Institute diary

Chapter 18, Value

"Oh——Fu Yan, you are really persistent." Seeing me coming, Qu Yebai knew what I wanted to ask him without using his brain.

"I'm here to..."

"No, don't talk yet." He raised his right hand to stop me directly, "I know you are here this time for your precious lover, but don't say you want to see him, I don't want to hear it."

"Okay, but Xu Qi is very important to me."

"Yes, Xu Qi is important." Qu Yebai sank into the soft chair and raised his head, "But I'm in a bad mood, no matter how affectionate you are, it's useless."

He was right, who let Xu Qi be controlled by him.

"Then, what do you want to talk about?" I watched him sit up a little bit, his black eyes staring at me intently.

"Fu Yan, I just want to know, what did you say to Yi Lin at that time?"

I felt like I was choking on air.

"Don't dare to say it anymore?" Qu Yebai smiled with his eyes bent, "You don't want to say any flirty words to Yi Bing, do you?"

"Qu Yebai." I glanced at him.

"Ah, well, let's not mention him." Qu Ye changed the subject and waved his hand, "Sit here."

"What are you trying to say?" I sat down.

"I wanted to talk about other things, but I know you are impatient, so let's talk about that matter carefully after thinking about it."

"There's nothing more to talk about," I interrupted him coldly, "I violated the institute's rules, and you also imposed compulsory management on Xu Qi. You did the right thing."

"I know that you are dissatisfied with us, but aren't you also at fault first?"

"I'm dissatisfied with your approach." I corrected him, "Moreover, the institute's rules are inherently unfair to patients."

"Did you lie to me before, Fu Yan?" Qu Yebai looked at me coldly, "Why didn't you tell me when you and Xu Qi first started dating? What kind of friendship?

"I am Fu Yan who treats you like a brother. You are dissatisfied with my actions, what about me?"

I was speechless for a while.

"I didn't set the rules of the institute at the beginning, so whether it is good or bad is not up to you or me. There is no injustice to patients, and it is a matter of course."

"I don't understand," I clenched my fists secretly, "give me a reason that can convince me."

Qu Yebai really laughed, "Fu Yan, how long have you been in the research institute? You don't even understand this?"

"I know that the research institute is mainly used to study viruses, so you all look down on those patients and use them as experimental products. But Qu Yebai, if this is wrong from the beginning?"

As I said these words, my mind was full of the pitiful image of Xu Qi buried in my arms in great pain.

Well, maybe Xu Qi influenced me.

"Then go wrong." Qu Yebai approached me, stared carefully into my eyes, and sat back after a while, looking at the pattering outside, "Fu Yan, why have you become kind? What's more Sweetheart.

"Looks like it's going to be cold in the future, no one will warm my bed—"

"Get lost," I stretched out my foot and kicked his round lacquer table, "I want to see him, just one side."

"No."

"I want to see him!"

"Fu Yan," Qu Yebai propped his head with his right hand, and sighed softly, "I also work for others, so don't force others to make things difficult for you."

"For someone like Yi Bing?" As soon as I finished speaking, his expression changed.

"Don't worry about it."

"I don't care about you two," I took his words, "Qu Yebai, Yi Lin is the leader above, it must be more difficult for him to get that position than someone like me, and the methods must be ruthless and arbitrary.

"It's not easy for him, but at least he feels good. What about us?

"I live a better life than him? I am as tired as a dog now, and I am not even happy as a dog. I don't believe you don't understand me.

"Think about it for yourself, what is he giving you all this for?" After I calmly said everything, my eyes were observing him from beginning to end.

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The glass on both sides of the corridor opened and closed properly. I breathed the air and felt that the disinfectant was mixed with rainwater.

The situation is not much better.

I looked for the dean, but I couldn't see Xu Qi, and I think that after I left the dean's office, I probably won't be able to see him in the future.

I analyzed Yi Bone's behavior with him, thinking that Qu Yebai would change, but I underestimated Yi Bone's ability.Unexpectedly, he would pinch Qu Yebai so tightly.

When I asked him, "If Yi Lin didn't have feelings for you from the beginning, but just used it occasionally", he actually said——

"That also proves that he values ​​my value. Fu Yan, Yi Jian also has a past that he can't bear to look back on. Even if he treats me like a dog, I still have value."

I couldn't bear to look back on what I said, and I pushed open the door of my bedroom fiercely.

Damn, you're not me.