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Tsunayoshi Sawada never thought that he would have such a happy life.When he and M returned to reality, it seemed like a lifetime away.But the food that M just cooked was still on the table. When I found that M was holding my hand tightly, I couldn't help but blushed. He wanted to break free but was hugged tightly by M. M kept on He whispered in his ear: "It's good that you come back, it's good that you come back." Gang Ji was also slightly distracted by this warm embrace.What important thing does he seem to have forgotten?Why would I fall into a dark hell?But he didn't want to think about it, it seemed that it would be an extremely terrible thing for him. Through M's shoulder, his surroundings were as calm as in the past. There were no emergencies or accidents. It was what Tsuna wanted, so he closed his eyes, unwilling to think about it.The moment he closed his eyes, he seemed to feel that the other one was slowly disappearing, and along with the painful and dark memories, he was sealed in the memory box by him.
"Get ready for dinner, the food is getting cold." Noticing that Gang Ji was drowsy on his shoulder, M hurriedly let go of his hand: "Don't be hungry." He sat down obediently, and enjoyed a dinner with M that seemed to be the same as in the past, and M also tried his best to show his tenderness and consideration, let Tsunaki have dinner and then let him lie down and go to sleep.It seems that Gang Ji has been in a poor state of mind these days, and has been in a drowsy state for a long time.M, who didn't intend to make Gang Jido think about the strangeness at home, continued to coax him to lie on the bed.But Gang Ji kept holding onto his hand and refused to let go, nor would he close his eyes.Although M noticed that he was yawning constantly and his eyelids were drooping. "Go to sleep." He stroked Gang Ji's forehead and comforted him softly.
"I dare not sleep..." Gang Ji huddled under the quilt bitterly and said, "This is too much like a dream. I'm afraid that this dream will wake up once I wake up."
"Aren't you dreaming, feel it? The temperature on my hand." M continued to comfort in a soft voice: "You are already very sleepy, go to sleep." He knew that he had finally found his own Gangji, Need a good rest.
"I..." Tsuna realized that he seemed to have too much dependence on M. Although he retracted his head under the quilt embarrassingly, his hands still tightly grasped M's arm and refused to let go: "Can you do not go."
"I will sleep with you, don't be afraid." M kept patting him on the back lightly, his words seemed to have some kind of magical power, constantly hypnotizing Gang Ji to sleep, but Gang Ji still did not let go.It was hard for Gang Ji to fall into a deep sleep, but he suddenly said this sentence: "I always feel like I met you many years ago."
"...Really?" Hearing this sentence, M's hand patting Tsunaki's shoulder suddenly paused for a second, and then continued patting as if nothing had happened: "Then it must be that we are destined to meet again."
Looking at Gangji's peacefully sleeping face, M seemed to be looking at the most precious thing in the world, caressing his face back and forth with her fingertips, and finally gently kissed his forehead: " Good night." He tiptoed out of the room, and when he closed the door, he leaned against the wall in relief.At this moment, M suddenly coughed violently, although he was trying to lower the sound of his coughing so as not to wake up Tsunaki, but he still wanted to stop coughing.In the end, he had no choice but to forcefully block his mouth with his hands. After more than ten minutes of torture, he returned to normal again.
It's just the blood that keeps flowing from between the fingers, indicating something unknown.
There is still a month to go.He wiped the blood on his hands with a handkerchief in his pocket, and then walked towards the kitchen step by step.
"Is this really okay? Are you going to tell him nothing?" A strange voice sounded, making M vigilant as if facing an enemy, and later found that he was familiar with this voice. Although he relaxed his guard, it did not relieve him. alert. "Dino, what are you doing here? Have you finished coaxing your cat?" M sneered mercilessly: "I didn't expect that, Tangtang..." "If you continue to talk, I don't mind telling the truth Tell him." Dino didn't care about M's sneer at all, but sharply pointed out that M had something in his hands, both he and M knew who he was.
"That's enough." M doesn't want to talk to him anymore, he still has a lot of arrangements to complete, and many wishes to fulfill with Tsuna, he doesn't want to be caught by Dino, who looks harmless on the outside, but is as dark as him in his heart Preach.
