hope for redemption

Chapter 29 The smell on you is grass

The sound of the wind whizzed past his ears, shaking his entire eardrums to buzz, and the hot wind kept hitting Lin Wang's face, filling his nostrils with wind.

Lin Wang increased the yardage speed to the maximum, bowed his body to make his body fit the locomotive body more closely and reduce the resistance.Roaring along the straight road.

Lin Wang was very angry now, and the anger started to burn from the bottom of his heart to the top of the sky, and his reason was burned away.Even though Chen Jie had been violently robbed just now, it was useless at all, the anger stuck in his chest would not rise or fall, just burning like that, it would be burnt out from the inside out.

At this time, Lin Wang made a big turn along the driveway, deliberately pressed the car body inwards, his knees were almost touching the ground, the sound of the wind in his ears became more and more roaring, the tires rubbed against the ground violently, and even threw a little spark.

Lin Wang felt as if he was about to overturn the car in the next second. His arm was detached from the handlebar, and his whole body would be thrown out due to the centrifugal force. He was thrown aside like a lump of pork by the aluminum alloy guardrail. There was a violent crash against the guardrail.

The guardrail will be deformed by the collision, and the ribs will be broken by the collision.

If you are unlucky, your neck will hit the edge of the guardrail, your third bone will be smashed directly, and you will die on the spot.

Lin Wang felt that the next second would be death.

But Lin Wang is not such an idiot, he won't take his own life as a joke.

One second before he felt that the locomotive was about to lose control, Lin Wang immediately exerted force with both arms, pushing the front of the locomotive outward, and the whole body stood up again. This was a very beautiful big turn, and Lin Wang whistled excitedly , After the moment just now, the fire of anger in Lin Wang's heart was released, and his whole body was gradually sobered by the shaving wind. He slowed down the speed of the car and drove steadily towards the nursing home.

The nursing home is located on the outskirts of the city, not far from the county. In addition, Lin Wang drove the car so fast that it didn't take long to arrive.

Lin Wang parked the motorcycle outside the gate of the nursing home, took the key and got off.

It was driven too hard just now, and the palm of my hand was already so shaken that I couldn't feel it, only the pain came from the tiger's mouth.

Lin Wang crossed his hands, let his hands knead each other, and walked slowly towards the nursing home.

The sanatorium was built in Ding Ling District, the only one in Lin County that was rated as an ecological suburban construction area. Yes, it is said that this place used to be the hometown of the great writer Ding Ling.

But the environment here is not to be sold or boasted, it is really good, the Lishui flows slowly through here, and the farmlands are organized into regular squares. The surrounding houses are scattered among the mountains, and they are faintly visible behind the lush forests. .

People here have dinner late, and usually wait until the sun is about to set before coming out of the fields reluctantly to go home to cook.

It was dusk when Lin saw it, and the smoke was slowly rising from the chimneys of every house, spreading slowly on the roof, dancing around the houses and the woods, adding a hazy beauty.

Even Lin Wang, who has no artistic talent, felt that the scenery in front of him was so beautiful that it was unreal.

"What are you here for?" The doorman at the door poked his head out of the window of the security booth with a mouth full of oil and asked.

Lin Wang rubbed his sore cheeks and replied, "He's here to see you, the son of Zhang Xiyue in Room 1046."

"Oh, is that so?" Hearing what Lin Wang said, the doorman bit his chopsticks, took a booklet with his free hand and handed it to Lin Wang, "Register, the gate closes at [-] o'clock."

Lin Wang took the booklet, took out a water-based pen from the pen holder, filled in all the registration information, and handed the booklet back to the uncle: "Thanks for your hard work."

"No hard work! No hard work!"

The nursing home is not big, consisting of several low houses with red tiles. The land in the middle was hollowed out to build a small pond, and a small pavilion was built on it for the residents of the nursing home to relax.

Lin Wang walked to the door of Room 1046 with ease, raised his hand and knocked on the door.

There was a sound of footsteps inside, and it didn't take long before the iron door opened with a "squeak".

"Wang Wang?" Aunt Wang exclaimed when she saw Lin Wang standing in front of the door, then moved her body excitedly and said, "Come in, your mother misses you."

"Okay," Lin Wang bowed to Aunt Wang and walked into the room.

The whole room is not big, but it is very warm and feels like home.

The TV was playing in the living room, and the laughter of the male and female protagonists filled the entire living room.A woman sat on the sofa opposite the TV. Her hair was loosely tied in a bun behind her head, and a few strands of hair hung down from her temples.

The woman's slender face left a few traces of time, but she could see her beautiful face when she was young through the eyebrows.

Lin Wang walked towards the woman with light steps, squatted down in front of the woman slowly, pulled the broken hair around her ears for her, looked at the woman's dull eyes, smiled with red eyes and said: "Mom, let me see is you."

"Has anyone else visited her in the past few months?" Lin Wang asked, leaning against the wall and hiding himself in the darkness.

