Facing scumbags, I choose BE

Chapter 23

It has been three days since Chu Qing left home.

He insisted on returning home at night for a few days, and one day, as usual, he called and told him that the company was very busy and asked him to cook more delicious food by himself.

Jing Huan agreed with a smile on the phone.

He found that once a person learns to let go of certain obsessions, he will feel relaxed.

In the past, he cared too much about the details of being with Chu Qing, always thinking of him first in everything, taking him into consideration in everything, not living for himself at all.

If the center of life is biased towards the other side, one is destined to live an uneasy life.

Now, after a long period of baptism in his thoughts, he can try to let go of everything before.

It turns out that as long as he doesn't care a little bit, his life can be completely different from the past.

Today, he cleaned the house that he has lived in for several years, from the inside to the outside. He looked at it every day before and felt that there was nothing here.

Now, thinking that I may never come back in the future, I actually feel a little bit reluctant about this place.

After all, it is a place where you have lived happily for several years.

Although the ending is not very happy, after all, it was a good time.

When he finished breakfast and washed the dishes and wiped the table, he moved very slowly.

Today, he wants to sum up everything here.

Finally, take a good look at the bowls, chopsticks, walls and flowers here.

He remembered the day he met Chu Qing for the last time.

In the morning, he got up early and finished washing.

When Chu Qing left, he hugged him, he opened the door, and watched Chu Qing leave until he got into the elevator.

Walking on the promenade of the community, he looked at Chu Qing's back, tall and straight, and he watched him silently from behind. For a moment, he thought that Chu Qing would look back at him.

However, until his figure disappeared at the end of sight, Chu Qing didn't look back at him.

Jing Huan laughed silently. Finally, he leaned back and closed the door again.

That day, he made a decision.

He is leaving here.

In the last days of his life, he wants to live for himself, and wants to live a happy life. He doesn't want to be locked in this golden cage to live a luxurious and lonely life, and his temper is always unpredictable.

He didn't want to be in good and bad moods because of a man who had a change of heart.

Lin Yiran also said that it is best to maintain an optimistic attitude towards his illness, the more melancholy he is, the worse his illness will be.

Take it as the last explanation to myself, and I can't stay here anymore.

Chu Qing said on the phone that she was going on a business trip.

He felt that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. In the past, Chu Qing's business trips were at least a week or even longer.

Now that he is not at home, he can take advantage of this opportunity and never return.

He didn't want to have anything to do with this man in the future.

He didn't want his departure to be found by him.

After Jing Huan washed the dishes, she also mopped the floor.

Finally, he came to the bedroom, where there was a big picture frame on the bedside table.

There is a group photo of Chu Qing and him.

He remembered that day, the sky was cloudless.

Chu Qing pulled him: "Huanhuan, the weather is so nice today, let's go out for a walk."

That day, they came to a small park.

In the season of warm spring and flowers blooming, there are many people in the park, and the weather is very warm, which makes people's hearts feel warm.

He walked in front, and Chu Qing behind him suddenly called him: "Huanhuan."

When he turned his head, he saw Chu Qing's cell phone slapping at him.

Then, under his astonished expression, Chu Qing put away the phone with a smile all over his face: "Perfect."

Only then did he know that Chu Qing had secretly photographed him just now.

He pretended to be angry and said, "You need to pay for taking pictures."

Chu Qing stepped forward, put her arms around his neck, and whispered in his ear: "Here, I will give you my whole body, everything about me is yours."

At that time, regardless of the brief glimpse of the people around them, they were immersed in each other's happiness.

At the back, Jing Huan pulled him, and the two of them took a photo with the front camera function of their mobile phone.

It was the perfectly framed photo of the two of them that was now beside their bed.

Chu Qing draped his shoulders, and Jing Huan snuggled slightly under his chin, the two of them smiled with stars in their eyes.

Behind him are distant mountains and white clouds, and the blue sky is clear.

Jing Huan gently picked up the photo frame, and through the glass, he slowly stroked Chu Qing's face.

How young and energetic they were.

They walked around the huge park, and it seemed that as long as they were with him, walking at Jing Huan's feet during the long distance was so easy and soothing.

After a few years, they could never go back.

Jing Huan put the photo frame back in the distance. Things moved, and they can be restored manually. If this person makes a wrong step, there is no way to restore the previous time.

Just like when he and Chu Qing strayed apart, they could only continue walking, don't think about meeting at any intersection.

I thought this bedroom could last a lifetime, but unexpectedly, halfway through

It was unexpected to leave so quickly.

Looking at this familiar bedroom again, after he left, he wondered if new people would come in soon.

I still remember the first time I stayed here, Chu Qing decorated their room as if they were getting married.

He went to the store to buy a six-piece set of bright red bed sheets.

The red peony flower with golden silk thread is very eye-catching.

That night, Chu Qing undressed him and hugged him onto the wedding bed together.

He put himself under him, and told him with unprecedented tenderness: "Huanhuan, from now on, we will be a real family, regardless of each other."

He lightly stroked Jing Huan's ears with his hands, and brushed the broken hair from his ears back, so that his entire face was clearly presented in front of him.

Chu Qing wrapped his arms around his waist, holding him tightly, and Jing Huan also hugged him back. The two hugged each other as if they had exhausted all their strength to feel each other's heartbeat.

