animal lover

Chapter 49

When Mu Guican grew up, he began to understand, and truly realized that he was different from other people.His sexual characteristics developed slowly, and in order to maintain the balance of hormones in his body, he needed to go to the hospital for a long time.

The little crying Bao Jinan who used to be behind him was a head taller than him, and his grades were still at the same level, but wherever he went, a large group of friends followed behind him.

Mu Guican always thought he was alone because of his indifferent personality and social dislike.

In the second year of high school, they were divided into classes, and Mu Guican and Ji Nan were assigned to the same class.

He sat in the second row by the window, and Ji Nan was in the corner of the last row.After re-entering a class, none of them spoke to each other.It may be that I have grown up, and the intimacy when I was young will be diluted with other people I meet in my life, and it will become weaker and weaker.

They wore shirts and black trousers in summer, and Mu Guican went to pour water from behind, and sometimes glanced at Ji Nan involuntarily.

Ji Nan was lying on the table, the sunlight outside the window fell on his hair piecemeal, and the ends of his hair turned a light brown.The shirt was transparent, and his back was tight, and his waistline was pulled inward, which was a very beautiful line.

"The water has spilled." Someone reminded him, he was taken aback, and then looked at his glass, the water in the glass overflowed.

He hastily turned on the switch of the water dispenser and drank the water that was full to the rim of the cup. His throbbing heart sank slowly. He turned his head and saw Ji Nan looking towards him with his chin propped up.His heart tightened, he pretended nothing had happened, and slightly staggered his eyes.

He returned to his seat with the water glass and took a sip. A few minutes later, the teacher came in.

Mu Guican glanced at the content of today's class, looked away, and started listening to foreign languages ​​with headphones on.

When he was a freshman in high school, he had already completed all the high school courses by himself, and now several colleges and universities offered him an olive branch to admit him early, but he rejected them all.

He still wants to take the college entrance examination and wants to finish these two years.

In the afternoon, Mu Guican had to go to the hospital for an infusion. His hormones fluctuated very unstable recently.

He asked for leave with the teacher, but the teacher almost ignored him and didn't ask him what sick leave form he wanted.Mu Guican returned to the classroom and packed his schoolbag.He was in the corridor, and when he was about to go downstairs, his back was patted suddenly. He turned around and saw Ji Nan with one hand in his trouser pocket and his backpack hanging on his shoulder.

"Mu Guican, where are you going?"

This should be the first time they talked after class division, Mu Guican was a little lost in thought.Ji Nan was very familiar with him, hooked his shoulder, pressed down, and he asked again: "I was assigned to a class and ignored me, what's the matter with you?"

"I do not have."

Mu Guican opened his mouth, but only uttered three words.

"Forget it, you are always like this. If I don't talk to you, you won't talk to me." Ji Nan pouted, "It's been like this since childhood."

Mu Guican didn't know what to say, he pulled Ji Nan's hand away and walked downstairs.Ji Nan was taken aback for a moment, then followed him, walked behind him and asked, "You have to ask for leave every Friday afternoon, what's the matter with you?"

Mu Guican paused, licked his dry lips, looked back at Ji Nan, and said to him, "It's none of your business."

He still couldn't speak well, he looked at Ji Nan's expression, and felt a little regretful in his heart.But he didn't want Jinan to know about the physical matter, and he was inexplicably irritable. He turned his head and walked forward, and Jinan followed him again. He couldn't help raising his voice when he turned around, "Don't follow me."

Ji Nan froze in place, with a disappointed expression on his face.

In fact, he was still the same as before, when he saw Mu Guican, he would always look up eagerly.

Mu Guican fainted during the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, and when he woke up, he was already in the hospital.

Dad kept crying, saying he wasn't taking good care of him.Uncle Jiang also frowned, holding his hand tightly.

Later, he felt a change in his body.His body hair became thinner, his voice seemed thinner, and his originally inconspicuous Adam's apple became less conspicuous.Doctors said his estrogen surge was making him more and more feminine.

Mu Guican fainted once because of this disease when he was young, and he has been receiving treatment since then. They all thought that he had stabilized, but they didn't expect it to happen again.

He was lying on the hospital bed, listening to the doctor's words, feeling empty in his heart.

He wondered if he would become neither male nor female.

Later, when he came out of the hospital, he didn't want to interact with people very much.

He was very afraid that others would know his secret. It felt like an ugly big locust hiding in a human skin, disguising himself nervously.

During the infusion in the afternoon, he fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already evening.The nurse had already come to pull out the needle for him, but seeing that he was still asleep, she didn't wake him up.

Mu Guican said thank you, then straightened his clothes and walked outside.He felt a little hungry, went to the supermarket in the hospital, bought a piece of bread, and just took a bite when he heard Ji Nan's voice.

"Mu Guican, what's wrong with you?"

He was so stiff that he didn't dare to look back, so he rushed forward, trying to throw Ji Nan away.

But how can his current small body compare to Ji Nan, Jin Nan ran over, stopped him in a few steps, and tightly held Mu Guican's hand.He asked again, "Mu Guican, are you sick?"

Mu Guican's wrist was locked by him, numbness started from the arm, and the numbness spread to the whole body, and his whole body froze in place.

The twilight was deep, and the sun was like the colorful satin in the sky, and the orange-red shimmer fell layer upon layer, covering Mu Guican's pale face.The snow-white skin seemed to be melted by the light of this moment, Ji Nan was startled, subconsciously held his face, looked at him sadly, and asked, "Cancan, is there anything you can't tell me?" ?”

Ji Nan didn't know what was going on, they were talking about going on a trip together after the senior high school entrance examination, but after a summer vacation, he called Mu Guican hundreds of times, but the other party didn't return a single one.

Ji Nan pursed his lips. He looked at Mu Guican, and his eyes slowly turned red. He was always crying a lot. He said to Mu Guican, "If you don't answer the phone, I'll go to your house to find you. You Dad said you went out. I have been waiting for you for a long time, every day, from morning to night, but you just don’t show up. After school started, I finally saw you, but you didn’t seem to know me. "

Ji Nan sniffed, and said aggrievedly, "Cancan, did I do something wrong?"

Mu Guican wanted to pull Jin Nan's hand away, but he just touched Jin Nan, but he couldn't help but grasped Jin Nan's wrist.

He took Ji Nan's hand and put it on his neck, probably because he likes to play basketball, Jin Nan's palm is a little rough. , Mu Guican took Jin Nan's hand, moved it down his neck, and placed it on the left side of his chest.

He stared at Ji Nan, opened his lips slightly, and asked Ji Nan in a low voice, "Did you feel it?"

Ji Nan's hand was on his chest, Xia Tian's shirt was so thin, he licked his lips, and said blankly: "I feel it...your heart beats so fast."

Mu Guican rolled his eyes, and moved his body forward.Ji Nan grasped his hands subconsciously, and the next second he was stunned, looking at Mu Guican dully.

"Cancan...you..." Ji Nan looked at Mu Guican in shock, and said dryly, "Are you a girl?"

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