Let me think about it

Chapter 50 49.48.47.46.45.

In the middle of the night, Zheng Feng knocked on the door of Li Yuan's study.

Li Yuan looked back at him, "What's the matter, is there something wrong?"

"It's nothing..." Zheng Feng stammered, "I just want to see you."

It's so strange to say this, he obviously lives under the same roof as Li Yuan every day, and sleeps in the same bed at night, except of course, the few days when he is depressed every month.

"Look at me?" Li Yuan showed a slightly curious and surprised expression.

Whenever he encounters something beyond the scope of understanding about Zheng Feng, he will always subconsciously ask back, but he never takes the initiative to get to the bottom of it before Zheng Feng speaks.In the past, Zheng Feng felt that this was one of Li Yuan's greatest advantages, but today he felt a little disappointed.

Why should Li Yuan respect him?Why didn't he ask?If he opens his mouth, Zheng Feng will definitely not hesitate to complain about everything he has encountered since he first entered the entertainment industry and now, telling him that he wants to be an actor, and there is a system in his mind that wants to send him to Daqing to be thundered. hack.

But... What's the use of telling it?It's just more worrying, he has already tormented Li Yuan enough, he was his nanny during the day, and had to manage the company in the middle of the night.

"You seem to have lost weight." Zheng Feng sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out a hand to touch his face.

Not to mention that before he met him, even in the months after he met him, he never thought that one day even the slightest movement of this man would make his heart move so much.

"Are you saying that I'm a good-for-nothing?" Zheng Feng asked, "I'm a good-for-nothing, right? Not to mention the failure of being an emperor, I can't give Cuihua happiness, and I can't even do such a small thing as acting well enough."

Li Yuan nodded, and Zheng Feng put down his hands that were still affectionately caressing his face.

"..." I really don't want to hear your approval...

Zheng Feng turned his head away in annoyance, "Then what do you like about me? Could it be that the domineering president and silly Baitian are forced to set?"

"Of course not." Li Yuan raised his head slightly and looked at him quite seriously.

He can always see the essence of the problem clearly at a glance: "Why do you ask that suddenly? Zheng Feng."

"Because... because I suddenly wanted to ask." In the eyes of the other party who were so clear that there was no impurity, Zheng Feng unconsciously raised his voice in order to find some confidence.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it." He stood up, "Anyway, you never say anything."

"Wait." Li Yuan grabbed his wrist, and he also stood up from the chair.

"Some things should probably be told to you from the very beginning, otherwise you wouldn't be still thinking about it."

Zheng Feng blinked in surprise: "What?"

The bright lights in the bedroom shone on Li Yuan's face, which still gave off a bit of coldness.

He used to think that he would be able to maintain his composure in this relationship forever, watching him grow up and stumble like a child, and when he didn't even realize it, unknowingly, it turned out that he had already become a part of this experience. part of itself.

No one is created in heaven, some just accept these things after running-in, and then grow up.

Li Yuan bent over to cover his mouth, and whispered between his lips and teeth, "My actions are what I want to say."

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Zheng Feng unexpectedly got up very early the next day, as if the previous biological clock had completely restored the strict schedule during filming today.

The snow outside the window had accumulated into a thin layer of icy slag. He put on non-slip shoes, wrapped up a scarf and prepared to go out for a run.

Li Yuan raised his eyes slightly when he heard his movements, and then fell asleep again.Zheng Feng looked at the other party's fair and clean face, his eyeballs were bulging, and he went back and drew the curtains again.

The bright sunlight instantly illuminated the gray bedroom, "Get up! Get up!!" Zheng Feng shouted at the top of his voice.

"..." Li Yuan turned over expressionlessly.

"You can't do this kind of work and rest." Zheng Feng hurried to the side, pushed Li Yuan's arm: "Come on, let's go out and do some exercise."

"Can't you do it in bed?"

"Oh, you're so dirty..." Zheng Feng blushed after hearing this, and he didn't know whether he was thinking too much or Li Yuan was thinking too much.

In the end, Li Yuan was forcibly dragged out of bed by him.

"Why didn't you realize that you still have the energy to wake up?" Zheng Feng poked his arm, and the man in a black coat looked extremely indifferent.

In front of their yard is a relatively empty space, and no new residents have been moved in yet. Zheng Feng used to run in the morning when he was filming for Master Chen. A small distance is nothing to him, but for someone like Li Yuan Not so good for someone whose legs barely touch the ground.

At this moment, the man who was hanging out in the shopping mall was bending over and panting heavily, his pale face was flushed after strenuous exercise.

"That's enough, Zheng Feng." Li Yuan shouted hoarsely, and stood motionless on the spot.

"You can't stop immediately after running." Zheng Feng glanced back at him, pointed not far away and said, "Look, the end is at the end."

The man frowned following his gaze, with a complex expression as if he was watching a stock market tragedy of the century.

