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54.
This is an unfair confession.And so honest that people can't think of words to praise.Even if Shangguan Yu really accepts Gong Kai, if he is not cheerful enough, this honesty will make him feel stuck in his throat for the rest of his life.
But Shangguan Yu felt another turning point: he has a lot of things to do, the future is spreading out in front of him, but he needs a support to make up for those shortcomings of being an Omega.
It would be a good thing if Gong Kai could be on call to solve his sometimes disordered hormone levels during pregnancy, so that he didn't have to drastically reduce the chances of going out as planned.
That's it, Gong Kai is someone he knows deeply, and he has enough strength to remove the obstacles that an Alpha needs to be able to remove for him.
If it was people like Gong Mo, Shangguan Yu would not dare to take advantage of them.It is too dangerous for him to dominate an Alpha, he may lose himself and lose his army.But Gong Kai can, he can let him leave when he doesn't want to.
Gong Kai would ask him if it was okay, if he knew that he would be angry, this person would barely hold back, but Shangguan Yu was not so sure about any other Alpha.
For him, there is no Alpha that is easier to control than Gong Kai.
After this turning point, he found that he could still trust him, but in some respects, he needed to be vigilant.
Shangguan Yu asked tentatively: "If you want this, can you guarantee one thing? If you promise not to use pheromones to force me into heat on any occasion, I can consider meeting your request."
"That's it?" Gong Kai thought for a while and thought it was too simple.
"Don't agree so quickly!" Shangguan Yu continued to expand the scope of the request. "Alpha will also spread pheromone when it is not conscious, even if it is not so intense, it will also cause pressure on Omega."
"Then what do you want me to do..."
"You have to hold back when I realize it, and leave my side if you can't do it. That's my only request."
Manually deleting the genetic control he hates is Shangguan Yu's resistance and experiment.
Only Gong Kai in this world would agree to do this experiment with him.
That's fair.Gong Kai felt that what Shangguan Yu said made sense.It's like taking medicine, and it must be uncomfortable. Alpha also responds to Omega's pheromones, and is lustful, but not as scary as Shangguan Yu said.Maybe the weak Omega's reaction was harder to bear.Thinking about it this way, Gong Kai fully accepted Shangguan Yu's request.
"I'll go back to the office first to avoid anyone looking for me. I'll pack up and go to your place at night?" Seeing that Shangguan Yu kept his mouth shut and didn't object, Gong Kai was overjoyed, and he didn't even think about the chain consequences of agreeing to that condition.
And Shangguan Yu went directly to his father after a short rest.Shielding outsiders, including possible monitoring and surveillance facilities, he proposed to his father that he still wanted to join the Pentagram.
His chances are still there, because Gong Kai has not received a completely positive evaluation, he has not been introduced yet.
After that, when Shangguan Yu officially passed the confirmation and oath, of course he also knew who were the candidates behind him.
Gong Kai packed a suitcase when he came back from the army.There are not many things, and he can take them with him wherever he goes.At this time, the weather was already a bit cold, but he didn't have much winter clothes, so he put on a coat issued by the army.He is not afraid of the cold, and the lining is a casual military uniform, khaki, which seems to be worn everywhere.It also proves that apart from his official activities, he has no extravagant private life.
"Let's go." He told Gong Mo.
The walls in the living room are painted.Gong Mo has nothing to do, he is idle, reading the newspapers.Gong Kai asked him why he didn't paint the wall of the storage room, it was splashed together last time, and he said that he would wait until both of his hands were healed.Gong Kai didn't know how to paint, so he decided to leave him alone, anyway, he didn't let him make up his mind about decoration.
"He's coming to the door now?" Gong Mo stabbed him coldly.
"Yes. As I said, Shangguan will accept me again." Gong Kai said.
"I think you are going to die." Gong Mo crossed his legs. "Look at you like this, can you deal with him? How did he get into the council? You thought it was a piece of tofu. You can't find a gentle and obedient Omega to live with. There are many of them. With this one-in-a-million best, He is straight and straight, you are not looking for crimes."
"I don't think about other people. Don't you too? How about your Beta, you work hard. I don't want to receive a warning letter for you next time I come back."
"You worry too much." Gong Mo leaned back in the chair, "Don't forget that your Omega is pregnant with my son. Help me take good care of your nephew."
The knife was inserted accurately and ruthlessly.Gong Kai glared at him angrily. "Shameless, who knew that you were so thick-skinned that you would even take this kind of job? Did you do it on purpose when you knew he was mine?"
"If I don't pick him up, I'm determined to find someone else. You'd better ask for luck, isn't that a fuel-efficient lamp?"
"My Omega doesn't care about your business." Gong Kai's mouth was still firm, but he really began to worry about what to do with Shangguan Yu in the future.
Everything has changed so much from the beginning.I still remember the original Shangguan Yu, who was always gentle and supportive to him... No wonder he still misses the friendship he has always had.After becoming a lover, I don't know whose fault it is.Or he is more wrong.
