Chapter 91 Heart to Heart
Chapter 91 Heart to Heart
Ji Qian realized his mistake and wanted to discuss this matter with Su Feng after he finished his training.
Ever since I realized that I was not very close to Su Feng on a psychological level, I actually felt a little guilty. I thought about this problem again and again and found that it was quite difficult for me to overcome this problem.
After all, she had been prepared to live alone for the rest of her life, but suddenly she had a boyfriend, Su Feng, and her mindset hasn’t changed yet.
Love is such a difficult thing!
Ji Qian couldn't help but support his chin, the jade slips were scattered messily on the table, his eyes were empty and he was distracted.
Su Feng came back to his senses from his practice, walked behind the screen, and saw this scene.
He walked out from behind the screen and sat next to Ji Qian, but Ji Qian didn't even notice him. He couldn't help but asked with a smile: "Master, what are you thinking about? You didn't even notice me?"
"You're out of seclusion." Ji Qian felt a little embarrassed when he saw Su Feng beside him, and said quickly, "Sorry, I was distracted."
Su Feng was somewhat puzzled and asked, "Why did Master apologize?"
Ji Qian hesitated for a moment and said, "I felt a little relieved during your retreat. This was my fault."
To be honest, it is very hurtful.
Su Feng was stunned for a moment. He was a little at a loss, and looked at Ji Qian with pleading eyes.
He didn't understand why Ji Qian suddenly said this. Did he do something wrong in the past?
In other words, he always wanted to be closer to Ji Qian. Was this idea wrong?
People cannot keep a distance from the ones they love, and Su Feng is no exception.
Su Feng hugged him fiercely and said anxiously: "I just like you and love you, so I want to be with you all the time. Even if Master thinks I'm in the way, I can't control myself."
Seeing him like this, Ji Qian couldn't help but hug his shoulders and said, "I'm saying this to you not because I want to break up with you, but to admit my mistake to you."
Su Feng hugged him tightly and said, "Master, I am very scared when you say that."
Ji Qian pulled him away a little, looked him in the eyes and said, "I'm telling you this because I think what I'm doing is wrong."
He added: "I used to think it was okay to be alone forever, because for some things, I was actually quite averse to human contact."
Su Feng was stunned, as if he was digesting these words. After a long time, he asked, "Master, what happened in the past?" He also promised, "I will never ask Master to do something he doesn't like in the future."
Ji Qian couldn't help laughing and said, "Now that I think about it, it's really some boring things."
Su Feng held Ji Qian's hand and pleaded, "Master, please tell me. I want to know more about you."
Ji Qian approached him and gently kissed the small mole at the corner of his mouth. He seemed to really like this mole.
Su Feng felt dizzy and looked carefully. This was a world he had never seen before. He didn't know where he was. There was just a group of teenagers fighting for a ball. Not far away, under the railing under the shade of a tree, sat a very fat boy.
For some reason, Su Feng was very interested in this little fat boy. He felt that he looked familiar and his outline seemed familiar. When he looked closely, his eyes were firm and cold, as if they had never changed. They were exactly the same as his master Ji Qian.
Is this the past master?
Su Feng stared at it for a long time and couldn't help laughing. It turned out that this was what his master looked like when he was young. Although his appearance had changed a little, he really hadn't changed at all.
The bell rang, and the boys who were playing basketball came running over with their balls to gather. When they passed by "Ji Qian", they laughed and said, "The fat guy is pretending to read again!" "He is different from us. He wants to go to a prestigious university!"
This group of people just passed by and laughed, as if studying hard was something shameful.
Su Feng looked at those people angrily, and couldn't help but look at "Ji Qian". He was relieved when he saw that he didn't seem to have any reaction.
The scene changed. "Ji Qian" had grown up, but he was still fat. There was a man walking with him. He was a man dressed in somewhat flashy clothes and was chattering about something.
"Ji Qian" did not respond and let the other party talk. The man could not help but say: "You really don't consider being with me, right?"
"Ji Qian" finally responded and said, "I don't like you, and you don't like me either. Don't ask such boring questions."
The man smiled and said, "Look at yourself. Who would like someone like you except me? I am the only one in the world who likes you. Apart from me, you will never find a partner in the future."
Ji Qian's expression did not change when he heard him say that. He just said, "You know whether you like me or not. Don't pretend in front of me."
Su Feng knew that this was Ji Qian’s memory, but he was still so angry that he was speechless. He was so angry that he almost smoked that he was fuming to hear such shameless words said to his master.
The picture changed again. The "Ji Qian" in the picture was tall and thin. He had not changed at all from the current Ji Qian, except that he was too thin. Su Feng felt that he could grab both arms of the "Ji Qian" in the picture with one hand.
"Ji Qian" stood with the girl. The girl was tall and beautiful, wearing a white long dress. They looked very much a perfect match. They walked together arm in arm. It was unknown what they were talking about, but they were laughing together.
Su Feng felt a little suffocated. It turned out that his master had been with a girl before?
They sat down in an open-air shop, the two of them sitting together, looking at their phones together.
The girl looked very pretty, but the voice was that of a man, saying, "Wow, that woman is scolding me again! She actually said that I seduced you! I swear to God, she scolded you so badly before!"
"Ji Qian" took the phone and said, "If I curse you, I'll curse you back."
The "girl" said with a smile: "What's wrong with you? Why do you have so many bad relationships? It's because you look so good after losing weight!"
"Ji Qian" typed quickly while saying, "I've had enough. I shouldn't have gone to this class reunion. All the evildoers have come out."
"Ji Qian" picked up his phone again, saw the message at the top, and said, "...These people better have some shame. They are acting like they liked me before. Are you crazy?"
The "girl" took a sip of her drink, and when she heard him say that, she couldn't help laughing and choked on her drink.
The two talked about the past again, which seemed very funny and they kept laughing. However, Su Feng, who was listening, didn't think it was funny at all. He just felt sad that couldn't be described in words.
The scene faded, and Ji Qian was sitting in front of him, looking at him gently, and asked: "What's wrong, why are you crying suddenly?"
Su Feng said sullenly, "Master is so thin, the exposed arms are just bones."
Ji Qian couldn't help but laugh and said, "How could I lose weight? I was a normal weight at that time."
Su Feng stretched out his hand, a little hesitantly. Ji Qian stepped forward and leaned into his arms. His arms gently hugged him tightly. Su Feng said, "Master, is this what someone said?"
Ji Qian said: "It would be unlikely if I didn't care at all, but now that I think about it, it did have an impact on me."
He added: "It was only later, when I achieved the Golden Elixir and saw through the confusion, that I felt it was just some boring things."
Su Feng said: "This is not a boring thing, this is their fault."
Ji Qian smiled and said, "That's indeed not true, but I've been alone for a long time, so it's inevitable that I'm not good at getting along closely with others."
Su Feng kissed his hair gently and said, "In my previous life, I just watched them talk about love, so I thought it was natural to get close to Master and want to hug Master." He paused and said, "So, Master, I was wrong too."
Ji Qian said, "My little boyfriend, how about we learn how to be intimate with each other?"
Su Feng held Ji Qian's hand, placed it on his heart, and said, "Okay."
At this moment, the sunlight happened to shine through the screen and fall on the two of them.
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