Compound Diphenoxylate Tablets

Chapter 34

Dongchen was discovered by a colleague, who came to Dongchen to borrow something, smelled the smell of alcohol in the room, saw the sleeping person and the empty medicine bottle on the ground, and immediately called.

When he was sent to the emergency room, the hospital contacted Song Hui, the first person in the phone call record.When the two arrived at the hospital, they rushed to find a doctor. The doctor was used to the scene of impermanence, and said in a normal tone that the patient failed to commit suicide and was sent to the hospital. Now he is doing gastric lavage.

Zhou Zeya knows that gastric lavage is not a panacea, and improper operation may cause emphysema or even gastric perforation. If he takes the medicine for too long, he needs to cooperate with hemodialysis, especially since he drank a lot of alcohol, which may cause gastric mucosal bleeding .

Zhou Zeya felt scared and at a loss in his heart, and he could not vent his resentment. He grabbed Song Hui's shoulders, "What the hell did Dongchen do! Tell me!"

"You don't want to send it to me! Now you know that you are uncomfortable and anxious? I have been worrying about it for more than three years!" Song Hui's eyes were tearing, he knew that Dongchen had been enduring it all the time, but this time he chose such an extreme Way didn't know what stimulated him, thinking about Dongchen's painful life and the ignorance of the people in front of him, his heart was burning with fire.

The doctor got a headache when he saw someone arguing in the hospital. He persuaded the two people who were in the middle of the fire to leave.They sat on both sides of the hospital seat, far away, waiting separately.

The nurse in the office came out and handed Dongchen's wallet and mobile phone to the visitor. Zhou Zeya's heart tightened when he saw the old and broken mobile phone in his hand.

Time seems to have passed for a long time, the doctor came out and told them that they could go in to see the patient, but don't quarrel, so as not to hurt the patient.Hearing this, Song Hui glanced at Zhou Zeya behind him, as if saying, "The doctor is talking about you."

Zhou Zeya didn't care about it at the moment, and quickly followed in.

Lying weakly on the bed in Dongchen, his already thin body became even thinner now.The person on the bed looked up at them, then lowered his eyes again.

Dongchen thought she was going to die, but at that moment she felt only relief.In the past, when Xiang Haomiao was still there, he swore that he would rather die than join forces, but later he was assimilated.This time he tried to die, he didn't think he was stupid, he was satisfied that he had the courage to fulfill his original "big ambition", but unfortunately he didn't die, people are suffering when they are alive, and they are relieved when they die, and they have to continue to suffer if they don't die.

For example, now, what he has to face is the guilt towards Song Hui and the "surrender" that he can't continue to lie to Zhou Zeya.

Song Hui stepped forward, wanting to curse, but he couldn't speak. He just helped him adjust the position of the pillow, so that the person on the bed could lie more comfortably. "Dongchen, you are so stupid."

Dongchen shook her head, "Some things have been done, and I can't change them for the rest of my life. It's not that I don't want to hide, I simply can't hide."

When Song Hui heard this, he vaguely guessed who he had met.Zhou Zeya wanted to talk to Dongchen very much, but he still forced himself to be patient and not interrupt them. Hearing this sentence, he thought that what happened to Dongchen must have something to do with the person who talked to him in front of the car window that day.

"Brother Song, you go back first, my sister-in-law is still waiting for you at home, don't let her worry." Song Hui heard this, and knew that Dongchen was going to confess to Zhou Zeya, and he tightly shook Dongchen's pale and feeble hand I hope that after the truth is revealed, he will not be too sad.

Turning around, looking at Zhou Zeya, he closed the door behind him.

Zeya looked at the angry man on the bed, feeling very distressed. He didn't rush to speak, but poured a glass of water for him, fed him a few sips, and then tucked in the quilt again.Dongchen took a sip of hot water and remained silent for a long time, "I watched a movie before, an excellent actor came into contact with sex because he liked rock and roll. Later, his family moved from the Northeast to get him out of the sea of ​​poison. Go to Beijing to accompany him, and influence him with love. The actor in the movie has experienced sinking, depravity, mania, awakening, and finally quit drugs."

This movie was watched before Dongchen met Zhou Zeya. The movie is very old, and it is on a compressed disc of a domestic movie.I didn't feel anything at that time.Just like all movie plots, experience suffering and return to happiness.

Zhou Zeya knew what Dongchen said, but he couldn't believe it.Dongchen stared blankly at the snow-white wall, and continued, "I know this is a movie, and the movie is all fictional. But when the movie finished, there was a black screen saying 'Most of the characters in this movie are based on real life. Prototype play', I think this is to attract talents and say it is true. Later, some time ago, I knew that this actor died. In real life, he jumped off a building and died. So I believed it. Goodness belongs to movies, tragedy only It's life."

Zhou Zeya walked from the bed to the window, with his back facing Dongchen, unwilling to be seen with the wet corners of his eyes.Dongchen's voice didn't stop, very steady "His fans must be very sad, but I don't think so. It is a relief for him to leave this world. It's like a bird returning to its nest, like a gust of wind returning to the world. No longer will there be unreasonable desires to trap myself, and life would be worse than death."

After a pause, he said word by word, "I also hope to be like him, so that I don't have to panic anymore." After saying that, Dongchen closed her eyes as if waiting for a trial.

