look back and see him

Chapter 11

It was only later that Yan Yan recalled the question she wanted to ask in the first place.Lu Xiaoman, who had listened to the live version of the singing for a while and recited the lines with Yan Yan, was about to drive away, take a bath and rest, when Yan Yan suddenly grabbed his hand solemnly.

"Xiao Man, didn't my cousin threaten you to direct this MV?"

Lu Xiaoman looked at the other party with a funny face: "Do you think I'm the one who will be blackmailed?"

Yan Yan thought about it carefully, and nodded in agreement: "That's right, your personality is like that of a demon girl, and it's already good if you don't bully others."

"How did you talk?" Lu Xiaoman couldn't help but tap the back of the other party's head.

Yan Yan apologized and begged for mercy, "I've acted too much in Xianxia dramas." He couldn't hold back his questioning, "However, why did you and my cousin suddenly decide to direct the MV?"

"Your cousin wants to compensate me. I just need to make money, so he wants to give me a chance to work."

Yan Yan turned her head in surprise: "Why do you need to make money?"

Before confirming the relationship, Lu Xiaoman thought that he didn't need to let Yan Yan know about his anorexia, and then he continued to hide it out of habit.Lu Xiaoman wasn't sure whether he should tell Yan Yan everything about himself, he had always been the type of person who was only used to sharing good things, but that day Yan Yan confessed to Lu Xiaoman with guilt that there was no need to tell Lu Xiaoman anything, This made Lu Xiaoman reflect on his behavior afterwards.

Right now, it may be an opportunity for him, who is always not good at speaking, to speak out about himself.

"Mainly I need money for medical treatment." Lu Xiaoman said.

Yan Yan was taken aback, he was stunned for a while before saying: "Xiao Man, what's wrong with you?"

"Just a little ailment—anorexia."

"That's why you're so thin?" Yan Yan suddenly came to his senses, he looked at Lu Xiaoman regretfully for a long time, and then suddenly hugged Lu Xiaoman tightly. "I'm sorry, Xiaoman, why didn't I find out? If I cared enough about you, I should have noticed it long ago!"

Lu Xiaoman seldom accepts hugs since he was a child.Including when he was in a relationship with Jin Cen, Jin Cen is not a person who likes to hug. They have a rather warm relationship in bed, but they rarely hug each other.Therefore, Lu Xiaoman had no chance to judge whether he liked it or not.It was the first time he had felt embraced so strongly.This should be Yan Yan's gesture of seeking comfort, but Lu Xiaoman feels inexplicably at ease.

In the next second, Yan Yan relaxed the strength of his arms, and after a slight hesitation, he let go of his hands and looked at Lu Xiaoman, "My cousin found out?" He whispered with some kind of caution.

Lu Xiaoman didn't expect the other party to be so sensitive, he shrugged after a slight pause and replied: "I accidentally lost the medicine."

Yan Yan immediately looked serious: "Next time, don't lose the medicine for curing the disease. By the way, what medicine did you take? The effect must not be good, right? If it can be cured, you don't need to continue to see a doctor. I Help you find some experts on the Internet, we have to recover as soon as possible so that you don't lose the medicine next time."

"Okay, I'm an old man, I don't need a nanny. Just be my boyfriend." Lu Xiaoman said and pushed him out of the room.

Yan Yan, who would usually leave obediently and obediently, did not move tonight: "I have already said that I am your boyfriend, how can there be such a thing as going to bed at night and driving him away?"

Lu Xiaoman asked back with his expression unchanged: "So you want to stay and 'sleep'?"

"If you are not willing, I will do nothing," Yan Yan said solemnly, "If you are willing, I will do anything."

Two "hui" characters with different meanings are used in the same sentence, and there is a vague ambiguity.Lu Xiaoman was slightly absent-minded.In a relationship, he never knows when to take a step forward and when to step back.

Maybe it's just luck?Because Yan Yan knew.

On Lu Xiaoman's birthday, Papa Sang prepared a birthday cake for Lu Xiaoman, and colleagues from the inn joined in the celebration.They had a fight late, but it didn't matter, because during the day before, Lu Xiaoman was with his new boyfriend.Yan Yan's luck is really good - or is it because he has too few roles as the second actor?Yan Yan, who had just asked for leave, was forbidden by Lu Xiaoman to be lazy, but there happened to be no scene for Yan Yan in the announcement made by the director.The two enjoyed a whole day of two-person time in the kitchen and in the woods behind the mountain.In order to keep a low profile, Yan Yan left Lu Xiaoman's birthday celebration earlier. They talked with their eyes and confirmed that Yan Yan would wait for Lu Xiaoman in Lu Xiaoman's room. As for the rest of the activities, it was self-evident.

When Lu Xiaoman finally returned to his room, the first thing he saw was not the handsome guy on the bed who had already showered and put on his nightgown.The sound came from the window of the room facing the valley to the east, and the gorgeous fireworks happened to illuminate the night sky extremely brightly.Whether it is the person on the bed or the person by the door, they are unconsciously attracted by the fireworks outside the window.

