Love DJ

Chapter 198 Awakening from Dream

Su Jingsi was sleeping when he suddenly felt a damp and cold feeling coming from a very private part of his body. This damp and cold feeling came so fiercely that in almost an instant, Su Jingsi's consciousness was forcibly pulled out of the chaotic dream.

In the dark scene, Su Jingsi suddenly opened his eyes, with a hint of confusion and astonishment in his eyes.

However, this confusion only lasted for a moment, and Su Jingsi immediately woke up. He sat up like a conditioned reflex and looked around vigilantly.

After listening carefully to his surroundings and making sure that there was no other movement in the room, Su Jingsi carefully reached out to the damp and cold spot on his body.

The stickiness on his hands confirmed Su Jingsi's guess, and a strong sense of shame suddenly rose from his heart. The previous dream still had some color that had not faded away. Thinking of it again, it still made him blush and his heart beat fast.

Normally, it would be fine, but now Ouyang Mengmian was upstairs. The love and respect for his sweetheart made Su Jingsi despise himself a little - Ouyang Mengmian just washed his hair, and he couldn't control his love!

Recalling his experience just now, Su Jingsi had an urge to bury himself in the quilt for the rest of his life - a wet dream! He actually had a wet dream about Ouyang Mengmian just now!

Even in the dim room, Su Jingsi's face was soon filled with heat. The damp and sticky feeling on his body reminded him all the time of the absurdity of his dream.

Su Jingsi sat on the sofa bed, clenched his hands into fists, trying to suppress the panic and shame in his heart.

He closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths, trying to erase those unbearable images from his mind. However, the more he tried to forget, the clearer those images appeared in his mind, making it impossible for him to forget them.

He knew that his feelings for Ouyang Mengmian were pure and sincere, and such feelings could not tolerate any stain. And the dream just now was undoubtedly a blasphemy to such feelings.

Su Jingsi felt as if he was split into two halves, one half was the self that longed for Ouyang Mengmian's approval, and the other half was the self that was overwhelmed by shame and unable to extricate himself.

But if you truly love someone, you can't help but want to be close to her all the time. This is human instinct and cannot be restrained.

Liu Xia always teases Su Jingsi that he is like Liu Xiahui, who can remain calm even when a woman's arms are on his chest. But Su Jingsi knows very well that he is not such a person. He is just an ordinary person, and naturally has the desires and emotions that all humans have. However, he has never met the woman who makes his heart beat and makes him fall in love.

Until one day, Ouyang Mengmian appeared in his life. At that moment, it was like a flash of lightning that broke through the night sky, illuminating the passion and desire that had been dormant in his heart for a long time.

This beautiful and unique girl warmed his heart like a spring breeze, making him involuntarily intoxicated by her.

Her every smile, every word and action can easily touch his heart; her gentleness, thoughtfulness and understanding make him deeply attracted to her and unable to extricate himself.

Every time he met her, his heart would beat faster involuntarily; every time he parted with her, he would feel an indescribable loss and melancholy.

It was after meeting Ouyang Mengmian that the passion and desire hidden deep in Su Jingsi's heart were completely aroused.

Perhaps, losing control once may be due to being held hostage by desire, and being unable to hold back multiple times may be due to being unable to control one's emotions! Even Su Jingsi himself had never expected that his desire for Ouyang Mengmian would be so deep and strong!

The room was silent, unlike the bright and clear scene in the dream. Only the faint moonlight from outside the window shone through the curtains onto the ground, creating mottled light and shadows.

Su Jingsi stood up from the sofa bed, walked to the window, opened a corner of the curtains, and let the cool night breeze blow on his face.

The night wind seemed to have some kind of magic, which gradually calmed his restless heart. He looked at the deep night sky outside the window, and an inexplicable feeling welled up in his heart.

"It's just a dream, an insignificant dream." Su Jingsi told himself repeatedly in his heart, "I can't let this dream affect the relationship between me and Ouyang Mengmian."

Su Jingsi turned back to the bed and began to look for clothes to change. While looking for clothes, he tried to ignore the cold and sticky parts that he touched while walking, as if this could isolate the shame.

Then he walked into the bathroom, reached out for the shower head and turned it on, letting the warm water carefully wash over his body and also wash away the shame in his heart.

In the bathroom, Su Jingsi seemed to have found a safe haven where he could temporarily escape from reality.

He closed his eyes and let the water flow freely over all the skin except his right arm, as if washing away those unspeakable memories.