"Come on." Zheng Feng breathed out a white breath, and stretched out a hand towards him.

Li Yuan hesitated, but finally held his hand.

"Ahaha, have you been cheated?"

Zheng Feng laughed so hard that his eyes narrowed: "Three, two, one, I'm leaving first, Li Yuan, keep going!"

After he finished speaking, he happily ran away, leaving Li Yuan stunned and still a little dazed.

Thin sweat wetted the broken hair on the man's forehead. Zheng Feng saw Li Yuan standing in the white snow and thinking for a while, and finally chose to walk towards him out of breath. .

Clear footprints were left on the snow, as if left on Zheng Feng's heart, it was cool, and it felt particularly good in the hot chest.

Who said he couldn't do it?Sure enough, there are still many aspects of Li Yuan waiting for him to discover.

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After running, the two bought breakfast at the stall at the door and led them home.

"Uncle." Zheng Feng counted the same number with his fingers, "I want sausages, shortbread, carrots, lettuce..."

"Okay." The uncle patiently remembered it for him, poured the batter on the iron plate quickly, spread the sweet bean sauce on it, and in a short while, a golden and fragrant pancake fruit was ready.

The uncle pointed his fingers together, "Young man, two yuan and five."

"Uh, wait a minute." Zheng Feng looked back at Li Yuan, "Did you bring money with you when you went out?"

Li Yuan was expressionless, "No."

"Ah..." Zheng Feng dragged his tail, and glanced reluctantly at the pancake in the uncle's hand.

The uncle waved his hands: "Oh, I am delicious and crispy, with rich ingredients, nutritious and healthy pancakes..."

Li Yuan glanced at him: "You don't want me to go back to get the wallet, do you?"

Zheng Feng didn't speak, and looked at him pitifully with big watery eyes, like an abandoned little animal.

"Then you wait here." Li Yuan sighed helplessly.

The other party went back to get the money, Zheng Feng was bored waiting left and right, thinking that Li Yuan would come back in a while, so he ordered another cup of Wugu soy milk, the uncle is also nice, let him drink it first when it is cold up.

So when Li Yuan came back, he saw this scene.

"Zheng Feng, you..." The man's indifferent and handsome face suddenly paled, and Li Yuan couldn't help taking a step back under the gaze of two people not far away, his lips trembling.

"I just brought two dollars and a half..."

The uncle finally decided that this was too funny, and gave away a drink for free.

After breakfast, Zheng Feng walked with Li Yao on the way back while holding the warm soy milk in his hand: "Are you free to drive me out at ten o'clock?"

Li Yuan glanced at him: "Where do you want to go?"

Zheng Feng thought for a while, "I want to go to Mr. Li, isn't he still in City S?"

Although "Jiangshan" has temporarily suspended work, the other party is not in a hurry to leave.

"Zheng Feng, do you know that during the days when you stopped working, I can already fire you directly according to the contract?" In the huge room, Old Li picked up his teacup with sharp eyes.

"I understand, Mr. Li, I'm sorry." Zheng Feng bowed deeply to him.

"I came here today to tell you that what happened this time was my fault first. For the benefit of the crew, no matter what decision you make, I have no complaints."

Mr. Li raised his eyebrows: "Including replacing you?"

"Yes, including replacing me." Zheng Feng's voice paused, "But I still hope you can give me another chance."

"why?"

"I experienced a big trough before, but now I have figured out a lot of things. I am lucky. I have people who care about me and are willing to support me. The last work directed by Master Chen was "Jiangshan". Sorry for his expectations, I want to do my best on this movie for him."

"Go all out..." Mr. Li sighed as if he hadn't heard such a line for a long time, and then he didn't speak for a long time.

Maintaining the bowing posture all the time, Zheng Feng couldn't help feeling a little nervous.

"You are very lucky, young man." After an unknown amount of time, the other party finally put down the teacup in his hand.

"Everyone is still waiting for you."

Zheng Feng raised his head happily.

The winter sun is just right.

The second official start of "Jiangshan" is the tenth month since Zheng Feng came to this era.

The process of advancing towards a goal is exciting, and this emotion is not only reflected in him, but also in the faces of everyone in the entire team.

"Zheng Feng, I will make you the best actor." Mr. Li said lightly.

Zheng Feng just smiled at him gratefully.

In fact, he has heard many people say this. As early as when he took over this film, some people predicted that he was going to win the championship, and believed that "Jiangshan" would definitely be the big hit of this year's movie.However, this statement was quickly broken during his rest period of nearly half a month, because unless post-production was carried out while filming, "Jiangshan" could not have such a fast declaration progress.

"Actually, who can make someone become the film king? If I can really get this honor, I think the premise must be that I can bear this title because of my dedication, right?" Zheng Feng tilted his head to interview him said the reporter.

Yes, I was finally able to say it, even if I was embarrassed, even if I was still a little nervous.

My contribution is justified to be worthy of this title.