Six years ago, when Jin Cen hadn't caught up with Lu Xiaoman, it was said that the former had specially applied for a fireworks display event to celebrate the other party's birthday, and then set off fireworks in the form of an opening event.Ding Yu is not a naive little girl with little experience in the world, he didn't take it seriously, at most he believed that the other party used his favorite color as the theme color through the fireworks at the opening event, and celebrated his birthday by the way .At that time, he didn't really want to be with Jin Cen.After all, as an actor, in order to develop in the entertainment industry, having a same-sex lover is very troublesome.Especially with his personality, if he takes this relationship seriously, he is likely to tell the truth when asked such questions, and most importantly, he will feel guilty for concealing the truth.Therefore, not having a boyfriend is the best way, especially if the other party is a big boss, and it is not suitable for Ding Yu's lover.In order to dismiss the other party, Ding Yu declined half-jokingly at the time, "I don't want to nod anymore, after nodding, there will be no fireworks on your birthday, right?" Jin Cen immediately made a promise, "I will set off fireworks for you on your birthday every year from now on. .”

In fact, Lu Xiaoman doesn't like fireworks at all, and he doesn't think the fireworks outside the window are so beautiful at the moment, but he didn't expect Jin Cen to keep his promise.Although Jin Cen lived in the inn these days, Lu Xiaoman hardly met him. The latter thought that maybe the other party had some plans, but this did not include fireworks.He thought Jin Cen had forgotten about it long ago.

— But obviously, Jin Cen has not forgotten.If Lu Xiaoman's judgment is correct, Yan Yan's so-called Jin Cen's way of celebrating Shen Yizui's October birthday in the past two years should be to set off fireworks.Because, Yan Yan obviously knew who was setting off the fireworks in the valley at the moment.

When Lu Xiaoman came back to his senses, Yan Yan was still staring at the gorgeous fireworks outside the window in a daze.

"I don't know if the person who set it off has common sense. It would be a disaster to set off fireworks in the mountains and cause a forest fire." Lu Xiaoman said casually, walked over and closed the curtains as if nothing had happened.

Yan Yan was silent for a while, and then said calmly: "The valley in that direction should be safe, and my cousin is very considerate in his work. It doesn't matter if you do something wrong, but at least it must be legal."

That's true.Jin Cen is indeed very thoughtful.Back then when Shen Yizui framed Ding Yu, Lu Xiaoman thought about whether he could defend his rights through legal channels, but after consulting two lawyers, they said that the actions of Jinling Company could not be appealed for defamation at all—Lu Xiaoman secretly recalled.

...He couldn't figure it out, why did he deliberately remind himself of this matter?

Lu Xiaoman himself is quite stingy, and in terms of personality, he is a person who repays twice the kindness and ten times the hatred. However, Jin Cen's behavior back then could not be called revenge.His hatred for the other party is not so much out of thinking that the other party did something wrong, but rather because he was hurt by the other party.When he chose to be with Yan Yan, he had already decided to forgive his cousin—or at least let go of his resentment, and stop letting negative emotions bother him.He didn't want to worry about the past... But in the end, he still speculated about Jin Cen with a malicious attitude in his heart.

Why is he still resisting Jin Cen, if this person doesn't matter to him anymore?

The drawn curtains cut off the splendor of the fireworks from sight, but the sound of the fireworks rang through the quiet room layer by layer through the reverberation of the valley.

Lu Xiaoman slowly sat down on the chair opposite Yan Yan.

"Yan Yan, I always accompany you to check the lines, you can help me today, right?"

Yan Yan was reacted for a moment, but nodded instinctively: "Okay."

"To be honest, you are very concerned about the relationship between your cousin and me before?"

Yan Yan immediately shook his head, "I don't care about your previous relationship." His tone was affirmative, but he added a trace of hesitation after thinking about it, "I care that he is better than me in other aspects besides character."

Lu Xiaoman thought: "Do you think I still like him?"

Yan Yan shook his head: "I don't know."

"What if I say," Lu Xiaoman subconsciously observed the other party carefully, "I don't know?"

Yan Yan met Lu Xiaoman's gaze, but he breathed a sigh of relief. "Unexpectedly, there are things in this world that you don't know." As he said, he smiled nonchalantly, and changed the subject lightly, "I don't worry that you don't know everything. If I do something behind your back in the future, I don't need to Too scared."

"What are you going to do behind my back?" Lu Xiaoman raised his eyebrows and asked.

Yan Yan immediately raised her hand to express her innocence: "I meant surprises, not hiding money."

Lu Xiaoman, who instinctively thought that the "bad thing" that the other party would do something would be having an affair with a little girl or something like that, was stunned by the sudden and wonderful vocabulary.

The word "private money" does not sound very good, but it must have the basis of the marriage relationship.It is impossible for them to get married, but even if they were joking, Yan Yan used the word so naturally, it still made Lu Xiaoman feel the satisfaction similar to seeing a warm picture for no reason.