Insincere

Chapter 042

When Liang Rui pushed him away cruelly, Jiang Ming thought that Liang Rui was tired of him and didn't want to pretend to like him anymore. Like many people said, Liang Rui was just using him.

Later, when he saw that Liang Rui and Zhou Zecheng were not clear about each other, he believed this kind of rhetoric even more.

Although he finally found out the truth from Zhou Zecheng, it was only limited to Liang Rui's standpoint, he didn't have that kind of self-confidence—that Liang Rui loved him.

He hoped that Liang Rui would love him, but he didn't dare to have such extravagant hopes, so he could only keep deceiving himself and others, using hypnotic constant confirmation, telling himself with facts that Liang Rui cared about him, as if he could continue to persevere in this way the power of.

But... After he learned that Liang Rui gave birth to his child, he suddenly realized that maybe it wasn't his self-deception.

Not only has Liang Rui never betrayed him, he has never had a relationship with others, let alone having children with others. He has been loyal to this relationship from the beginning to the end, and after he has hurt him like that, he is still willing to give birth to their children .Jiang Ming vividly remembered Liang Rui's love for his children. It was a love that was truly on the tip of his heart, and it couldn't be faked.

How much Liang Rui loves their child means how much he loved him back then, even more than that.

Apart from love, there is no other reason to explain Liang Rui's behavior.

The truth is beautiful and cruel.

Liang Rui loved him so much, but he never knew it, and instead used hurt to push him further and further away.

Based on this premise, when Jiang Ming looked back at the past, all those wrong guesses were ruthlessly overthrown, and all the things that he couldn't understand were also understood. Even now, when he carefully recalled Liang Rui's performance back then, he could taste a different taste.He is like a lone traveler in a world of ice and snow, looking for the scattered fires in the cold silence bit by bit, no matter how painful it is, he is willing to eat it, just to not let go of any hope of getting warmth.

At the same time... a new question arises.

If Liang Rui loved him all the time, why did he push himself away, why did he avoid himself?

How could they have gotten to this point without that distance, without that silence.Let his budding love be ruthlessly destroyed and turn into a hopeless black paranoia.

Jiang Ming quickly thought of the reason.

Apart from their father, Jiang Qinghai, there was no one else who could make Liang Rui do this.

"Back then...was it your request?" Jiang Ming looked at his father firmly, with a persistent persistence in his eyes.

The side of Jiang Qinghai's face twitched slightly, his expression gloomy.After a long while, he spat out a cold word: "Yes."

This word fell into Jiang Ming's ears, and instantly set off a hurricane, making him almost unable to stand still.Jiang Ming staggered back a step, and slowly revealed a sad smile: "So it's true, I, I really didn't expect... No, I should have thought..."

Jiang Qinghai's cheeks trembled, and his voice rarely slowed down: "I'm doing it for your own good. A deep-minded person like Liang Rui can't really love you."

"I don't want you to get hurt." Jiang Qinghai looked deeply at Jiang Ming, and said slowly, "Liang Rui is not suitable for you."

In this case, Jiang Ming has heard too much, he doesn't want to listen anymore, he doesn't want to regret anymore, he looked at his father, obviously there are many things he wants to say, he wants to defend Liang Rui, he wants to make a statement He was in his own mood, but he didn't open his mouth after all. He was tired of arguing meaninglessly.

Jiang Ming only said one sentence at the end, "This time, I hope you can bless me."

Because his decision cannot be changed.

He stared at his father, as if he wanted to see the slightest emotion on that ruthless face, but he didn't. Jiang Ming raised the corners of his mouth in self-deprecating manner, turned and walked out.

When he was about to step out of the room, he heard a sentence.

"You are my son, I will not harm you."

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Jiang Ming walked out of the mansion and took a deep breath.

He wanted to see Liang Rui all the time, especially now, he wanted to see him even more.But today is too late, he can't bother, there will be a long time to come, this time...he won't make the same mistakes again.

When Jiang Ming returned to the company, he didn't lie to Liang Rui. He had no other place to live except there, and he didn't want to stay in a hotel, so he stayed in the cubicle of the office these days.

This used to be Liang Rui's office, but later... Jiang Ming moved here, thinking about others when he saw things, sitting where Liang Rui used to sit, it seemed that he could still feel the warmth of the other party.Apart from his reluctance to return to that suffocating home, he was looking for Liang Rui's aura everywhere.

But it is not needed now, because Liang Rui has already returned.

Jiang Ming lay back on the chair, closed his eyes and smiled faintly.

Early the next morning, Jiang Ming came to Liang Rui's gate and waited.

Liang Rui was used to Jiang Ming's behavior like a door god, so he didn't bother to talk much, so he led Xiao Yuan out.

Jiang Ming graciously helped Xiaoyuan carry his schoolbag, and opened the car door for the father and son.He was cheerful and like a fool the whole time, until he reached the school gate, he watched Xiao Yuan walk into the school reluctantly, he couldn't even see his back, so he looked away.