"How many more days?" Dino continued to ask: "Are you really planning to do this? Do you regret it?"
"One month, Dino, who do you think I am, do you regret what I did?" M laughed and said, "I'm not someone who leaves my subordinates and becomes useless."
"Don't talk nonsense with you. Gong Mi is about to wake up, you can do it by yourself." Dino noticed that he and M had been chatting for too long, although he shouldn't care about M's affairs, but after all, a friend , this affection still needs to be given.But it seems that I have told him too much, and it is time for Yunque, who was knocked out by himself, to wake up. He has already thought about the future in which he will be hunted down by Gong Mi for several months.
Watching Dino disappear into the air, M sat alone at the dining table, dazed for a long time.
— 30 days countdown.
Tsuna Yoshi woke up because of a smell of food that made people move their index fingers. He was not fully awake yet, he was thinking about which neighbor made such a sumptuous breakfast, and even the bedroom far away could smell it. "Gangji, are you awake? Gangji?" After hearing the sound of M knocking on the door, he couldn't help but think of the series of things that happened yesterday, and there was always an indescribable feeling mixed in his heart, with a little sweetness Anxiety, mixed with happiness and worry, is this kind of mood with all kinds of flavors. He opened the door for M, but he smelled the mouth-watering fragrance. "Today's breakfast...look..." From behind M, as if by magic, he took out a tray, which was filled with delicious-looking food, and more importantly, it seemed to be Tsunayoshi's favorite.Seeing this, Gangji couldn't help but feel even hungrier. He raised his head to look at M's concerned eyes, but tears kept streaming from his eyes.
"Gangji...Gangji don't scare me." M hurriedly put the tray aside, helped Gangji wipe away her tears and said, "Why are you crying?"
"It's nothing... I just feel that... no one has cooked for me for many years. I'm very touched. It's really okay." Gang Ji didn't know how to express his feelings at this time in words, maybe he was too far away from warmth , and now this trivial matter made him unable to hold back the tears. "Hurry up and have breakfast, you must be hungry." M did not ask about his past in Gangji's words, but quickly handed the hot breakfast to Gangji and said: "Eat it while it's hot, It doesn't taste as good when it's cold."
"En." This time, Gangji didn't make any unnecessary movements, but ate food obediently.
"In the afternoon, shall we go to the movies? It's the weekend anyway, so we need to relax." M handed Gang Ji what he wanted to eat, while thinking a little bit: "What kind of movies do you like to watch, Gang Ji? ?”
"Eh..." Tsuna Ji hesitated and couldn't speak. In fact, he hadn't been to a movie theater for a long time.Seeing people in couples in the cinema, such a lonely situation will only make me sad.But he doesn't want to spoil M's interest. After all, is it a date when M goes to the cinema with himself?Tsunaki, who has never had any experience in love, began to fall into the problems that all people in love would consider, that is, constantly thinking about their own shortcomings and whether they would make the other party unhappy. M smiled and patted his head and said, "Don't worry, I know everything about you."
Although Tsuna, who was a little relaxed because of M's words, was still a little timid when walking on the street with him.He is afraid that people around him will discover his relationship with M, not because he is afraid that he will be blinded, ridiculed, or in a more unsightly situation, but because he is afraid that M will not be able to accept the unfair treatment of homosexuals in this world. What a sunny person M is, and he is so incompatible with such a dark and cowardly self.Thinking of this, Gang Ji even disappeared into the air.He gradually slowed down to walk alongside M, and then he almost followed M, like a squire following a king's outing.
But his thoughts were noticed by M, and M took his hand without hesitation and said: "Don't be nervous, we are lovers and there is nothing to be afraid of." As he spoke, he took Gang Ji's hand Don't care about other people's eyes and walk in the direction of the cinema.As for the warmth coming from his hands, Gang Ji seemed to be infected together, and she couldn't help walking with him.
If this is forever, how wonderful it would be.Thinking about this kind of messed up Gangji secretly in his heart, he couldn't help overflowing a sweet breath from his heart.
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