's throats. "Achun, I like you. Are you willing to be nice to me?"

Hao Chun opened his mouth.

"Wait a minute!" Chen Jingming panted, and the typical 15-year-old panic appeared on his face, and he clenched his hands tightly. "You, you think about it first, and then answer me after thinking about it."

"Isn't it you, are you serious? I want this, think about it...!"

Hao Chun has always been foolish, and there are countless people who have blocked him. Every time he blocks someone, he is the happiest, holding down is just two fists.But this time he blocked the person, which made him feel awkward.

He was anxious and embarrassed, and he was not very quick to speak.

Hao Chun rubbed the back of his head, and after speaking, he suddenly felt...wrong!He thought he was pretty good, and Chen Jingming was also pretty good, but he didn't know whether he wanted to fall in love with Chen Jingming!I don't know how long I want to think about it!

"Chen Jingming, I think it's a matter...how about you go back and think about it? Ask after you think about it?"

Maybe after one night, Chen Jingming didn't want to be with him again?who knows!

Hao Chun despicably kicked the ball back and threw it to Chen Jingming, then shrunk his neck and grinned deliberately, revealing two small white and pointed canine teeth.

There was a gust of wind, and the night wind was a bit cool.

"I've thought about it for a long time. I think the two of us are quite suitable." Chen Jingming pursed his lips, his face was tensed, and he looked serious.

But when the last sentence came out, Chen Jingming's ears suddenly turned red.It is red and soft, like a pair of cooked small ingots.Under the starlight, they seem to be coated with a layer of light.

Soft red light, very cute.

Before Hao Chun's brain could react, his hand had already touched it. "You are shy, Chen Jingming! Hahahaha!"

He laughed happily under the starlight.

"you……"

Hao Chun put his hips on his hips and laughed triumphantly. He laughed for a long time, and finally hiccupped when he laughed.Night Breeze lifted his black vest, revealing a large section of wheat-colored soft waist.

Chen Jingming couldn't bear it anymore and ran over to scratch him.With one hand scratching the itchy flesh on the back of his neck, the other hand slipped under the vest and slipped to the back with distinct spine.The fingertips are soft, like feathers gently rubbing against the skin.

"I...I was wrong, Chen Jingming, please forgive me! Hahahahaha...help!"

Hao Chun was ticklish since he was a child, he could hardly breathe from laughing, and collapsed on the ground.

In the end, he was carried back by Chen Jingming.

"Put me down!" Hao Chun struggled.The buttocks twisted and twisted as if they had teeth.

"Don't move!" Chen Jingming was slightly taller than him, but it was still a bit difficult to carry a boy of the same age on his back.He lifted Hao Chun's butt up with his arms. "Move again, be careful to fall off your butt and break your eight petals!"

"The ass has eight petals!" Hao Chun grinned, showing two small canine teeth, and patted Chen Jingming's back carelessly. "Hey! Let me say, when you asked me to go to the movies last month, did you just want to say this sentence?"

Chen Jingming didn't say anything, his ears were still hot.Through a white shirt, Hao Chun could feel the heat emanating from the man's back and head.

It was steaming hot, and it melted into the eyes like a fog, making people drowsy and want to sleep.

"Then why didn't you make it clear then?" Hao Chun grumbled, rubbed his eyes and yawned. "No wonder! I was surprised at the time, only girls are invited to the movies, why are you asking me out!"

"What's wrong with the boy?" Chen Jingming paused, turned to look at him, pursed his thin lips slightly, with a serious expression. "You forgot that boys can also be together for a lifetime."

Hao Chun didn't say anything.This is a popular saying recently. There is no such precedent in the two of them, and among the people he knows, there are no two boys together.

Chen Jingming is so bold, he must have been influenced by the culture of country A.

"Your dad won't kill you?" he asked.

"It's me who wants to spend the rest of my life with you, not my father." Chen Jingming answered him slowly while carrying him steadily towards home. "Ah Chun, don't worry about other things! You just want to make sure you agree or not."

"Well, what do I think about this..." Hao Chun grinned with a foreign accent.

The sky was full of stars, and the summer night wind blew through their hair and clothes, and the two fleshy calves dangling under the shorts.Chen Jingming's hands were steady, and his palms were slightly sweaty.

Hao Chun lay on Chen Jingming's back, singing outrageous songs, and patted Chen Jingming's back with his fleshy palm. "drive--!"

Qing Jin's spine trembled.

After a while, Chen Jingming's low laughter came from his ear.

"Ride me?"

Hao Chun was taken aback for a moment, then opened the corners of his mouth and laughed. "Then will you let me go or not?"

Chen Jingming laughed softly. "Do you know?"

"Nonsense! Of course I will!"

After a while, Chen Jingming answered him slowly: "You are too young."

"Nonsense! We are the same age!" Hao Chun smiled and leaned closer to Chen Jingming's ear. "Let's talk about Lao Tzu's, haven't you seen it long ago? Do you dare to say that you are older than me?"

Snapped!

Chen Jingming patted his butt. "Then you agree?"

Hao Chun's fleshy butt flicked. "Again, think again..."

Chen Jingming laughed softly. "Ah Chun, let's try first?"

The voice was so soft that it was outrageous, like feathers that had been hidden for a whole summer, all floated up.Gently, touch the tip of Hao Chun's heart.

Itchy.

I wanted to catch it again, so I squeezed it hard!

"...Just try it!" Hao Chun rubbed Chen Jingming's broken hair. "Who is afraid of whom!"

The road is long, ever longer.

They talked a lot, rambling on and on, as if they had a belly full of words.

When the two finally returned to the house, they were both as tired as dogs.

