Fearless

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Although he was very curious about the reason why Lin Yanzhi came here, Meng Huaiyu couldn't ask because of his current situation, so he waited to see what Lin Yanzhi would do next. In fact, it wasn't that he didn't have a guess, but that guess was too vague It's reliable, so he thinks it's better to ignore it.

Lying on the bed, Meng Huaiyu looked sideways at Lin Yanzhi's peaceful sleeping face, and her heart drifted back to a long time ago.

In fact, over the years, both of them have changed.Thinking of Lin Yanzhi's unexpected actions today, Meng Huaiyu smiled, "Lin Yanzhi, you used to be so rich and noble, but now you can come to this kind of place...to see you squatting on the ground today I was stunned after eating instant noodles. You are really amazing. Today is the biggest scare I, Meng Huaiyu, have received over the years..." After a pause, Meng Huaiyu began to speak even though she knew that the people around her couldn't hear you, " Now when I look at you, sometimes I really think about it. Over the years, you have changed a lot, I have become more, and you still have some shadows of the past...but I am a different person Of course, I never thought that you still like me... I must be very grateful to you for this, after all, I didn't like you in vain back then, and you still think about me, a bastard... .But don't you think, you like Meng Huaiyu in your impression?"

After saying this, Meng Huaiyu fell silent.

He knows that he is suspicious, inferior and sensitive, and he knows all his shortcomings, but so what?Who in this world has no shortcomings?What's more, most of the time, this is not considered a shortcoming of his. It's far away. Because of these shortcoming, he will be more skeptical about many things.

Knowing that Lin Yanzhi still loves him now, of course he feels guilty and happy, yes, who doesn't expect someone to miss him after he dies?Meng Huaiyu can frankly admit that he is just happy that Lin Yanzhi misses him. It is true that he is the first person who thinks of him after his death. It is true that he has never forgotten him for so many years. There must be guilt, but To be honest, I'm glad it's more.

But ah... "Lin Yanzhi," after a long silence this time, Meng Huaiyu half-supported his head, looked sideways at Lin Yanzhi, patted Lin Yanzhi's cheek with his hand, and said in a tone close to a sigh, " The person you like is the Meng Huaiyu in your memory, not the current Meng Huaiyu. Regardless of whether I am dead or not, the person you like disappeared long ago."

In the past, Meng Huaiyu would not be able to say this even if he was beaten to death, but now that he is dead, he is used to saying everything, anyway, why should he be afraid if no one can hear him?So he can say what he really thinks in his heart without any scruples, even if it seems so cold.

Why do you love someone?Meng Huaiyu still doesn't understand this topic, so he often feels strange, saying that you love someone, yes, then what is it that you love about him?appearance?character?or something else?So if one day the person you love loses these things, will you still love him?In Meng Huaiyu's thinking, love is the collision of hormones and emotional hormones. There is no such illusory thing as an individual, so if you ask him whether he loves Lin Yanzhi now, he will There is no way to answer you.

If he loves Lin Yanzhi, then what exactly does he love about Lin Yanzhi?Could it be that she loves Lin Yanzhi's love for him?If you don't love...then why do you still miss it?

Meng Huaiyu struggled with these problems alone. Lin Yanzhi, who didn't know anything here, slept peacefully and woke up the next day. After finally convincing herself not to think about these things, Meng Huaiyu just watched him finish washing. Then he took out a black mask from the backpack he brought over and put it on.

What is this for?Meng Huaiyu, who thought he had already figured out Lin Yanzhi's actions, continued to be deceived. Why did he have to put on a mask?Shame on people?

Lin Yanzhi didn't know Meng Huaiyu's thoughts, he went out after tidying up, Meng Huaiyu just followed him out of the door when he heard a voice shouting in surprise, "Teacher Meng!"

For a moment, Meng Huaiyu looked at it subconsciously. Well, although he knew that Mr. Meng must not be him, he still subconsciously... In the end, he saw a dark, thin, tall middle-aged man with a surprised face. ...running towards them.

Wait what's going on here?The man trotted over, looked at Lin Yanzhi who was beside Meng Huaiyu, and rubbed his hands a little embarrassedly, "Mr. Meng, you're here again, I'm sorry to trouble you, this is... I just thought you weren't coming It's over... The girl at home is still thinking about you." As if suddenly realizing that he had said something bad, the man suddenly stopped talking, laughed a few times, and carefully looked at Lin Yanzhi's face , "That's not what I meant, Mr. Meng, it would be great if you could come, how can there be so many requests..."

Lin Yanzhi waved his hand to signal the man to stop, and his tone was unexpectedly gentle after he spoke, "It's okay, you can just call me Meng Huaiyu, I do also call Teacher Meng..." Seeing the man waving his hands hurriedly, he paused After a pause, Lin Yanzhi changed the subject, "I arrived last night, by the way, I think you helped clean the house I left there? Thank you so much for bothering you..."