Zhou Zeya couldn't help it anymore when he heard this sentence, he turned around, and hugged Dongchen tightly in his arms, thinking that he couldn't bear the past three years of his disappearance, if this person disappeared forever in the world, he would never find him again Not to him.

"It's selfish of you to do this! I won't allow you to say that again in the future!"

"I used to be happy too, when I was with my father, when I was with you. I have loved everything I love, and I have no regrets."

"You still have me. I will be with you. Aren't we happy together these days?" Zhou Zeya has never hated himself so much. Where was he when Xiang Dongchen was most helpless?It is definitely not overnight that the former sunny person became so negative in his heart.

"Don't be stupid. Do you think I really don't know anything? You used to be with Xu Jie because you were afraid of being accused by others when you were with me. Now you persuade me just because of sympathy? Your world is very Perfect, I don't want to be your only failure." After experiencing life and death, Dongchen looked away instead, what she wanted was not the illusion of happiness.

"I admit that you are right. In the past... I was indeed afraid, but it's different now. Believe it or not, I hope you don't get angry with yourself. This world doesn't just have a bad side." Zhou Zeya vowed, before Missing too much, he wants to take good care of this person.

Dongchen remained silent, with a wry smile on the corner of his mouth.I'm afraid the care this time was just a whim again, right?

Xiang Dongchen became silent. After failing to find death, it was like suffering from depression, and he was not interested in anything.In the past, he felt that he would have a job after being released from prison, and he would be able to regain his life if he could not get in touch with people from the past.Therefore, when I met Zhou Zeya again, I still had thoughts in my heart, but Zhou Zeya's repeated attempts made him lose his psychological defense. When he was depressed, he would think of the pleasure of drugs, and after enduring the pain of drugs alone, he would feel even more inferior. Such a vicious circle .And the person who came to extort money that day made Dongchen feel desperate, thinking that he would never be able to escape this cage in his life.

In addition, Zhou Zeya now knows the truth, so Zhou Zeya must look down on him now.The milk factory also fired itself because it couldn't hide such a big thing.All kinds of things made Dongchen feel depressed.

After staying for two days, the hospital rushed people away.Song Hui came early in the morning, and he helped Xiang Dongchen pack his things from the dormitory.While comforting the leader, he loved him very much, and after protecting him for a long time, he had no choice but to dismiss him and so on.Dongchen listened numbly, Song Hui helped him get out of bed before saying, "You can rent a house for me, I don't want to live with you."

Song Hui knew that he didn't want to live because of Fang Xiaoqin, but how could he rest assured that Dongchen would live alone.Just thinking about how to persuade, Zhou Zeya opened the door and entered the ward.

"Dongchen stay with me." Said, he stepped forward to take over Song Hui's next action, Song Hui didn't know which part Zhou Zeya was playing.

"He told me all about it last night. How can you say that you were married before, let Dongchen live with a man at your side, what do the neighbors think of your wife? I'd better take care of you." Zhou Zeya said as he bent down to help Dongchen put on his shoes , the action is natural.The implication is that you, Song Hui, an outsider, want to get married and start a family, and you are the one who can accompany Dongchen for the rest of your life.

But Song Hui was so nervous that he couldn't hear it at all. He didn't know what the two of them said yesterday, but judging from Zhou Zeya's current attitude, he should have accepted Dongchen's past. Thinking of this, he looked at Dongchen, Still have to respect this person's opinion.Dongchen arched her feet nervously and said, "I want to live by myself."

Zhou Zeya tugged heavily on the shoelaces, Le Dongchen's feet tightened, "Don't mess around." Without any words of persuasion, Xiang Dongchen's request was dismissed in just four words.Song Hui was speechless, one radish and one hole, Xiang Dongchen who lost his temper had to be dealt with by Zhou Zeya.

Zhou Zeya ignored Dongchen's objection and carried him on his back, holding a cane in one hand, and strode towards the door.Song Hui followed behind with his things.

Song Hui looked at Xiang Dongchen, who was sitting in the co-pilot with a gloomy face, and said to Zhou Zeya, "All Dongchen's things are with me. Give me the address later, and I'll send them there."

"No, I'll pick it up later."

"Since he lives with you, I'll go and have a look if I have nothing to do. I'll know the address sooner or later." Song Hui was still a little worried, and added before the other party replied, "He has no friends except me now. Dong Chen grew up His temper is stubborn, you have to be optimistic about him. Besides, if you get tired of him after a long time..." What should I do if I get tired of him?where to throw it?Xiang Dongchen is a human being, not an animal.Song Hui fell silent when he said this, not knowing what to say.

"It's okay, okay! Why don't you believe me? Yan Chuan is like this, Dongchen is like this, and you are like this too. That's all I'm going to say today. If I, Zhou Zeya, feel sorry for Xiang Dongchen again, I will let Lei strike me to death." .” Zhou Zeya, who was questioned and scorned for several days, was annoyed, had he ever been this bad before?

"Come on, let Dongchen talk about this. Anyway, call me if you have something to do. Get in the car quickly and don't occupy other people's parking spaces." Song Hui waved his hand, and he really couldn't talk about emotional matters.

Zhou Zeya got into the car, only to see that Dongchen didn't say a word, his face was very pale, and the hot sunlight outside the window almost pierced him.Sighing, he started the car and headed home.

The author has something to say: The movie is the 2001 feature film "Yesterday" starring Jia Hongsheng