Hao Chun was in a daze and didn't know if he was awake or asleep. He just remembered that Chen Jingming carried him home that night, which was a very long way.

For a long time, he never wanted to wake up for the rest of his life.

19

"Chen Jingming, you are the best person in my heart." Hao Chun returned these words to Chen Jingming 20 years later. "For me, Hao Chun, there is only one Chen Jingming in this world."

Chen Jingming's lips moved.

"But it's impossible for us, it's all over." Hao Chun said lightly: "Chen Jingming, I'm tired."

"Now, please get out—"

He slowly and firmly peeled off his fingers from Chen Jingming's hand, pointing to the door of the ward.

"go out!"

Chen Jingming stared at him blankly. "But Ah Chun, you clearly still have me in your heart!"

Chen Jingming's eyes fell on Hao Chun's back.

The huge butterfly tattoo on Guang.'s naked back is like a scary smiling face, with a mouth full of fangs, mocking Hao Chun's insincere words.

He could only bite the bullet and continue acting. "Yes, there was once! This sentence is in the past tense. You have such good grades, and you are gilded in country A, you shouldn't understand this sentence!"

Chen Jingming pursed his lips and remained silent for a long time. "That Qiang Qiang..."

Hao Chun raised his eyelids and glanced at him.

"That man is a rascal." Chen Jingming said quietly, "Ah Chun, what kind of life can you live with him?"

"You don't need to worry about that."

"But why? Ah Chun, tell me! So that I can give up."

Hao Chun moved his lips several times.He wanted to say it because I love him, but the word stuck in his throat and he couldn't say it.

In this life, he only said "love" and "like" to Chen Jingming.

For other people, he really couldn't utter these two words.

So he closed his eyes, like a clam that was pried open with a knife but refused to spit out pearls.The past is the past, after 20 years, how could he be forced into this position by Chen Jingming again?

Hao Chun's shoulders tensed into a bow.It is also impossible for him to say that he loves or likes Chen Jingming 20 years later.He and he are both 35 this year, just like what Chen Jingming said in the Civil Affairs Bureau, half of his life has passed, and it is meaningless to dwell on the past.

The summer on that road 20 years ago should be treasured by him in a crystal bottle.

And Chen Jingming?

He planned to let Chen Jingming go.

Hao Chun was silent for a long time, a pair of Danfeng eyes drooped, and he laughed slowly and hoarsely. "Chen Jingming, everyone has their own affairs and their own secrets. Just give me some dignity, okay?"

Chen Jingming looked at him with those bottomless eyes, pursed his thin lips slightly, and leaned over to approach him carefully. "Achun..."

"I don't want to say why!" Hao Chun turned irritable again, frowned impatiently, stepped back tensely, and interrupted him sharply. "Chen Jingming, are you annoyed? Now that you want to die and don't let go, why did I leave when I mentioned you?"

"At first I thought..." Chen Jingming hesitated to speak.

"Yeah, you think I'm climbing the wall! Back then you thought so, but now I'm going to get a certificate, why the hell don't you believe it?!"

Chen Jingming pursed his lips again, clenched his fingers into fists, and put them on the hem of the black trousers.The fist was clenched so tightly that the veins on the back of the hand were exposed.

Hao Chun's eyes fell on Chen Jingming's fist, and then he laughed. "Tell the truth, Chen Jingming! You are just unwilling. When you want something, you have to get it! If you can't get it, you are unwilling."

Chen Jingming tried to refute, but Hao Chun continued, "I'm tired and my head hurts."

Just like this, he arched under the quilt with his shirt on his back, and the bottle was still hanging on his arm.The sound of ticking in the pipe was especially harsh in the silence.

Chen Jingming finally didn't say anything, and slowly retreated to the door, his face still facing his direction. "Ah Chun, I'll stay here, you sleep first. If you need anything, just call me."

Hao Chun curled up under the blanket and sneered, deliberately provoking him. "You better let Qian Qiang come in!"

Chen Jingming was silent for a long time.

Hao Chun had already closed his eyes, and couldn't hear the answer for a long time, so he reluctantly opened them again to take a look.

Chen Jingming's face was quite ugly, turning blue and white at times. He stood at the door with his fists clenched, staring at him intently.That posture was like a beast defending its own territory.

Probably seeing him open his eyes, Chen Jingming said to him with a livid face, "That man will never appear again!"

Hao Chun glanced at him in surprise, and grinned. "You killed him?"

This sentence is a joke.

But Chen Jingming had no intention of laughing at all, his thin lips were tightly pursed, and anger was burning in those bottomless lacquered eyes.A few seconds later, he slowly raised the corners of his lips and sneered. "Achun, that man will never appear in front of you again."

Hao Chun was stunned for a moment. "You, you really killed someone?!"

"... So this is the kind of person I am in your eyes? He only cares about loving himself and treats you as nothing, even when he finds out that you are going to marry someone else, he will kill someone!"

This time, Chen Jingming's smile was particularly bleak.

"Ah Chun, I didn't understand many things back then, and now...I don't understand you either. But it doesn't matter, as long as you are happy, everything is fine."

Hao Chun's eyeballs moved, and he grinned coldly. "Then you send me Qian Qiang!"

"Except for this one!" Chen Jingming vetoed it flatly, glaring at him fiercely, his thin lips stretched into a straight line.After a while, he closed his eyes forcefully again, gasped for breath, and forcibly calmed down his emotions.

A few seconds later, Chen Jingming spoke again, his voice was soft, even slightly coaxing, and his thin lips curled up in an arc. "...Others, I will depend on you. Okay?"

Tsk, duplicity hypocrite.

As it was then.