Facing scumbags, I choose BE

Chapter 13

Take back your thoughts and don't think about the person you just met.

The next day.

Chu woke up.

Sleepy eyes, with a heavy object hanging from his waist.

He leaned slightly, lifted the quilt, and saw that he was completely awake.

It was a hand, and looking to the side, that immature sleeping face was Qian Yu.

Yesterday's scene circled in his mind like a marquee.

"Brother Qing." Waking up in the morning, his voice was still hoarse, but it was really sweet to shout.

Qian Yu was so overwhelmed by Chu Qing's enthusiasm yesterday that she is still in a daze.

Chu Qing is indeed the most gentle man in the world.

Chu Qing looked at him for a while, then took away the hand he extended.

Looking at the clothes at the end of the bed, she got up and walked over to pick up the clothes and put them on quickly. This sudden indifference made the corners of Qian Yu's mouth droop slowly.

Chu Qing seemed to be a different person from last night and was as indifferent as before.

He bit his lower lip, as if crying: "Brother Qing, why are you doing this to me?"

Chu Qing looked at him with no pity in his eyes, just plain as usual: "Put on your clothes, it's up to you whether you go to work or not today, and your salary will be paid as usual."

When Qian Yu heard this, she immediately stood up from the bed, regardless of whether she was wearing clothes or not, she directly shouted unwillingly: "You didn't treat me like this yesterday."

Chu Qing's hands that were buttoning his clothes froze for a moment, then returned to normal: "Last night? How did I treat you last night?"

Qian Yu gritted his teeth, he was so happy for nothing.

She thought that Chu Qing had changed him, but he thought too much.

Chu Qing continued: "Didn't I tell you, don't think about extra things from me, I don't have those for you."

Qian Yu's intuition exploded when he heard it, and Chu Qing told him not to expect it, just telling him that it was impossible for him in this life.

But last night's tenderness made him a little addicted. After doing it so many times, Chu Qing has never been as tender and loving as yesterday.

He seems to be a baby who is held on the tip of his heart.

Now, Qian Yu was full of unwillingness to say such a sentence after eating nothing. He looked at Chu Qing, and finally gave it up: "Brother Qing, do you have someone you like?"

Chu Qing had already put on his clothes, and stopped after hearing what he said.

Looking at Qian Yu: "It's best if you think like this."

He doesn't like the kind of person who clings to him and won't let him go. There are many men in the world, but no one can replace Jing Huan. He will never have the slightest affection for Qian Yu.

Now, the boy seems to want an extra gift from him.

He raised Qian Yu, and would give him an extra amount of expenses every month, which was regarded as a reward, and Qian Yu was also very smart and would never return it.

Therefore, the relationship between them is a pure business relationship. He doesn't like personal emotions in the transaction. If he can't control it, then he doesn't deserve to stay by his side.

"Who is he? What's so good about him?"

Chiba couldn't take it anymore.

He just guessed that he was not ugly, and he was sensible and considerate around him, and he was careful about everything.

Chu Qing was generous to him, but she just couldn't win his heart.

Such an excellent man, does he have someone he likes in his heart?

But who is that person?

Now Chu Qing, is there anyone he likes but can’t pursue?

Qian Yu didn't want to be compared like this.

If he wants to know who the other party is, what good is it?

Chu Qing didn't want to continue talking nonsense with him anymore, so she raised her foot and walked out of the door.

At the door: "You will never be as good as him."

"You get dressed and leave, and close the door for me." After finishing speaking, he left directly.

Qian Yu red-eyed, and when she heard the sound of closing the door, she kicked the quilt angrily.

who's that person?

He must know that if he wants to find the other party, he must leave.

He won't just admit defeat so easily.

Chu Qing would definitely accept him.

He seemed to be in a daze, and all kinds of vicious thoughts of breaking up people came to his mind one by one.

He thought about going to get off work and returning home with Chu Qing, cooking and sleeping together.

Now, his mind is about to explode.

His whole body seemed to have been drugged with ecstasy, and his heart was already driven mad by the jealousy of the unknown person in his heart.

He must find each other.

He wants the other party to disappear and get out.

pissed him off.

His body is not sold for nothing, he is not the cannon fodder that Chu Qing found before, he Qian Yu wants to be the protagonist in Chu Qing's world.