"They are all from old acquaintances." Aunt Wang knew what Lin Wang wanted to ask, "That person has never been here."

"Well," Lin Wang replied without emotion. After a moment of silence, he straightened up and said, "You have worked hard for the past few years, and your salary will double from this year. I would like to ask you to pay more attention."

Aunt Wang quickly waved her hands in horror and said, "However, it's all due work, don't add money, don't add money."

"Besides, Xiyue takes good care of me. It's much easier than those old men asking me to wait on shit and pee." Aunt Wang continued, "It really doesn't cost you any more..."

Lin Wang patted Aunt Wang's shaking hand with a smile, and said with a smile, "Add one thousand, and it will be my wish."

Hearing what Lin Wang said, Aunt Wang thought about it for a while, and finally agreed hesitantly. She opened her mouth and said, "I hope you will visit your mother more often when you are free. She will be happy every time you come." God."

Lin Wang smiled wryly, but didn't answer directly. He grabbed the car keys in his trouser pocket and said to Aunt Wang, "Let's go, the nursing home will be closed."

"Hey, then I'll see you off." Aunt Wang also immediately stopped talking, not going any further.

She was really not sure about the temperament of this employer. Although she greeted him with a smile every time, since that time, she felt a little scared every time she saw him, and always felt that he was not as gentle as he appeared on the surface.

"No need, let's go back." Lin Wang waved his hand to Aunt Wang and refused.

Aunt Wang responded and went back to the room.

Lin Wang turned around and took a few steps outside, but then stepped back and glanced into the house through the gap between the curtains.

Mom had fallen asleep on the sofa, and Aunt Wang walked over and patted her on the shoulder, gently waking her up.Mom sat up in a daze, mumbled something in her mouth, Aunt Wang watched her reply something, and Mom curled her lips sadly, as if she was about to cry.

Aunt Wang immediately sat beside her, hugged her shoulder and coaxed softly.

Lin Wang turned his head a little unbearably, as if his heart was tightly held by an invisible hand, and he couldn't breathe.

Don't go in, Lin Wang, don't go in, it's best if you're not in front of her eyes, and she won't recall those nightmares if you don't show up.

Don't go, Lin Wang.

don't go in.

Jiang Xi rubbed his sore neck, wrote the answer to the last Chinese question, threw the pen on the table and let out a long sigh of relief.

The table was covered with test papers of various subjects. It took Jiang Xi several days to write them slowly, and then copied the answers to Lin Wang's set of test papers.

The debts I owed have to be paid off on my knees.

After tidying up for a while, Jiang Xi tidied up the scattered test papers on the table, put his own set in his schoolbag, took out his mobile phone and was about to send a message to Lin Wang asking if he was at home, when footsteps came from the stairs.

At this time, my mother-in-law hadn't come back from the country, so Lin Wang was the only one who could go up to the fourth floor.

Jiang Xi took the test paper and opened the door, and stopped Lin Wang who had just stepped onto the fourth floor: "Your paper."

"So fast?" Lin Wang raised his eyebrows in surprise, took the paper and casually flipped through it a few times.

"I have to go to school tomorrow, okay?" Jiang Xi replied.

"Okay, thank you." Lin Wangyang said, holding the test paper in Yang's hand.

"I would like to bet and admit defeat." Jiang Xi rarely used a four-character idiom.

"Very good," Lin Wang said without thinking, "Do you want to drink?"

Jiang Xi hesitated, but after thinking about it, he still refused.

Lin Wang didn't insist too much, and walked back to his room after saying something about going to bed early.

Seeing Lin Wang in this state, Jiang Xi frowned slightly worriedly, he could feel that Lin Wang was in a bad mood.

He is hesitating.

If he takes this step, it means that the relationship between himself and Lin Wang will go further, and the entanglement between them will become deeper.

But from the very beginning, I didn't intend to have anything to do with anyone here.

Every decision and every change you make must be carefully considered, especially when encountering such things.

I have to admit that I am a little bit attracted to Lin Wang, whether it is because of the desire for sex, or the companionship when I am alone, no matter what the reason is, Jiang Xi is always reminded of the fact that Jiang Xi has already been moved.

However, I, who have experienced so many betrayals, can no longer start a relationship so easily. Love, family affection, and friendship are all impossible.

I can no longer trust anyone.

Who knows if the person in front of his eyes is really what he sees?

Jiang Xi's fingertips holding the doorknob turned white, and the two thoughts in his mind were constantly fighting.

The number one voice said: Don't go, you have only known him for how long, do you really understand him?Are you sure you want to further implicate him?

Voice No. [-] said: Go, he will accompany you when you are in a bad mood. It's just a drink, it's not a big deal.I just exchanged the favor I owed.

The noise in my head is very annoying.

Damn, when did I get so bored, didn't I just have a drink.