55.
When Gong Kai arrived at his house, Shangguan Yu, who was still at the five-star meeting venue, had not received any news.The mobile phone signal was blocked, he didn't know that Gong Kai made ten calls.
When he came home late at night, what he saw was Gong Kai sitting on his sofa reading a book holding a cup of hot drink.
"How did you come in..." Shangguan Yu lowered his head to check the few text messages sent by Gong Kai. He saw it later, but he thought Gong Kai had already left.
"The windows of your house are not very tight." Gong Kai looked at him with a smile, Shangguan Yu was stunned, shut the cold outside the door, took off his shoes and entered the hallway as if nothing had happened.
The 20-storey building was flipped in as soon as it was flipped. Alpha is really an unstoppable creature.Shangguan Yu felt even more defensive.
"By the way," Shangguan Yu pretended to be casual, "you can't just flip over other people's houses, right?"
"Where are you at night? I was worried at first, we made an appointment. But because the signal is blocked, I guess something may happen to you." Gong Kai said.
"Well, something happened tonight." Shangguan Yu vaguely skipped over. "But I said, do you think it's appropriate to come in directly through the window?"
A slight astonishment was hidden in Gong Kai's eyes. "I see, I won't flip over from now on." He stood up and raised his hand to Shang Guan Yu, indicating that he had suffered some scratches. "I also found some band-aids in your drawer, this is not right, is it?"
"This..." Shangguan Yu was helpless for a while, so he could only say: "Some things are okay, some things are not..." In the short two days before, he hadn't noticed that Gong Kai had the habit of taking his things casually.Why do couples living together need to be so clear?At that time, he wouldn't care about it.
But what he feels now is completely opposite to then.He knew that he was a bit weird now, and he had to adjust until Gong Kai got used to it.
"Okay, I put that book back for you too." Gong Kai said briskly, put away a few colorful books on the sofa and went to Shangguan Yu's room.
It was only then that Shangguan Yu found out that Gong Kai was studying the bunch of Omega pregnancy guides and precautions he bought back.
He was also a little speechless for a moment, not knowing what to say.
After Gong Kai put all the messed things back to their original state, there was really nothing to do.
It was only then that Shangguan Yu realized that even Gong Kai, the Alpha, could not be completely controlled by him.
He promised to let people come, so there was no way for the two of them to have a cold relationship.He softened his voice and said, "It's getting late, go to bed if you have nothing to do."
"Okay." Gong Kai readily agreed.
"You can take any book you want." After adding this sentence, Shangguan Yu felt his humbleness.Let Gong Kai be her sexual desire pacifier, but she won't really give him the treatment of a lover, and she also covets his concern for the little life that is about to sprout in her stomach.
What are you doing?
Because of this suspicion, when Shangguan Yu found out that Gong Kai's so-called sleep meant going directly to the master bedroom, he couldn't tell him no more.The original plan that Gong Kai could only sleep in his bed when he needed sex may not be possible.
But clinging to Alpha's side, one would be infected no matter what.Shangguan Yu's prohibition of "keeping distance if pheromones are influential" has also become empty talk.Silently feeling Alpha's plain pheromone package, Shangguan Yu decided to get used to it in the future...
Gong Kai moved, turned over, and suddenly reached out to grab Shangguan Yu's palm.
Shangguan Yu was startled, the rough feeling of sticking the tape rubbed against his skin, turbulence of uneasiness surged in his heart, he didn't know what Gong Kai wanted to do.
"Xiao Yu, why on earth have you changed so much..." Gong Kai said. "What happened? Won't you tell me?"
"How have I changed?"
Gong Kai was silent for a long while, rubbing his fingers against Shangguan Yu's, making Shangguan Yu tremble with fear.
"You actually told me that you can't break the house so it's not easy to open the windows..."
Normally, you shouldn't first ask the person if they are injured or in danger.
"Even if you hate me, you weren't like this before."
Shangguan Yu woke up suddenly.He knew what Gong Kai found out.At that time, all he could think of was that the Alpha who jumped over the wall casually should be careful - he didn't regard Gong Kai as a person at all.That secret changed him.The accumulation of negative emotions towards Alpha changed him.
But he would not be like this before, regardless of Alpha and Omega, Gong Kai is first and foremost a person he cares about.
When they were just friends, he also cared about his details, so the gap was obviously too big.
But this is not a good change.The part of the truth he grasped destroyed part of his humanity.
"I have indeed changed." Shangguan Yu admitted honestly.I hope Gong Kai didn't notice that tears flowed down his cheeks again. "Because my world has changed. People don't necessarily get better forever, because some understandings are irreversible."
Those facts that are infinitely heavy to Omega can only become his secret for the time being.
"I'm probably going to become very bad. You can leave when you can't accept it." Shangguan Yu said in a low voice.
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