Chapter 201 Return to reality
Chapter 201 Return to reality
Su Jingsi finally stopped kissing Ouyang Mengmian before he completely lost control.
Ever since he had the erotic dream about Ouyang Mengmian in the early morning, he had repeatedly reminded himself in his heart that he must restrain himself when facing Ouyang Mengmian next time - even in an illusory dream that no one knew about.
At this moment, Su Jingsi was leaning against Ouyang Mengmian's warm body with disordered breathing and sweat. What he could hear was the sound of Ouyang Mengmian's heart, which was also breathing rapidly and beating wildly.
After a long time, Su Jingsi finally couldn't help but sigh that his obsession with Ouyang Mengmian was so deep that even she in his fantasy felt like a real person.
Although he was very reluctant to part with Ouyang Mengmian, he was already prepared - just like many moments in the past, after waking up from the dream, Ouyang Mengmian's figure would completely disappear from his world.
Su Jingsi had already closed his eyes because he didn't want to face such a moment. But a long time had passed, and the warm body of Ouyang Mengmian under him did not disappear, but became hotter.
What Su Jingsi couldn't ignore was that although Ouyang Mengmian's breathing was disordered, it was clearly audible in his ears. Su Jingsi finally realized that something was wrong. He suppressed his anxiety and opened his eyes carefully and cautiously.
What caught Su Jingsi's eyes was Ouyang Mengmian's half-turned face. Ouyang Mengmian's skin was originally fair and delicate. At this moment, her jade-like face was full of blush.
Because her face was half turned, Su Jingsi could not see the expression on her face clearly, but Ouyang Mengmian's eyelashes fluttering like butterfly wings revealed her inner turmoil.
Seeing Ouyang Mengmian so shy, Su Jingsi's heart couldn't help but tremble. He immediately realized that what had just happened was not a dream.
For a moment, Su Jingsi's mind went blank. He had no idea how to face Ouyang Mengmian or how to explain to her what had just happened.
Before, he thought he was dreaming, and in the dream he was only concerned with getting close to Ouyang Mengmian according to his own feelings. Now that he suddenly understood the truth, Su Jingsi felt indescribable regret and embarrassment.
But there is no regret medicine in the world, and there is no possibility of changing what has happened. After Su Jingsi realized that he was not in a dream, but had a real and intimate contact with Ouyang Mengmian, his mood was extremely complicated.
He was surprised by this sudden reality, and felt deeply that his behavior was abrupt and irresponsible. His heart was filled with apology and uneasiness towards Ouyang Mengmian.
Su Jingsi forced himself to suppress his complicated thoughts, propped himself up, tried to calm his pounding heart, and tried to make his voice sound steady and gentle: "Mengmian, I...I..."
But when the words came to his lips, he found that he didn't know where to start - those words of explanation and apology seemed to be stuck in his throat, making it difficult for him to speak.
Ouyang Mengmian's eyelashes were still trembling slightly, and her breathing gradually returned to normal, but the shyness and nervousness in her heart had not completely dissipated.
When she heard Su Jingsi's words, she did not turn around to respond immediately. Su Jingsi's behavior was indeed a bit out of line, but after the initial shock, her own quiet acceptance and immersion also made her secretly frightened.
Compared with the complexity, changeability and repression of mood, the human body may have the most honest feedback on its needs.
Ouyang Mengmian didn't know when she had accepted Su Jingsi and allowed him to get close to her. Rather than saying that she couldn't face Su Jingsi now, it was better to say that she couldn't face the self who was secretly moved.
The swelled feeling left on her lips after being kissed for a long time seemed to remind Ouyang Mengmian that escaping would not solve the problem, especially since she and Su Jingsi were still in such an awkward situation. But understanding was one thing, and the shame in her heart still made her bite her lips tightly.
After hesitating for a moment, Ouyang Mengmian still suppressed his shame and spoke in a mosquito-like voice: "You...you go down..."
Ouyang Mengmian's voice was so soft that Su Jingsi could not hear clearly. He was already concerned about Ouyang Mengmian, and her words at this time were no less than an imperial decree.
In order to hear clearly what Ouyang Mengmian said, he lowered his body again, got close to Ouyang Mengmian's cheek, and asked with concern and anxiety: "Mengmian, what did you say just now, I didn't hear clearly..."
Su Jingsi's sudden approach made their bodies close together again. Ouyang Mengmian was overwhelmed by Su Jingsi's approach. Her heart, which had been gradually calming down, started beating faster again, and her cheeks felt hot. But Su Jingsi didn't seem to realize how ambiguous their posture was at this moment.
Su Jingsi, who did not hear Ouyang Mengmian's reply, always thought that he had just missed some important information. He put his head close to Ouyang Mengmian's ear and asked carefully again: "Mengmian, what did you say just now? I really didn't hear it clearly..."
Su Jingsi's approach made his warm breath blow against Ouyang Mengmian's ears, gently teasing her sensitive skin and bringing an uncontrollable numbness that made her body tremble slightly.
Also, because Su Jingsi's voice was too gentle and low, it seemed to carry a hint of bewitching charm, as if it was teasing Ouyang Mengmian's heartstrings. Ouyang Mengmian couldn't help feeling shy and flustered.
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