Jiang Xi closed his eyes and became ruthless. He went back to his room and quickly changed his clothes. He took out cold beer from the refrigerator and knocked on Lin Wang's door.

"What's the matter?" Lin Wang asked doubtfully, holding the door open.

"Looking for you to drink." Jiang Xi waved a dozen beers in his hand as a gesture.

Lin Wang resisted the urge to pounce on him for a kiss, turned sideways out of the way and said, "Come in."

After finishing the beer last night, Jiang Xi was carried back to the room by Lin Wang with his feet floating, and fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow.

Drink for a while, sober crematorium.

When he walked into the classroom, Jiang Xi still had a splitting headache and felt nauseous.

Obviously someone who has already experienced a hangover, the reaction is still so violent.

But it seems that one experience is really not enough.

Jiang Xi threw the schoolbag onto the box, lay down on the seat and began to take a nap.

"Did you take your medicine this morning?" Lin Wang asked from beside him.

Jiang Xi didn't bother to open his eyes, and replied weakly: "Eat."

"You can't drink enough." Lin Wang looked at his weak appearance and said without the slightest sympathy: "If you can't drink, don't hold on."

"Who am I drinking for?" Jiang Xi said angrily.

But as soon as he finished speaking, he regretted it.

This is not to tell Lin Wang clearly, yes, I just see that you are unhappy, drink with you to vent, come on, thank me.

"That's not what I mean," Jiang Xi hurriedly stood up and explained, "I mean..."

"Well, I know." Lin Wang didn't let Jiang Xi continue: "Rest, the hangover is bad."

After speaking, he walked out of the classroom.

Jiang Xi was a little annoyed in his heart, he knew that it would be a little irritating to be told bluntly about the emotions he wanted to hide, and Lin Wangwang was the kind of person who would rather hold on to himself than let you look at his emotions and pity him.

Jiang Xi knew he had said something wrong

But Lin Wang's distant reaction made Jiang Xi very upset, and the original apology disappeared immediately.

The big deal is to fight with you, what is the reason for such a cold reaction.

Jiang Xi kicked the table irritably, leaned back on the table angrily, and decided to continue sleeping.

Wake up and I'm a fucking good guy again, you Lin Wang, why don't you stay cool, I won't serve you anymore, young master.

When Jiang Xi felt that he was about to fall asleep, someone shook his arm violently, so he lost all sleepiness.

Just that feeling when you're about to go into the good world and then someone jerks you and you're back to your fucking life.

Originally, he was a little annoyed because of Lin Wang's matter just now, but Jiang Xi didn't bother to pretend to be a gentle little milk dog anymore, so he shook off the man's hand and shouted angrily, "What are you doing?!"

"Take medicine!" Lin Wang followed Jiang Xi's tone and raised his voice back.

Hearing Lin Wang's voice suddenly, Jiang Xi was still a little dazed, isn't this man angry?why here?I'm hallucinating?

It wasn't until he saw the plastic bag in Lin Wang's hand that he realized that he was not angry and went to buy medicine for himself.

Looking at the medicine in front of him, Jiang Xi couldn't express the feeling in his heart, only felt warm.

"Bought it?" Jiang Xi took the medicine in Lin Wang's hand, picked out two pills from the aluminum foil plate according to the words written on it, put them in the palm of his hand, and swallowed them directly without touching the water.

"Otherwise? Go grab it?" Lin Wang looked at Jiang Xi who was frowning, took out a water glass from his schoolbag, unscrewed it and handed it to him: "Do you feel that you are so awesome that you don't need to drink water when you take medicine? I won't kill you."

Jiang Xi took the water glass and took a few sips: "Damn... this medicine is too bitter."

Lin Wang took the aluminum foil plate in Jiang Xi's hand, looked at it and said, "This medicine has no sugar coating."

Then he took out a few candies from his school uniform trouser pocket and handed them to Jiang Xi: "Choose one."

Jiang Xi glanced at it and picked a milk-flavored one.

"You like the smell of milk so much?" Lin Wang asked with his hands back.

"How do you know that I like the smell of milk?" Jiang Xi asked back, rolling his eyes.

Why do you choose a milk-flavored candy because you like the milk flavor?Don't you see what other candies taste like, all fucking strawberry.

What Jiang Xi hates the most is the strawberry smell.

It's not that he hates eating strawberries, but he hates all strawberry-flavored foods, which smell like saccharin additives.

"You smell like grass and milk." Lin Wang said this without thinking.

This sentence was like a thunderbolt, and the two of them were stunned in place.

I said something the fuck.This was the only thought in Lin Wang's mind at this moment.

What the fuck did I hear.This was the only thought in Jiang Xi's mind.

The author has something to say:

I feel like I don't want to write this book since I started writing Gluttony.Hahahaha, I just like the new and hate the old.But no, there is a beginning and an end, this is my request to myself, and I will work hard to complete it, although the writing is very childish and no one will read it.