Looking at Jiang Ming like this, Liang Rui sighed.

"Let's talk." Liang Rui finally took the initiative to speak to Jiang Ming.

The two didn't go far, and sat down in a cafe near the school gate.

Sitting facing each other, with the morning sun pouring in from the window, Liang Rui could clearly see the faint blue color in Jiang Ming's eyes. Presumably no one could sleep well that night.

Liang Rui gently stirred the coffee in the cup and said, "Now that you know, what are you going to do?"

Jiang Ming sat upright, as if facing the most important interview in his life, trying his best to express his sincerity and desire, "I hope I can take care of you in the future."

Liang Rui just laughed, and he said lightly: "We can live a good life and don't need other people's care."

Jiang Ming immediately added: "I hope to stay by your side."

Liang Rui looked at him calmly and said, "So, you will definitely not let go."

Jiang Ming didn't answer, but his expression was tacit.

"You are not a child anymore, and I can't control you now, let alone influence your decision." Liang Rui showed a half-smile smile on his lips, "I can stay if you want. First of all, I hope to be able to return to the company. Go to work, and, I want my previous job."

Jiang Ming suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, he smiled and said, "Of course, as long as you want."

In fact, he had such an idea before, but he was afraid that Liang Rui would not want to return to the company, so he didn't dare to bring it up. He didn't expect Liang Rui to bring it up today, so of course he would not refuse.

This is what Liang Rui deserves.

"In this case, we can continue talking." Liang Rui's expression was calm and his tone was indifferent, as if facing a negotiating opponent, "Secondly, I will not live with you. You are responsible for providing me with a place to live. It is best It's more than half an hour's drive from your home, and you can't force me to do anything anymore."

"Of course I won't force you anymore..." Jiang Ming said in a low voice, although he didn't want to agree to the fact that he couldn't live together, but considering Liang Rui finally let go, he naturally had to show sincerity, and said after a long while: "Okay. "

"The last point, unless you get my permission, you can't tell Xiao Yuan that you are his father." Liang Rui said slowly.

Jiang Ming looked up at him, with a look of grievance in his eyes, but he didn't speak.

Liang Rui acted as if he hadn't seen it, neither urging him nor showing an expression of impatience, he just picked up the coffee and took a sip.

This time, Jiang Ming was silent for a while, and finally, like a defeated prisoner, he said, "Yes."

Only then did Liang Rui turn his attention to him again, showing a faint smile, "Very well, based on these three points, I think we have reached a basic consensus. As long as you can do it, I'm not an unreasonable person, I I can allow you to meet with Xiaoyuan at least once a week, and I can also ask you to help take care of him when I am inconvenient."

Jiang Ming knew that these were sweet dates after a big stick, but he still ate them very sweetly, his expression finally looked better, "Okay." He thought for a while, as if he had thought of a joke, and said, "Does this look like us?" Are divorced couples negotiating?"

"Then let it be like this, come and see me after you find a place to live." Liang Rui didn't intend to hear this kind of joke, and stood up.

He walked out of the coffee shop, looked into the distance, and then directly stopped a car and left.

He is already an adult, not a little girl who likes to cry for love. On the premise that she can't get rid of Jiang Ming for the time being, of course she has to fight for the best interests for herself. Bad move.

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Jiang Ming acted quickly and contacted Liang Rui the next day, saying that he had already found a place to live.

The location of the apartment is very good, not far from the company and the school, it is very convenient for Liang Rui to go to work or pick up the children.This is a well-decorated elevator room of more than 200 square meters. The owner of the house went abroad after buying it. He has never lived in it and was bought by Jiang Ming at a high price.Liang Rui didn't have any belongings, so he didn't have to move. He only needed to carry one of his bags.

Jiang Ming sent Liang Rui to his new home, and graciously moved in the things he bought, and asked flatteringly, "Is this okay?"

"It's okay." Liang Rui looked around, he and his son were more than enough to live together.

"That's good." Jiang Ming breathed a sigh of relief. He looked at Liang Rui, and wanted to go over to hug him, but he didn't dare, so he could only pretend to be self-sufficient, and said, "The company can go back to work tomorrow."

"So fast?" Liang Rui raised his eyebrows.

"Well, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning." Jiang Ming smiled, and he was afraid that Liang Rui would refuse, so he quickly added: "As the vice president of the company, of course I should take you there on the first day of work. appointment."

Liang Rui smiled softly. He didn't understand this kind of truth, but seeing Jiang Ming's cautious look, he felt a little sore for some reason.

The person who walked on eggshells and was afraid of being rejected has now switched identities. Who would have thought that this would be the case today.

"By the way, here are your car keys." Jiang Ming suddenly remembered, and handed Liang Rui another key. He really thought it through.

"Okay." Liang Rui took it over, his eyelashes fluttered, and he raised his eyes and said, "If there is nothing else, you can go."