The neighborhood on the other side.

Jing Huan has already woken up.

Yesterday he fell asleep slowly by himself in a depression, and when he was sleeping, he felt extreme pain in those two points in his chest.

The medicine was spit out, but he was not taking it.

The full low air pressure made him have no intention of eating it again.

I was slowly thinking about the past in bed last night, all kinds of heartaches and heartaches, and finally fell asleep lightly in the early morning.

In the morning, the car horns outside blared, and he woke up naturally.

Standing up half of his body, he didn't feel sleepy at all, but his whole body was extremely sore, as if he was indescribably tired from a fight.

Looking at the count, it's 06:30 in the morning.

It is estimated that the drivers below are parents who get up early to send their children to school.

He thought of the child.

I am almost 30 years old, but I don't even have a child under my knees.

Not only that, but the other half he chose is incomprehensible and unacceptable to many people in today's society.

If he hadn't chosen Chuqing, back then he hadn't been too impulsive, not so soft-hearted and so innocent, if he could have thought more, he wouldn't have ended up like this today.

Perhaps, he will go to graduate school safely, apply for a job in a good company after graduation, fall in love, and soon enter the palace of marriage.

He will have a normal family, the one who loves him and the one he loves, they are together and beautiful, happy, the days are as plain as water, without waves, but he can enjoy the time in peace, peace and leisure.

He would have his own baby, if he hadn't followed Chu Qing in the past, counting on his fingers now, his child would be five or six years old at least.

Soon he will be able to graduate from kindergarten and go to elementary school. Like a normal father, he will worry about his child's grades, his health, and his future.

And he himself will not get sick in this day-to-day torment of loneliness, he will be healthy and healthy until he grows old.

But now everything is beyond recognition.

I read a sentence before: Choosing the wrong person in marriage is a slow suicide.

Now that he thinks about it, it makes sense.

If you choose the wrong partner, you will really ruin your life.

A soft sigh seemed to lament the wrong things he had done in the past few years.

So far, it's useless to regret.

There is no medicine for regret in the world, he understood it too late.

I didn't eat last night, and now my stomach is screaming with hunger.

He got up and folded the quilt.

Like going to the bathroom, brushing your teeth and washing your hands.

After entering the kitchen, he has performed this process for thousands of days and nights without knowing it. He has trampled on this three-thirds of an acre of land, and now he is walking on the floor, repeating the same routine. The route, my heart is so tired that I can't even vomit.

I went to the refrigerator and got an egg, waited for some water in the pan, and boiled an egg.

He also didn't want to bother cooking other dishes. Recently, he was mentally exhausted, and he couldn't arouse any interest in the food.

In the past few days, when I eat, I can eat as much as I can.

In the past, he thought it was an incomparable art to cook a delicious meal, but now, it seems that as long as he fills his stomach, he doesn't care about it.

I will no longer think about what to buy for this meal, how to cook it, how to match it, and how to match it is good for the body, and it tastes delicious.

Now, everything makes him uninterested, and he just wants to muddle along, and he can live a day to day.

As Chu Qing drove, he thought about whether to go to the company or go home to see Jing Huan on the way.

Yesterday, he seemed to have gone too far.

Thinking of him slamming the door and leaving, and the shock and injury in Jing Huan's eyes, he felt a pain in his heart.

Forget it, he doesn't go to work.

He made a quick phone call and briefly explained what he told his assistant to do. Today he planned to take a vacation for himself.

After returning home, he and Jing Huan bowed their heads to admit their mistake, and then took him out to eat and play for a day, and live their two-person world.

After careful calculation, it has been a long time since they went out alone in the same frame together.

Thinking of this, the corners of Chu Qing's mouth rose.

Speed ​​up your feet.

After half an hour.

Jing Huan was sowing egg skins when there was a sound of opening the door.

His mood also dropped following the sound of unlocking the lock.

To be honest, he doesn't really want to see Chu Qing now, he thought he would not come back during the day.

After Chu Qing unlocked it, he saw Jing Huan peeling eggs on the table.

Jing Huan didn't even look at him, she was slowly peeling the eggshell with her hands.

After seeing the indifference of this scene, Chu Qing's heart was full of joy, and his heart dropped a few degrees.