At that moment, Jing Huan felt that even if the world were toppled in an instant, he would not be afraid.

He felt that he had found a real home, a person he could truly entrust his whole life to.

He is not afraid of hardships and hardships, as long as life is comfortable, loving and joyful, even if it is only five hours a day, he is satisfied.

In the silent room, finally came a sigh of helplessness like bowing his head in reality.

He thinks everything is too simple, too pure.

He forgot that man is the most capable animal in the world.

People's hearts can't be beaten to the end.

Maybe Chu Qing swore to the truth to what he said at the beginning, but, as time went by, those words had been eaten away by the wind, and in the end they could not be put together into a complete painting.

He couldn't extricate himself from being so immersed in the past.

Every recollection will fill his heart with warmth, but after a short period of warmth, there will be endless torture and suffering.

What does this memory mean to me?

It's time to let go of everything.

Now, let him take one last look. From now on, life and death of everything here has nothing to do with him.

Jing Huan stood there for a few minutes in the room where she just got up this morning.

In the end, he stepped forward and stroked the soft quilt, which was filled with the mixed breath of him and Chu Qing.

Beside the wall is a small leather case that he had already prepared.

He brought some daily necessities in it. He thought about it. After leaving here, he would not look for a house again.

Now, home is dispensable to him, and most of his days in the future will be wandering on the road.

It may be hard, but the heart must be peaceful and peaceful.

He wants to use this limited date to see the scenery he likes to see, to eat the food he likes to eat, to play the games he wants to play...

After a rough calculation, when all of these are realized, it is likely that he will be able to leave.

Thinking of this, Jing Huan felt a little joy and longing in his heart.

He has been imprisoned for too long, and a little imagination of the outside world can make his heart surge.

The chocolate-colored door was closed by "Kang Dang".

With a dull sound, everything here came to an end with him.

Goodbye, Chu Qing.

Later, when he realized that he was gone, what expression would he have?

angry?in a hurry?anger?sad?

Jing Huan slowly shook his head while dragging the box forward, knowing exactly what mood he was in, he couldn't control it anymore.

He really left.

Before, he said to Chu Qing: If one day, he treats him badly, he will leave him without hesitation and wander the world by himself.

At that time, it was just my own inadvertent talk.

Who would have thought that such a scene would really happen one day.

When being confessed affectionately, the confessed party always has to say a few sensational words to show that he cannot accept future betrayal.

No, he said.

Today, it really came true for him, he wanted to wander the world alone and die in panic.

The elevator door closed and fell from top to bottom, Jing Huan's heart also rose and fell.

. . . . . .

The other side of the world.

"Brother Qing, the weather here is so nice, shall we go for a swim?" Qian Yu looked at Chu Qing with a smile on his face.

They came out to work and discuss business. It happened that the beach was separated by the beach, and the sun was just right today. They were all wearing thin clothes. Looking at the blue water in the sea, Qian Yu's whole heart flew up.

Chu Qing took off his shirt, revealing his strong arms and chest and abdominal muscles, Qian Yu couldn't help swallowing as he watched.

Obviously, they have done the most intimate things, now, he sees Chu Qing's handsome and perfect figure again, even in broad daylight, he still can't help but want to take a second look.

Chu Qing came over and pinched his face: "Let you go 100 meters."

Qian Yu was excited: "Okay, Brother Qing, that's the deal."

What Chu Qing meant was to agree to swim with him, and let him swim a certain distance first.

Chu Qing's swimming skills have always been very good, he is very confident, and he still can't beat himself in the 100 meters to Qian Yu.

Winning or losing is not important to Qian Yu.

As long as he throws out his temptation, it is clear that he can respond to him.

As long as Chu Qing is willing to respond to him, that is his best

He is satisfied.

Qian Yu took off his clothes and entered the sea. The sea water was warm under the sunlight, just like his current mood, full of warmth.

Chu Qing at the beach looked at the people in the sea, and suddenly remembered the promise he had made with Jing Huan in the past.

He wants to take him to see the sea once.

At first, because they were busy with starting a business and didn't have such a luxurious life, but later they succeeded, and they were so busy with trivial matters, big and small, that they forgot.

Many years have passed in the blink of an eye.

The oath he promised Jing Huan at the beginning still has not been fulfilled.

He remembered that at the other end of the earth at this moment, the man who loved him so much was alone at home, maybe mopping the floor or sitting at lunch, alone, alone.

He suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart.

Chu Qing put on the waterproof glasses, his eyes were dark, next time, he will bring Jing Huan out, the two of them are together, he will find the most beautiful beach, and bring Jing Huan to play together.

He wants to complete all the unrealized things that he promised Jing Huan before.

"Plop -" into the sea with a sound.

Chiba had already swam quite a distance.

Surrounded by sea water, Chu Qing thought, the next time he came with Jing Huan, he would teach Jing Huan to swim well.

Because Jing Huan likes the sea, but he can't swim.

He wanted to laugh when he thought of this. Huanhuan's family was like this, just like before, he liked to eat fish, but he didn't dare to kill fish. He taught him the same.

Chu Qing's heart softened, and when he came with Jing Huan, they would gallop side by side in the vast ocean.

He could already imagine that the expression on Jing Huan's face at that time must be gentle and satisfied.