"Oh, thank you so much," the man shook his head repeatedly, "If it weren't for Mr. Meng, the children in your village are still missing... I should be the one thanking you..."

Seeing the grateful expression on the man's face again, Lin Yanzhi froze for a moment, and interrupted hastily, "Let's not talk about that, I think the road has been repaired quite well, so it's much more convenient now, isn't it?"

"Hey, that's not it." Hearing Lin Yanzhi's gentle words, the man felt relieved, and the smile on his face became brighter, "Some time ago, it was the big boss who repaired the classroom and delivered books. Repaired! Wouldn’t it be convenient to do anything in the future? That’s a good person like you, Mr. Meng. Even if you don’t want to reveal your name, we can’t thank him...Mr. Meng, do you know him? Be sure to thank him for us Big Boss! People in the village say that Bodhisattva blesses you for good luck in the past few months! First, you repaired the classrooms, and then you, Mr. Meng, came to teach... Now the roads are all repaired! People in the village are also discussing to build the temple at the entrance of the village After finishing repairs, we will offer incense every day...that big boss and you are the great benefactors of our whole village!" As he spoke, the man became excited, his dark face could even be seen a little red, as Liuwan's The village head, he felt that he had done a very bad job. He didn't lead the whole village out of poverty, not to mention other aspects, and he didn't do a good job!Fortunately, God sent two good people here, and now life in the village can be considered hopeful...

Remembering that they were still worried about not having a teacher after the classroom was repaired, Teacher Meng came over and said that it was introduced by the big boss. At first he looked at the indifferent and gloomy guy with a mask on and didn't believe him, but he gave a lecture It was only after the class that everyone was convinced... Alas, Mr. Meng had no choice but to wear a mask. If it wasn't for the injury and disfigurement before, would it be like this?God is really annoying sometimes, how can a good person like Mr. Meng have to suffer this kind of suffering!

Thinking of this, he hurriedly said, "They're all pretty good too! Young people are very enlightened. After you leave, I see that they teach students well..." This teacher Meng is really a good person. It was his first time before I told him when I came here that his time is limited and it is impossible to stay here for a long time, so he does not teach the students, but the teachers, and let them teach the students after teaching the teachers well.

Although the man has never read any books, he also knows the importance of knowledge. It is not that there are no teachers in the village, but the level of those teachers is too low to teach anything at all. The education he received was decades ago. Powerless, teachers who can really teach well will not choose to come back to this small mountain village... Now that Teacher Meng is here, everyone is very happy. There is no teacher who does not work hard to study hard, and there is a big boss to send Teaching supplementary materials, now the quality of teaching is slowly catching up with those in the town below...

Lin Yanzhi listened quietly from the beginning to the end. His gentle and tolerant appearance was completely different from his usual indifference and seriousness. He waited patiently for the man to finish speaking before he said, "Then the village chief, please inform them now to let them come. Classes? I won’t be here for long, so I can learn a little more.”

The man nodded quickly after hearing this, "Okay, okay, I'll go and call them to class now! Teacher Meng, haven't you eaten yet? Why don't you go to my house first and just eat it? You don't have to be polite if it's not a good dish..." At the end, the man added nervously, with a sincere tone.

"Then thank you very much," Lin Yanzhi didn't shirk, but nodded politely to thank him, seeing the man heaved a sigh of relief, the corners of Lin Yanzhi's mouth under the mask were slightly raised, and he walked along the main road to his house with the man.

From the beginning to the end, Meng Huaiyu was in a state of blindness.Until the two of them finished talking and left together, he was still following behind in a trance in deep thought.

He thought he knew Lin Yanzhi well enough, but the other party actually gave him such a big surprise!Meng Huaiyu scratched his hair, his expression was not calm, he had thought of Lin Yanzhi's coming to teach, so he wasn't too surprised, but Meng Huaiyu was shocked that the other party used his name, God knows when he understood How deceived he was after knowing Lin Yanzhi's meaning!Although I don't know why Lin Yanzhi used his name, but it always feels weird to put his own name on someone else, especially Lin Yanzhi used his name...it can't be because he loves him too much. Let's commemorate him in a way, no... With Lin Yanzhi's sullen personality, maybe it can be done...

In addition, the conversation just now also revealed a lot of information. Meng Huaiyu reluctantly pulled back his thoughts and analyzed slowly. First of all, he can be sure that the big boss and this teacher Meng are both one of Lin Yan. Even if the investment is huge, it is not strange to do so. It is easy to understand if you wear a mask. This small mountain village is not completely isolated from the outside world. it's too bad...

However, now it's back to the question, Meng Huaiyu became more curious than before, Lin Yanzhi, after spending so much time and doing so many things, why did he come here in person?