Jing Huan ignored him.

He thought about it again, he must have done too much yesterday, and Jing Huan was angry.

He changed his shoes, walked over to him with a lost smile and said, "Huanhuan." After speaking, he buried his head in his neck.

In the past when they had quarrels, Chu Qing would bow her head first, and then pitifully bury her head in Jing Huan's neck, Jing Huan was soft-hearted at that time.

Then slowly raised his hand to stroke the back of his head, Chu Qing knew that Jing Huan forgave him.

But now, Jing Huan is sitting on the bench like a piece of wood, not interested in his poking head at all. The egg in his hand was frozen in mid-air because Chu Qing hugged his neck, but he didn't let it go, but just let it go. So quietly silent.

Chu Qing was waiting for Jing Huan to give him a soothing touch.

But after half a day, Jing Huan didn't respond at all.

He was a little flustered, looked up and met his eyes, with guilt in his eyes: "Huanhuan, are you still angry after a night?"

They have been together for 12 years.

There were also small fights during the period, but which time was it not the bedside and the end of the bed?

Now, Jing Huan's eyes are as calm as water, looking at him is like looking at another stranger, without any ups and downs.

There is no pity, anger, sadness, or disappointment of yesterday.

It's just faint, like the calmest stagnant water, as if throwing a few more stones into it won't cause any splashes.

Jing Huan had never looked at him like this before.

Chu Qing really felt that her scalp was a little numb.

Jing Huan was really angry.

What he did too much last night made Jing Huan angry.

And so far there is no relief.

He immediately went up and hugged him with both hands, and said in an almost begging tone, "Huanhuan, let's not be angry anymore, okay, brother will take you to play today, and let's eat your favorite skewer, okay?"

Almost coaxed.

Jing Huan listened for a long time, the corner of his mouth finally raised a curve, um, Chu Qing also knew that he likes to eat skewers.

That's right, he didn't forget his preferences.

He also thought that after so many years, he only remembered his own preferences, and his preferences had been forgotten.

However, even though he was flattering him so much now, Jing Huan was not moved at all.

There was only a faint disgust lingering in his throat.

Yesterday he fell out of the door and came back today, begging for forgiveness with a pitiful look.

It's been more than ten years since they passed, does Chu Qing still think that she is a young child?

After being beaten, will you forget the initial pain after throwing a candy?

They are no longer young.

Some things, under the erosion of time, have been done and hurt, that is, done and hurt.

It won't disappear just because of an apology, a hole has been gouged out in my heart, how can it be healed with a few sweet words?

Did Chu Qing go back more and more, or did he always feel so easy to deceive in his heart?

Why didn't Qian Huan realize this before?

They were noisy before, and when Chu Qing turned around and coaxed him, he was filled with sweetness and joy, feeling that Chu Qing cared about him and cared about his emotions.

At that time, as long as Chu Qing bowed his head, Jing Huan would accept him again with joy on his face.

Now, watching Chu Qing Gu Shi's previous drama, he only feels irritable and false.

Has he always been like this in his heart?

Like a clown fish, after being teased, it sprinkles some fish food and rubs it alive and kicking.

"Chuqing, I'm tired." After Jing Huan finished speaking, he slowly put the peeled egg into his mouth.

Chu Qing's body froze. He had only told him about the quarrel not long ago.

Chu Qing paused, buried her head in his neck and muffled: "Brother knows, I'm wrong, I shouldn't make you sad."

After Jing Huan finished eating the eggs, he pushed him away and stood up by himself.

Chu Qing was suddenly pushed and almost fell.

When he got up, there was anger between his brows, but it was quickly suppressed by him.

Jing Huan sneered in her heart, is she trying to get angry?

He is not looking at him, like walking to the kitchen.

He boiled water and prepared to take the medicine. No matter how the medicine was prescribed, he should take it for a few days.

Chu Qing looked at his back, and suddenly realized that Jing Huan had worn that pajamas for several autumn and winter.

The clothes looked so big on him that he couldn't even hold them up.

He frowned, Jing Huan lost weight.

Only then did she realize that when she was holding him just now, Jing Huan's back was so dry that she couldn't even feel a little bit of meat.

His ribs can be clearly touched between the back, and he has lost so much weight.

When did this happen?