[Naruto] To be together

Chapter 91

After searching all over to no avail, Naruto, who had dispelled Chakra's possession, was helpless and returned to his house dangling a branch that he had picked off from nowhere in his hand.

Sitting on a rockery in the corner of the yard at home, Naruto with his head drooping seemed to melt into the night, except for the golden hair, even the shadow couldn't get rid of the black rendering.

Did I lose Sasuke again?But this time, where can I find him?Or is it that even God is hinting at me that it's time to let go...

Unconsciously magnifying things that were not very serious at first, Naruto, who has always been ignorant of sentimentality, was mobilized by this quiet and dull night at this moment, thinking about what Sasuke didn't know, and he didn't know How should I tell Sasuke what's on my mind? I got into a dead end alone, competing with myself.

No wonder he's so upset, it's not that he doesn't trust Sasuke, Naruto just... doesn't know how to trust himself.

How can he be confident?Whether it was before or after the memory was restored, Naruto has always had a dreamlike feeling about Sasuke falling in love with him and saying that he would always be with him as a lover.

After all, strictly speaking, between Naruto and Sasuke, it is Naruto who first realizes this relationship that may not be accepted by many people.Compared with the personalities of the two, Naruto's childhood experience is also destined to care more about what others think of him than Sasuke, and wants to be recognized by others.

And Naruto, who has a sharper intuition and a softer heart, is also destined to be more afraid of being hurt, not to mention that the hurt may come from the person he cares about the most.

So at the beginning, when talking with Shikamaru, Naruto said that he would not let Sasuke know his intentions, because he couldn't bear the look of contempt or disgust that Sasuke might have when he knew it.

But maybe God always likes to play tricks on people's hearts, or maybe he can't bear him to love so hard, Sasuke, who is even more indifferent, cruel and bloodthirsty in the illusion, actually tasted the taste of loss after Naruto's death, and also Realized his love for Naruto who always embraced him and chased him.

So, Naruto, who happened to lose that part of his memory after waking up, confessed his love to Sasuke with painstaking efforts, half coaxing and half tricking.And Sasuke, who is paranoid, proud, cold and excellent, who seems to always dislike Naruto, did not duplicity for the first time, but responded to Naruto's feelings very formally.

This is really a dream, right?That's why he got the love of Sasuke he dreamed of, and then the two stayed together like in a fairy tale, and lived happily ever after...

If so, how Naruto wished to just dream like this and never wake up.

But how is it possible?No one's dream can last a lifetime, no matter how beautiful a dream is, it will wake up and be broken one day.And what shattered Naruto's dream was Tsunade's earnest persuasion before his memory recovered.

Tsunade's words sound reasonable in thousands of ways, but they all express the same meaning - he cannot be with Sasuke.So these "reasonable things" turned into steel needles, which were firmly inserted into Naruto's heart, and they couldn't be kept, but they couldn't be pulled out.

No matter how determined he was at the time, it was fine if he said that he would stay with Sasuke to the death, even if he really almost killed Sasuke on impulse, in the end, he was just trying to be brave.

How could he be willing?for that guy.Naruto can't wait to bring the best of everything in the world to Sasuke. As long as Sasuke is no longer cold and cold, and no longer only knows revenge, Naruto is willing to do anything.

How could he be willing?

Stretching out his hands and making fists in the darkness, feeling the power contained in his meridians that seems to be able to destroy and also redeem all, what Naruto can feel in his heart is only sadness.

How did it become like this?Am I so timid and timid, or is it Naruto Uzumaki who takes "speaking straight" as his ninja way, dreams of becoming Hokage, and ending the Fourth Ninja World War with Sasuke?

But Naruto knew that he was actually just afraid, he had never been so afraid of anything, but at this moment he was clearly extremely afraid.

He was afraid that one day he would lose that Sasuke who said he would stay with him until he died; lost that Sasuke who was obviously aloof and was going to die, but always tried every means to tear him apart in bed; Whenever, there will be Sasuke with a warm smile.

So he became another person, cautious, silent, no longer Uzumaki Naruto.But this kind of him, it seems that he is no longer the one Sasuke said he loves.

The thoughts in his head were obviously numerous and chaotic, but Naruto felt that he was only a shell left in his whole body at this moment, which was empty but could not contain anything.